#and instead had to settle with this 8 yrs of bullshit pointless waste of money

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@ my brain stoooopppppppp !!!!!! thinking about !!!!! going back 2 college !!!!!! in an entirely different field !!!! than our current UNFINISHED (!!!!) fucking program !!!!!!

#i have two (2) goddamn mcfuckjng courses left #in order to get my diploma in computer programming #i do not want to take these courses #i do not want to finish this program #i do not want to work in computer programming #(or at least. not any of the sort of work weve done in this program) #i hate it. So Much. #why oh WHY did i have 2 be stupid and look at other college's offered programs....... i have. so much regret. #:( #'ohhh but of course i cant spend all that money to go to college in a different city' #'guess ill pointlessly spend a ton of money at my local college instead which happens 2 have zero programs i care abt!' #fuck me sideways with a shovel what was i THINKING. and this is my SECOND (technically 3rd) program at this college!! #youd think idve learned my lesson!!!! #but ooooohhhh it was just so ~practical~ and ~pragmatic~ and the money is just ~so much better~ in IT -_- #brb crying about how in 2015 i got accepted 2 every out of city college i applied to even tho i barely graduated high school #and instead had to settle with this 8 yrs of bullshit pointless waste of money #only this time i cant even blame my parents forcing me to stay. this fuckup was alllllll mine babey #joint diploma/honours BSc ecological restoration program my beloved....... #anybody wanna lend me a neat $30k for tuition&residence to study conservation biology out of town