#i do not want to finish this program

[sad--tree]

@ my brain stoooopppppppp !!!!!! thinking about !!!!! going back 2 college !!!!!! in an entirely different field !!!! than our current UNFINISHED (!!!!) fucking program !!!!!!

#i have two (2) goddamn mcfuckjng courses left #in order to get my diploma in computer programming #i do not want to take these courses #i do not want to finish this program #i do not want to work in computer programming #(or at least. not any of the sort of work weve done in this program) #i hate it. So Much. #why oh WHY did i have 2 be stupid and look at other college's offered programs....... i have. so much regret. #:( #'ohhh but of course i cant spend all that money to go to college in a different city' #'guess ill pointlessly spend a ton of money at my local college instead which happens 2 have zero programs i care abt!' #fuck me sideways with a shovel what was i THINKING. and this is my SECOND (technically 3rd) program at this college!! #youd think idve learned my lesson!!!! #but ooooohhhh it was just so ~practical~ and ~pragmatic~ and the money is just ~so much better~ in IT -_- #brb crying about how in 2015 i got accepted 2 every out of city college i applied to even tho i barely graduated high school #and instead had to settle with this 8 yrs of bullshit pointless waste of money #only this time i cant even blame my parents forcing me to stay. this fuckup was alllllll mine babey #joint diploma/honours BSc ecological restoration program my beloved....... #anybody wanna lend me a neat $30k for tuition&residence to study conservation biology out of town

[biblically-accurate-dca]

@vanweek2024 day 4 - food

peep the vanny

#my art #vanweek2024 #vanny fnaf #the stinky rabbit is also here technically but its a minor cameo so i will not be tagging it lmao #sso anyway. admittedly this one was really rushed but i was going for a simple style anyway so? idk it worked out #originally when i finished the lineart my program didnt actually save it. its very outdated and weird so it happens sometimes but UGHHHH #luckily it does save the thumbnail for the image... so i was able to save it #i did do all the coloring in an entirely different program bc of this though #and SPEAKING of the coloring i edited this like a MILLION times #PISSED ME OFFFFF ugh #its done now though. smiles #but if i stare at it too long i'll want to edit it again BDJZJFJG #so YEAH this one. despite being so simple. gave me a lot of trouble HFJSJGJG #anyway uh just in case this is only a US thing.... i based this off of 'peeps' which are like a marshmallow candy #that come in two main shapes: a little baby chick and a little bunny rabbit. theyre mainly for easter i think #honestly i hate them. HFJSJFKF but theyre rabbit shaped so u know. rabbits

[alpinelogy]

@f1blrcreatorsfest October special theme: Favourite on track moment

↳ Charles Leclerc Monza 2019 finish

#f1 #formula 1 #f1 edit #f1blrmontlythemes #charles leclerc #charlesleclercedit #cl16 #erika.graphics #the favorite part is slightly disputable cause i dont really have a favorite but this one is important to me so ill take it #really went i want retro style and then i referenced nothing this is how you identify it was me #if i could do gifs the image would be a gif of the finish unforch i refuse to fight any other adobe programs today

[pastelsugar6w6]

King Arthur of the Fae

#guess who found the water color brush on their art program? :^) #kind of a wip for now but idk if i'll finish it #i wanted to do a whole forest background that's more purple and ethereal #that's why the top of his hair is reflecting purple #but im shit at backgrounds #i just wanted an approximation for how i imagine my king of the fae looks like #aph england #garbage art #day 23420394394 of my art being stupidly inconsistent

[brown-little-robin]

AUGH

#Robin processes emotions on main #so for my honors project I HAVE to print out copies of my poetry chapbook. and I HAVE to do it with the Official Campus Print System. #and the Official Campus Print System only prints things that are made using PROPRIETARY DESIGN SOFTWARE #that not ONLY would I have to pay multiple tens of dollars a month for #it isn't even compatible with my computer apparently. #WHAT IF I JUST DROPPED OUT OF THE HONORS PROGRAM RIGHT NOW. WHAT THEN. WHAT WOULD THEY DO ABOUT IT #SIIIIIIIIGH #I hate not knowing what I'm doing!!! #I don't usually get angry at anything but this is making me angry because it's so POINTLESS #just let me print my stupid poetry book in PEACE 😭 I'd even bind it myself if I had to!!! #I would actually be seriously considering dropping out of honors right now except for 3 things #1) I do want to finish writing this chapbook. I do want to physically produce it (though I'm frustrated with the requirements for that). #2) I'm working with my favorite professor on this project and I don't want to give up that experience #and 3) if I lost these 2 credits it would mean I'd have to take a whole nother semester of a summer class. and pay for it. yikes.

[starlitwhispers]

for you hesitate to love me 1500 words, lime/mochi for @musubiki a/n: girly this is homework, tell me what i did bad so i can write them better

He said, “We’re no longer kids, Moch.” 

He said this, after breaking the news. Like a crystal ball dropped to the ground, shattering into a million pieces – those pieces being the words laid across the floor – sharp, deadly to the touch, drawing a line between them. She wasn’t quite too sure what to say in reply and as she struggled to find the words, her voice faltered and his expression remained the same. 

The tip of his sneaker toed the ground as his head hung down. He was waiting for a response. And a response, he didn’t receive. After a couple minutes painstakingly passed, he rubbed the back of his neck in frustration and sighed. His frustration was not with her, no – he could never find fault with her. His anger and discontent lay solely with the situation as it was not his ideal. It was not his ideal… but it was his answer. 

She watched as he turned his back to her and walked away. The moment he left her line of sight, he wouldn’t be the same person she knew. The same person she loved. In the worst way, he was off to become someone she could not trust, quite possibly her enemy. In the easiest way, as she told herself to ease her aching heart, he would return to her. It was fine, anyway, because she had decided her own path as well – without telling him in the first place. 

But when she turned her back to his, her heart began to ache. When would they see each other again? The young witch had been sure, very sure, when she returned, he would be there waiting. Time had progressed for her on her own journey, a metamorphosis through magic and growth. And when she returned, he wasn’t there waiting, like she had thought. As she wandered with her eyes glancing around for a glimpse of his orange hair, she found no such thing. 

Perhaps, he could really change too, after all. 

Days began to pass. She worked harder on her spells and her beloved familiar purred with praise and pride. Days turned into months and her mother said she could have more responsibility with the cafe. She spent more time learning about something called ‘FIFO’ for the stock in the back. Months turned into what felt like an eternity and her hair had grown a bit longer, sometimes more puffy depending on the weather. 

And finally, he had come back. 

In truth, really not much time had passed, it was all relative. But to Mochi, without him around, it could have been years and she wouldn’t have known it. A day without seeing him felt like forever. And for Lime, the feeling was quite the same – although, she didn’t know that. For all these years they had known each other, there had always been this thin wall between them. Faint hints and unsure mumblings about the other which barely passed them by – with a singular, clear message: 

I love you.

But with this decision, the wall between them had become stronger, wider and something she was unsure to touch. If she hadn’t been certain of whether to cross that boundary before he left, she had a more conclusive idea now. Lime had always been his own person to her, but looking at him in that getup was more than she could take. It was if they lived in separate worlds–

Funny. Funny how she felt what he had felt for so long. This… untouchability, this uncrossable bridge, of difference in ability and personhood. And in the midst of the difference, they shared the same heart. 

He walked around town with that girl for weeks, running around waving new weapons, and living his life without needing her. She wasn’t sure how to approach him, only he could really do that, so he did just that. And somehow, he found himself standing before her, in the privacy of her home, with no one else around. 

Her eyes looked him up and down, conflicting feelings of desire and heartache boiling inside all at once. And they stood apart, staring at the other not as children, high school friends, or classmates, but as a man and a woman. Yet, yet, yet, flashed in her mind; but, but, but! He’d been initiated as a member of the very organization that stands against her kind. How could she ever dare love this specific mortal? If it hadn’t felt like taboo before, it sank like a pit in her stomach now. 

Now, his eyelids slowly blinked as his gaze soaked every inch of her in. They both had changed so much, but in his belief, she stayed the same Mochi. Beautiful, kind, and a storm of emotion and pondering behind her eyes. But this time, she was hesitating, he could see it. It must be the clothes, he thought, they say they make the man, after all.

And made him they did. 

All this time, he had been running after her. He had been trying to close this gap but somehow instead took one step forward and three steps back. He wasn’t compensating anymore, he knew this, confidently. So, he would now step forward without the distance continuing to grow. When he stepped forward, she tried to step away and he reached out to stop her. For the first time. And he could reach her. 

“Mochi, please stop,” he began, his voice low and earnest. 

The seriousness in his words finally caused her to meet his gaze. Her eyes had been avoiding his face ever since the moment she noticed how handsome he had become. She could barely hear him over the sound of her beating heart. 

“W-What?” She finally managed to reply, a crack in her voice followed by uneasiness. 

He didn’t like this. He liked when Mochi was herself around him, when she was comfortable, laughing, and smiling. But then he thought to himself, how long had it been since he last saw that version of her? How long had it been since they had… been themselves together? He didn’t train this hard for her to push him away again. He loved her more than she could understand, more than the stars could explain, and more than whatever cosmic force might try to keep them apart. He would tear any opposing forces apart and down and inside out to have her. 

Gently, he grasped a few strands of her hair. He felt the ends of it on his thumb, lovingly peering down at the locks. And then, his gaze trailed up to her blushing and adamant face. His eyes ever so steadfast and sincere, he finally responded to her. 

“I’m not running on some baseball field anymore and you’re… you’re not struggling with 3rd period physics anymore. I’m not running anymore, but you – you are… Stop running away from me, stop… hesitating.” 

She swallowed, the resolution in his voice caught her off guard, and somehow, hurt her feelings. Her? Running away? She wasn’t sure if she was ready to face the music, hadn’t that been the case? She was running away? No, she needed to stay strong, feign ignorance. 

“What does some soldier from the M34TH want with me, some witch?” She answered, turning her face away from his. 

He stepped closer, their bodies barely an inch apart. He lowered his face closer to hers, his gaze piercing with sincerity and a fire she had known before behind his eyes. “As far as I’m concerned, I’m not just some soldier and you’re not just some witch, but if you’re stressing that beautiful head of yours out about it, allow me to clarify.” 

His large, calloused hand swiftly found its way to her waist, while the other gently cradled her jaw tilting upwards. Within seconds he closed the distance between their lips and pressed their bodies together. How long had he been waiting for his moment, to claim what he felt was unclaimable? When he pulled away, he brushed his thumb across her lips, which she quickly pushed away and hid her face within his chest. 

What had he just done? He broke the wall, he crossed the line – he had done what she kept herself from doing for so long. He stopped hesitating. Her fingers gripped the sides of his coat and she pushed her face harder into his chest. She felt too many things, too many conflicting thoughts swirling, but above it all it told her this may change everything. 

And, in true Lime fashion, “this won’t change anything,” he said. As if reading her mind, he responded with the words she needed to hear. “But let me have this today, where you’re not some witch and I’m not some officer.”

She pulled back and looked up at him, her cheeks flushed. “And what about tomorrow, when I decide to hesitate again? What about tomorrow, when I have to be who I really am, a witch, and you have to put that uniform on?” 

Wrapping his arms around her, he snuggled his chin into the nape of her neck. “No matter what day it is, you’re still Mochi and I’m still Lime.”

#musubiki #the cat witchs guild #limochi #the misc adventures of mochi & lime #tcwg #tmaomal #i rly wanted to finish this before my program starts bc then i will be virtually dead for a year smh #which i did!!! bc my first class starts in fifteen minutes lMAO #i thought lime talked too much in this.... very awk n i apologize for how ooc this may be babe #i rly hope u enjoy it i tried akdkdk #BUT LMK WHAT I DID WRONG... im taking notes so i can do better next time #i wanted to do more steamy words but... the spice left me... idk why

[chocolate-cake-and-waffles]

not feeling sure about uploading this but i just finished it so. here ya go. pinkie and gummy !!!!

#wanted to do sumn in flash and i think this is the first one ive actually finished on that program #yknow w shadows and all idk #now using the radial option for colouring isnt THAT bad but ig its just not for everything #mlp #my little pony #art #pinkie pie #mlp fanart #equestria girls

[dawnthefluffyduck]

Happy (very late) Halloween 👻👻 Made this one too smol, spare me by not zooming in haha

#i had all of the lines done before tuesday #iiiiits been a long week and i didn't have the energy to finish it #i'm a bit better now so i wanted to get this out of the way before I got tired of it again #i saw some lino stamps recently and was reminded when I had to do one in my senior year #so i tried to make the lines match that style #see the reason this is so small is because I actually started it in ms paint #and the only reason i moved back to my actual drawing program was because paint kept bugging out #huge chunks of pixels kept disappearing and some starting antialiasing for some reason #it got annoying so i moved back #aaaaand i got carried away with it #but i like how it turned out :D #deltaune #kris #ralsei #susie #halloween #or uh #hallowe'en

[spontaneousglitterbees]

wonder who they're talking to... 🤔

[AU Masterpost]

#TAPP AU adjacent #danganronpa #dr #drv3 #chihiro fujisaki #TAPP AU #Talent Acquisition Pilot Program AU #dr post-game au #dr TAPP AU #dr thh #except I do know and I'm still plotting out how i want to explain it in comic format #think i'm going with she/they for TAPP!Chihiro #given the AU really kicks off during the TAPP incident their post-freshman-year Self Reflection sort of got interrupted- #by the Brain Rewriting Computer perhaps unsurprisingly Rewriting Brains (in ways it wasnt supposed to) #Chihiro was definitely on the rescue squad to get class 79 out of the simulator #Alter Ego was supposed to guide them through orientation after all. then TDR showed up #now that everyone has Escaped (mostly) Alive theyve got bigger things on their plate. namely reaching new acclaim in their field- #and research specialty of choice through what is functionally a cosmic fluke they're still reverse-engineering #if the AI you started writing and didnt finish before break manages to run off and become sapient do you technically owe child support? #asking for a very stressed but also fascinated friend of course

[sea-jello]

Morrotober Day 5/October 5: Fly || Sunset || "Time to go home."

RAAUUGGHH HAPPY LATE MORROTOBER EVERYBODY FIRST ONE OF THE MONTH AND EVERYTHING I DID HERE I HAVE NEVER FUCKING DONE BEFORE SO IM KINDA PROUD OF IT LOWKEY

slight variations under the cut lol

i tried doing the yellow filter thing they had in the show but i dont know how to do that so i just put like brown over top and hoped for the best and idrk how i feel about it tbh tell me which one yall like better

#HELLO MORRO ENJOYERS HOW ARE WE DOING #DO. YOU RMEMEBER ME YET #i’ve never done hugs i’ve never done sunsets i’ve never done rocks hoooLY #IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK THAT BAD LOWKEY I LIKE THE CLOUDS #I BULLSHITTED MY WAY THROUGH ALL OF THEM #i googled tutorials and none of them helped so i did it myself based off of the thumbnails LMAO #morrotober #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #i don’t think i’ll be doing every single day simply cause i don’t have ideas for all of them #and also i don’t have the time #but OO I HAVE THINGS PLANNED IM EXCITED #lets see if i can fucking finish them in time first #au week is gonna be MY WEEK #hopefully #i didn’t want to start morrotober off with a doodle so unfortunately i skipped the first 4 days #i straight up used a picture for the floor lmao i didn’t want to do it it would have taken forever #this new program doesn’t tell you how long you spend on one thing so we’ll never know #but it was at least like a good 5 hours #it also doesnt have a fucking blend tool for some reason i had to use smudge #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #wu ninjago #ninjago wu #sensei wu #master wu #jellos scribbles

[shwoo]

Who wants to see the closest thing the Bugsnax journalist has to a full model, doing various animations?! Well, I did. So I made this in Blender, and put them in Clumby's office because why not. The specific animations:

Orange journalist: Idle Yellow journalist: Running Green journalist: Crouching Black journalist: On fire (fire not pictured) White journalist: Activating the Lunchpad (Lunchpad also not pictured. Maybe it's just offscreen?) Purple journalist: Using the Snakgrappler

Only the arms and lower body are textured, because only the arms and lower body actually exist in the game. The upper body is a less-detailed model used to cast the player character's shadow. It's not like you're going to look at their shadow in the game and notice that they don't have eyelids. You can barely even tell that they have an overbite. I've checked. Anyway, I made the shadow-only part the same colour as the top of the legs, but they kind of look like they're made of rubber. With fuzzy pants on.

The arms are actually a separate model to the rest of the body, in both the in-game model and the shadow model, and I'm like 95% sure I attached them correctly. The in-game and shadow versions of the arms have slightly different animations, and the in-game arms seem to attach to the camera, which is behind where the nose would be in the shadow model. I'm using the in-game arms here, since they're more detailed, but I attached them to the top of the spine where it would make more sense for them to be, and had to do some weird stuff with constraints to stop them from sliding all over the place.

Also, the in-game arms have individually animated fingers, which not even the NPC Grumpus models have, allowing me to do this:

"Thanks, Chandlo. You really

'slam-dunked'

my questions."

(I want to make it completely clear that I posed the model like that. The other poses are from the game, but that one's mine, I'm sure someone who knew what they were doing would make it look a lot better)

(They definitely did quotation fingers during that line. Search your feelings. You know it to be true)

There's also a secret to the model's blank expression! Or at least a detail you can't normally see. Since there's no texture, you can't see their pupils, but if you turn on wireframe...

A Grumpus?

Journalist the Grumpus?!

#Bugsnax #Bugsnax journalist #That was all I wanted to do Blender! #I wanted to look at the Journalist's shadow model #But you made me learn Python and certain 3D programming techniques #Yes... 'made me' #Definitely didn't choose to do that on my own or anything #I just... really like the Journalist #I spent much too long on this and now their blank stare will haunt my soul #I called Clumby's hat a fedora in the alt text for the last image and I stand by it. It's not a trilby #I should finish up that import script so I can share it #It seems pretty stable so far #long post #Didn't realise how long until I saw it on my dashboard

[savage-rhi]

#I'm conflicted #kinda want to share what I've been working on but also simultaneously feeling guilty for working on the new thing #when i have 2 fics that i need to finish and 1 has been on a hiatus for a long time now #maybe I'll post the first couple chaps just to give a taste and go on from there? #so that i scratch the dopamine itch that i got something up and maybe that'll kick me into doing more #writing block is hard especially when you're still writing but you're not writing the way you normally do #its a weird purgatory where everything sounds like shit but at the same time it makes sense #but it also lacks something #pouring one out for everyone struggling with their creative pursuits #i blame my masters program too for making me write essay after essay #its killing the drive

[essektheylyss]

After stalling for a week your bitch is ALMOST back to being excessively ahead on classwork. Goddammit.

#REALLY what i need is to finish this one fucking programming assignment so i can move onto the later stuff #i mean i already moved onto the later readings cuz i needed it to do a thing i wanted in this assignment (by instructor suggestion) #but if i finish it then i can jump right to the next assignment which would be great. #I do also need to do 7 readings for a different class. it's fine. it's cool. that's pretty simple. #i can finish all of that tonight right #(to be clear this is a joke) #however i AM done with literally everything I'm possibly able to do for my copyright course which is very exciting #hoping to get to that point with my other courses soon. unfortunately for programming that means finishing the damn thing. #megs vs mlis

[bunnihearted]

🤧🐀🌧️🌊

#need to clear my head; #im in such a bad mood. my face is in a perpetual angry state. im just so so bitter nd pessimistic rn #trying not to get stuck in negative chaos thought spirals nd to just take it as it come #nd be patient bc recovery takes time i know. but i havent been able to feel healthy or functional for 7 months nd i am so tired #i cant help but worry abt my health nd what kinda diet i can have nd how to work all of that out. #like the removal of the gallbladder dont ensure a good digestive system. they remove it bc it can irrepairably hurt u #also im so so stressed out abt school nd my courses. i already had to drop one last week. nd it isnt looking like i'll be able to pass my #eng class.. it just isnt looking like it's realistic at all :/ i personally dont mind if i fail. but i can get issues w my wellfare hmm #bc like im still feeling rough nd u only get sick leave for one week after surgery.. so i have to go on thursday nd friday but im gnna #be in pain plus be so hungry nd be unable to concentrate idk #idk idk!! im already willing to take out loans to finish my upper secondary school.. but i have to make it work w timing nd stuff so im not #sitting here unable to pay rent or the bills or food lmao. so idk have to fix it somehow #nd the pressure of this country rapidly declining state is stressing me tf out!! having nazi conservative rightists in the ruling is just #dreadful!!!! for many reasons but atm idek if i can do distance classes like i wanted to :// #i just.. wanna be able to go for my long walks. go to the gym. eat normally. have coffee. study nd finish highschool. #then apply for whatever program i can nd move to another calmer city. prob eventually find a path to move to another country. like norway.. #im thinking too much but my thoughts are spinning nd killing me like i cant stop it im so scared nd anxious lmao 💀 #im also trying to be brave and write to the psych clinic for personality disorders nd be upset nd 'beg' them for help ksksksks. #but like... the thing abt having avpd is that i kinda dont wanna bc im scared of the possibility of them helping me lol #im just in a low place nd bad headspace and it's just getring worse nd im getting more nd more tired #i dont have much more energy to keep it together nd pretend like im ok or like i have hope lmaoooo idk what to do #anyway... idk idk guess i just gotta .. keep crawling forward anyway i can

[itspileofgoodthings]

Years ago, I asked you what the different alternate universe Maria’s were doing with their lives. Are the answers still the same?

OOOOOOF yes.

but now I’m in the period where I have to face that I do not, in fact, have multiple lives so I have to figure out what I’m doing with my one wild and precious life and the sort of (for me, at least) ease of following a particular school-related completion course that wasn’t too hard to commit to or finish has come to an end and I am at a crossroads where it’s just like—you could choose. And on some level, in the next few years, you need to. Low-key terrifying and I hate it.

#like. when I started college it was like. okay well now finish it and then I did. and then it was like well you need training for a job #so I did my two year master program in teaching and then I just did that. #and then it was like ‘get job’ and then increasingly ‘adjust to job’ and I did both of those things #but all of those were in the grand scheme of things easy choices #because they also came with clear opportunities that felt like signs #I got the job right after I finished the program! I got into college and was offered a (small) scholarship #even the transition from college to grad school felt easy. I didn’t even know for sure that I wanted to be a teacher #but it was a sensible gamble and it was the same college and I got offered a writing job at the same time that gave me work experience #and it all just fell into place #and even the first four years of teaching where I had to sort of actively battle to get better and adjust to it all #have just run out! The road of easy choices have run out. And I for one hate that so much #and on some level I am content to wait for whatever the next easy choice is. To wait until the signs align again #but tbh I don’t think I am being allowed to do that again #This is just. Different #anyway this is a lot thank you for asking Stacy aksksjjehe

[fadewalking]

I think my lizard is going to die :(

Hey guys, my pet lizard is pretty sick, and I cannot afford to take her to a vet because my dog has also recently been sick and all of my money has gone to his vet bills. My dog is fine for right now, but the lizard is not.

She is open mouth breathing (really bad sign), has been refusing food, and thus has lost weight. I suspect she has a respiratory infection. If I were to be able to take her to a vet, I believe they would prescribe her Baytril (antibiotic to fight the infection) and Critical Care to increase her weight, and maybe also something special to soak her in rather than just warm water, just to help keep her hydrated as she is also looking dehydrated. With all of this, I imagine I would be looking at a bill of around $150-$200, or maybe even a little bit more, which i simply do not have right now, especially since I cannot work for the next 4 weeks.

I really don't want to lose her. So I am asking for money to take her to a vet. If I can raise at least $150-$175, I can find a way to cover the rest if it ends up being a bit more than that.

I started a fundraiser on paypal, so if y'all could please consider helping her, or sharing/boosting this post, I would really appreciate it. https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8Rv9LhIQz9

In the meantime, my plan for her care is twice daily soaks in warm water to keep her hydrated, keeping her in a smaller quarantine tank so I can easily monitor her health as right now she is in a larger one with a mate. She might be eating, but i can't really tell since the other one may be the one getting the food, but I've just moved her to the smaller tank, so I will try to give her some food. If she doesn't eat over the weekend, I have some liquid meal that I can syringe feed to her, but she hates being handled like that. But keeping her fed and hydrated is really all I can do to help make her more comfortable while she tries to fight the infection. There is nothing I can do for her respiratory infection without medical treatment. If any reptile owners out there have any advice for me, i'd appreciate it.

This is her:

#reptiblr #sorry this was so long i just wanted you guys to understand the exact details of why im asking for money #if you want even more details #my dog has been limping #we suspected a cruciate ligament tear #the xrays and meds were over $400 #and the meds continue to cost me $$ #turns out it's not a cruciate tear but we still don't know what the problem is #he is doing pretty good on all the meds he's on right now #but that is an ongoing cost #and the reason i cannot work for about the next 4 weeks #is because i am in an internship program to complete my degree #which is full time #tragically it's an unpaid internship #or i would be working right now #i already have a job lined up after i finish #but right now i have no income and no extra time to work #if u feel like u need proof #you can literally see her mouth is still a little bit open in the pic i took of her #but if anyone wants it #i can provide video of her doing it too #sorry the pic is so blurry she tiny lol #i had to like mega zoom in