#and ive been trying really hard to stay hyperfixated on bnha because im scared of going into other fandoms

[boombams]

eugh........ i forgowr how to draur

#ignore the tags #so frustrating havent drawn in months #those moods when u come back feom a depressive episode and u feel okayer. but now you cant do anything that used to make u happy #u know. #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #and ive been trying really hard to stay hyperfixated on bnha because im scared of going into other fandoms #but i got into trigun and orv and other things and now i dont feel as attached to bnha as i once was. it feels like i lost something #ofc i still love everything but not like i used to. like i can draw. but not as good as i used to #im kinda sad about that.. #like. i dont like the idea of changing to the point where idk what im doing #but it feels like im already doing that #everythings going at full speed and i cant catch up.. #it feels like the only thing i can do is read and stare at a empty screen and idk. do nothing #hhhh this got lengthy #vent #personal #delete later #hae shitposts