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TMNT 2014/2016 Raphael x Reader - (Short Story) Chapter 4

When you got outside it was just you and Raph. There was a point where the water had risen, you stopped trying to search for the dry area you passed when you entered. Raph must have noticed.

"Here." Without warning he lifted you up, bridal style and you squeaked. You grabbed unto his chest for stability. "Sorry." he obviously meant for startling you.

"N-No it's okay. Thank you." you didn't have to walk through the water, so you couldn't complain. He kept walking, eyes focused forward. And you were fighting the urge to stare at him. It was hard not to when he was so close to you. He made it to a staircase, the one you used to climb down when you came in.

You thought he would put you down so you could walk, but he held you with one hand and climbed up the stairs with the other. When he moved the metal cover, he exited. The flashing lights of New York shining above. This particular entrance was in an alley, so luckily no one would accidentally walk upon you. When he was fully out, he still held you.

"Are you...going to take me all the way home?"

"Of course. It's late. Wouldn't do you any good walking the streets alone." How sweet. He really couldn't help himself.

"Thank you Raph."

He just swiped his thumb along his nose. "Yeah don't mention it. " He really did have the whole tough guy thing down. He was moving easily up and over buildings even with you in tow. When you got to a particularly higher building, you closed your eyes, clutching unto him a little bit tighter than before. Raph noticed, stopping. "Hey, you okay." you nodded, eyes still shut.

"(Y/N), open your eyes, trust me. It's not as scary as you think." you were a bit reluctant, but you obeyed, peeking an eye open. When you saw the view, your eyes widened. You stared in shock.

"Woah...." It was beautiful. The buildings were almost glowing with flashing lights. You could see everything. The skyline was incredible.

"I know. Most of the people in this city just rush by. They don't enjoy how good they have it. This city, it's amazing. "

He spoke so fondly of it, and you knew just how much he cared about the place. It's why they all risked their lives, their safety daily to ensure that peace remained.

"You're amazing.." His eyes drifted from the view, over to you. And at that very moment, you almost stopped breathing. His attention was completely on you.

"Don't look at me like that.." you were confused by his statement.

"I know how you feel about Leo, you don't have to try so hard to make sure we don't fight."

Wait a second...did he think you were saying this to ensure he and Leo didn't fight. Raph looked away a bit dejectedly. Even though he tried to hide it, you could see the it, the hurt, fear, maybe even rejection. Why the hell did he seem to have such a low view of himself when he was easily one of the greatest people you knew.

"I guess from your point of view it must seem that way. Leo was...he was a lot easier to talk to. That's why I always gravitated to him. I do care about him."

Raph's jaw clenched at that. "But not in the way you think." you added.

"I confided in Leo because he's like my family. I don't have siblings and I guess to me, he's the older brother I always wish I had. Mikey and Donnie are pretty much the same. And you..."

You swallowed, because you just had to say it. You couldn't let him continue to think you felt nothing for him. Especially since you spent so many months practically avoiding him.

"Raph, I'm in love with you." you confessed.

Your heart was pounding crazily. Raph didn't say a word. He just stared at you, for who knows how long.

"You're kidding..." he muttered. You smiled, because Leo had a similar reaction when he realized.

"Is it so crazy to believe that I would be in love with you." That fact that you repeated it made him shift. You could tell it was from embarrassment. He really had no idea how you felt. All this time.

"W-Why the hell would you fall for me! You could date a regular guy." he sounded a bit defensive, and scolding.

"I don't want a regular guy, I want you."

"Damn it you're not listening to me I can't-"

You leaned forward before he could say anymore. Your hand reached up to his cheek and you kissed him. You were done with being scared. He obviously needed further convincing of how you felt.

Raph didn't dare breathe, too afraid that he was imagining the feel of your lips against his. Your eyes were closed, and you seemed so content. After a couple seconds, you opened your eyes, pulling away slowly. Raph's lips were still slightly puckered. It was such a cute sight.

"If you don't feel the same just tell me, but don't ask me to pretend I don't care about you Raphael. "

You needed him to know. You weren't just going to fold because he told you to. The ball was in his court. He could push you away, or he could just stop being a coward and admit what he was clearly feeling for you. He must have felt at least a little.

"Do you..really feel nothing for me?" if he truly didn't see you that way, you would probably be crushed, but at least you would know. Raph sighed, eyes straying to your lips. The look he gave you indicated that maybe he wanted another. The realization brought butterflies to your stomach.

"Of course I care about you. Why else would I get so pissed. Every time I saw you grinning at Leo."

"I already told you that I-"

"I know that now, but then I thought...I thought you were afraid of me. Especially after I almost crushed you with that cupboard. "

"That wasn't your fault!" you defended. It kind of was. He did hit Leo, who in turn knocked over the furniture, but you knew Raph, and he'd never cause you any kind of harm.

"Anyway, you already apologized." you were sick of hearing him blame himself for an accident. Raph's eyes settled on you, still holding you safely in his arms. His eyes always seem to draw you in, take your breath away. Your hands raised slowly, and you brushed the sides of his cheek, your thumb lingered on the prominent scar on his face.

"I wanna kiss you again." you admitted. It was embarrassing, but it was the truth. It's what you'd long for. Raph looked as though he wanted the same thing. "What's stopping you." you smiled, licking your lips and closing the gap. When your lips connected this time, Raph responded, and your stomach did flips.

Your hands slid around his broad muscled shoulders, pressing yourself to him as you deepened the kiss. You opened your mouth, urging him to do the same. When your tongues touched your body quivered. It was shocking, you'd never kissed anyone before, and you were pretty sure it was the same for Raph. Yet the both of you were french kissing like there was no tomorrow. You never wanted to leave this spot. You felt like you couldn't get close enough. A moan threatened to escape at how skillful Raph was with his tongue. He just had to be good at everything.

When you disconnected, the both of you were breathless. Raph's eyes were closed, and his head was leaning on your shoulder. You supposed he was trying to wrap his head around what just happened. Because even you couldn't really believe it.

"Where did you learn to kiss like that.." you asked softly.

"No idea.." he responded, still clearly out of breath. His head lifted, and instinctively you reached out to him, thumb tracing his lips. "So soft..." you purred. Raph swallowed, because the way you looked at him, it was unlike anything he could have hoped for. He knew not many could get past the fact that he was a mutant. It was hard being different. Your finger trailed up higher and you poked his nose.

"Cute." Raph rolled his eyes, taking your hand. "I'm not cute." he muttered.

"Adorable?" you asked with a smile. He just shook his head with a laugh.

"I think I should get you home."

"Aww, come on. One more kiss, then we can leave."

"You and I both know that if we kiss again.." he leaned closer, and you were already closing your eyes.

"We won't be stopping anytime soon. " His tone was a lot lower now. And you'd be lying if you said it didn't turn you on.

He just gave you a quick peck, taking off to start the journey back to your house. You just rested your head on his shoulder, closing your eyes.

"I really do love you Raphael."

Maybe someday you'd be brave enough to say those particular words.

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