You are my absolute happiness
You’re there for me whenever I need you whether it’s just a hug or I need help.
You always know just how to make me smile and laugh.
You know just what to say when I’m feeling insecure.
I remember when we met, it was my second semester of grade 9 and your second semester of grade 10, you’d just ended things with my friend Krystal and started talking to my other friend Amanda. I had quickly caught feelings for you but for the next couple weeks I wouldn’t tell you that. I watched as my friend tore you down and took advantage of you, I resented her for it. Soon you messaged me telling me you guys broke up, I was nervous but I told you I had feelings for you. We dated during the summer but things didn’t work out, every 3 weeks we broke up and got back together, we were a mess. It tore me apart but I’d never tell you that. Eventually we broke it off completely and kept things just as friends. September came around the corner fast and soon we were in grade 10 and 11. You were still messing around with other girls and I was focusing on my grades, I watched you play them and it hurt but I’d never tell you that either. We drifted apart and eventually went to only talking every couple months for a few days or weeks. You got with your ex and I got with mine. (We’ll avoid names for this part) he abused me. Menatally, verbally, physically. You name it. You had a kid. A year later we both end up single. You message me, I was thinking about you that very moment. A few months after that message here we are when this photo was taken. You are my everything. You were my first boyfriend and love. Things didn’t work out in the past and that’s normal, we were young. But here we are now, better than ever and starting a life together. I’m so happy to call you mine and can’t wait to see where life takes us. I love you… ❤️🌻
***im sorry this is such a mess lol! I was so overwhelmed with emotion writing this I couldn’t get my thoughts down quick enough!***