This is damn brilliant! I am stuck down there in that uphill climb between guilt, loneliness, isolation, depression, Re-entry troubles, and new relationships. I try. It doesn’t work or I get hurt and I slide right back down to guilt loneliness and isolation. I can’t seem to get up that hill at all!!
Tie me up baby
There are nights like this where I’m silently hoping that you’d come back to me and we’ll try once more.
Seriously whoever is flagging my posts fuck off and find something better to do!!!!
You’re ruining it for everyone else 🙄
Take em off baby, we have a long night ahead of us.. 😉😋
“I don’t hide anything from you. I don’t want to. I need to let you see all parts of me - the funny, flirty and dirty minded ones as well as the vulnerable and emotional ones, the ones that carry baggage from the past. I need you to see the real me and hope you’re able to fall in love with everything I am.”
- Lady With A Handbook
We and Us
I see you dance,
On your way to home,
And I remember,
How we used to roam
Like that, together.
I see the flowers,
That you bring her.
And I wonder,
If you would have done that,
Would we still be together?
“out of all the people i could’ve fallen for,
why did it have to be the one that couldn’t love me back?”
- why did it have to be you, why did it have to be me /#37
15 days to go until we’re reunited again for nearly 3 months!
I’m so excited for all the past little moments we have had together that I’m really missing right now
- Going for a drive somewhere blasting our favourite music and singing
- Getting fast food and doing a little jiggle dance like Winnie the pooh as we’re opening up our food
- Cooking together
- Going fishing and relaxing in the sun just talking about deep shit
- Shopping and trying on silly hats and stuff
- Just falling asleep so easily on his chest because he’s comfy
- Waking up a little in the night and feeling him pull me closer
- Suprise hugs from behind with a small kiss on my cheek
- Water fights in the garden and me being soaked down to my underwear because he always wins
- Going down the two person slide at the waterpark, always being catapulted head first into the water and laughing even though it hurt
- Giving him a body massage after work when he’s had a long and difficult day then him always returning the favour
- And everything else I’ve been able to experience with him so far
It’s been a long slow wait since last time I saw him. He’s going to be the perfect reward after finishing my first year exams!!
Added this picture from my last visit because he’s gorgeous and I love him so much 💗
“Wie kann man jemand so krass vermissen wie ich dich in diesem scheiß Augenblick?”
— Juju feat. Henning May // Vermissen
I want an actual loving relationship. Please.