Visit Blog

Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.

Fun Fact

There are 44.6 Billion blog posts on Tumblr.

Trending Blogs

I, personally, have recently been very self conscious of certain aspects of my body. As most people out there, I am also insecure. But what gets to me most is the fact that if I really think about what I am insecure about and why I am insecure about it, it’s always leading back to other people. 

I don’t have a problem with my body at all. I generally think that what I have got is great, but for some reason my insecurity about how I view myself, it’s about what other people see. Obviously there is a large probability that I will never know what they are thinking but there is still this guessing game that comes with it all. (Don’t get me wrong i am grateful for not receiving hate up front, but there is always this “what are they thinking.” that comes to mind) 

And i was talking to my dad about how I am worried that if i gain the weight i lost then ill just be that girl who is big and nothing more. And i know within myself that i am so much more than that and that i shouldnt be letting other peoples opinions get to me, but we live in a day and age where everybody shares their opinion whether we want to hear it or not. and i think its great, we are all getting an opportunity for our voices to be heard. 

But as much as i know that what im thinking is wrong i still continue to do it anyway because i know that if i hate myself then once i receive hate i will be ready because  what they say wont surprise me. But i dont want to be like that. I want to be able to love my body and myself so much that if i am faced with hate then i wont even consider it because it just doesnt affect me or bring down my worth. 

sorry i went on a tangent and kind of gave up on grammar. 

thanks, c xx

0 notes · See All
Next Page