#and then she’s just sitting there like 😐

[diorsluv]

casual , part 9

“ i have anger issues ”

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( socialmedia!au )

yourusername

liked by jackhughes, edwards.73, and 154,238 others

yourusername hughes-a-palooza ⁉️

tagged: lhughes_06, jackhughes, _quinnhughes

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username58 WE NEED WEEKLY HUGHES A PALOOZA POSTS

→ yourusername idk about weekly bae..

→ username47 at least monthly please 😭😭 yourusername

colecaufield quinn?!?!?!

→ _quinnhughes oh god

→ yourusername LMFAOOO

→ trevorzegras more blackmail 😈

_quinnhughes mom didn’t let you and luke sit together on planes for a reason

→ yourusername i accidentally spill coffee on him once and then all of a sudden i’m banned from sitting next to him 😔

→ lhughes_06 it was not an accident.

→ yourusername YES IT WAS??

→ jackhughes rosie i watched you PICK THE CUP UP and pour it on his lap

→ yourusername I LIE ABOUT A TON OF SHIT BUT I NEVER DID THAT????

→ _quinnhughes wtf no she just separated you because you were annoying as hell

→ lhughes_06 oh

→ yourusername erm…

username32 STOP the toy story costumes are too adorable

username77 BABY QUINN

username91 omg i need to see all the baby photo albums right now

adamfantilli so when were you gonna tell me you’ve been cosplaying since you were 3

→ yourusername it’s called dressing up for halloween 😐😐

→ adamfantilli which is technically cosplaying

→ luca.fantilli bro why are you so obsessed with cosplaying

→ rutgermcgroarty do you have something you wanna tell us adam???

→ adamfantilli 🤐

→ g.brindley4 is that why i found a red and white wig in your closet the other day??

→ yourusername MY HERO COSPLAY?? 😭

→ markestapa todoroki cosplay is insane

vivianliu ADORABLE ADORABLEEE

→ yourusername 🫶

edwards.73 the costumes r cute

→ yourusername you seem super thrilled!!!!

→ edwards.73 cuz they’re cute but you’re cuter

→ yourusername oh 😨

→ markestapa this is quite public if i do say so myself

→ lhughes_06 🤢🤢

→ mackie.samo i actually threw up reading this

→ edwards.73 mackie you’re quite literally sick right now

username85 i want my kids to be like this

username13 jim n ellen got us with the good pics ‼️

_alexturcotte did you and jack always match costumes??

→ yourusername our mom switched it every year but jack was the best costume twin 😔😔

→ _quinnhughes okay our lorax and onceler costume was good though

→ yourusername …….no!

→ colecaufield who was the lorax???

→ yourusername take a wild guess 😑

→ _quinnhughes you lost rock paper scissors fair and square yourusername

username68 BABY HUGHES PICS ALERT 🚨🚨🚨

dylanduke25 i like how you and quinn NEVER have pics together

→ yourusername i have yet to find a picture of only us in an old photo

username49 WOODY AND JESSIE AHHH

rutgermcgroarty when will you post the pics of us 😔

→ yourusername rut sweetie they’re my BROTHERS i have to post them occasionally

→ yourusername and also i just posted us???

→ rutgermcgroarty you have an entire album of us.

→ yourusername i have one for vivi too and i barely post me and her 😰😰

→ rutgermcgroarty SIX. HUNDRED. PHOTOS.

→ mackie.samo 600????

→ rutgermcgroarty 694 to be exact 😒

→ markestapa SO BASICALLY 700?!?!?!?!

→ colecaufield what happened to the other boyfriend

→ dylanduke25 yk rosie if i didn’t know who your not-boyfriend is, i would think it was rut

→ rutgermcgroarty ..duker that’s not a good thing

→ dylanduke25 i know

username62 i will be dressing my children up in toy story costumes thank you.

markestapa i’ve never heard him scream in agony so loudly before

→ yourusername wait what??? what happened to him

→ markestapa you and your little “best friend”

→ yourusername WE’RE JUST BEST FRIENDS THO

→ rutgermcgroarty yeah that’s all there is

yourusername

liked by _alexturcotte, luca.fantilli, and 97,255 others

yourusername went on a cooking rampage tn 🫢

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edwards.73 that food looks pretty good im not gonna lie

→ yourusername yeah this random guy made it for me

→ edwards.73 random???

→ yourusername mhm it was so weird.. he had the key to my apartment and everything

→ edwards.73 man i think that’s pretty unsafe rosie

→ yourusername it’s okay tho i thought he was cute so i let him stay ☺️

→ edwards.73 oh 😳

luca.fantilli LET HER COOK 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

→ yourusername aaaaaand you’re blocked

→ markestapa LET HER COOK 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

→ rutgermcgroarty LET HER COOK 😝😝😝😝😝😝

→ dylanduke25 LET HER COOK 😈😈😈😈😈😈

→ mackie.samo LET HER COOK 😼😼😼😼😼😼

→ yourusername you’re all HORRIBLE

→ luca.fantilli 😘

→ markestapa 😘😘

→ rutgermcgroarty 😘😘😘

→ dylanduke25 😘😘😘😘

→ mackie.samo 😘😘😘😘😘

trevorzegras goddamn big back lemme have some

→ yourusername ⁉️⁉️⁉️

→ jackhughes u just got clipped bro

→ _quinnhughes 📸

username75 is that… HIM??

username90 bae stop actin like you don’t know we know it’s ethan

username23 AWW cooking date so cute

_alexturcotte oh are those brownies for me 😁

→ yourusername you n trev r always trying to steal my food bro 😒😒

→ _alexturcotte what can i say ur a good cook

→ yourusername U CALLED MY PASTA SHIT

username6 stop the plating is so gourmet

colecaufield you and luke’s gf are like the same person

→ yourusername LUKE??? GF???? WHENNNNN?????? lhughes_06

→ lhughes_06 thanks a lot cole

→ yourusername EXPLAIN

→ jackhughes you know her veeeeeery well

→ yourusername VIVIAN?!?!?!

→ vivianliu oh god no 😭😭

username44 cole’s stirring up the family drama

username19 damnn those cookies r looking good girl

→ yourusername i tried to perfect my recipe 😈

rutgermcgroarty name drop the guy rn

→ yourusername dude ur acting like ur the one in the pics 🙄🙄

→ rutgermcgroarty who said i wasnt

→ yourusername i did.

→ lhughes_06 is this supposed to be a tactic to confuse everyone

→ rutgermcgroarty we’ll never know 🤫

mackie.samo when was the last time you willingly ate pizza

→ yourusername tonight 😐

→ mackie.samo because he made you do it……… right??

→ yourusername NO he just wanted to do it so i did

adamfantilli wtf rosie i just looked at the boys gc and hes literally obsessed with you

→ yourusername um 😃

→ adamfantilli NOT LIKE THAT

→ adamfantilli but he’s just being a big pussy rn

→ yourusername that’s what they’re all saying 🙄🙄

→ edwards.73 DUDE you gotta stop leaking the gc convos

→ luca.fantilli fr it’s unacceptable

→ yourusername stfu luca u sent me screenshots like two days ago

→ rutgermcgroarty TRAITOR luca.fantilli

→ yourusername and u just gave me ur phone to scroll through rutgermcgroarty

→ mackie.samo as the spokesperson i’d like to say we’re kicking u all out

→ adamfantilli NO PLEASE

→ rutgermcgroarty WE’LL DO ANYTHING

→ luca.fantilli WAIT PLEASE FORGIVE US

_quinnhughes so as your older brother it’s my job to steal your food

→ yourusername 🫤

→ _quinnhughes and we’re playing the wings tomorrow so i will be stopping by and stealing half the stuff in your fridge

→ yourusername thanks for the warning asshole

→ _quinnhughes any time u little shit

→ jackhughes hey that was my nickname for her 😞

→ lhughes_06 i thought i was the little shit????

→ vivianliu how did you guys manage to go from posting each other to arguing over who was the little shit 😭😭

username7 forearms 😵‍💫😵‍💫

liked by yourusername

username30 get urself a man who will have cooking dates with u 🙌

lhughes_06 u make enough food to feed the entire family

→ yourusername mom taught me well 🤗

→ lhughes_06 but u literally never fed me when we lived together??

→ yourusername yes. i. did.

→ jackhughes lukey says u “NEVERRRR” fed him

→ yourusername HOW DO U THINK HE GOT SO FUCKING TALL

→ _quinnhughes mom and dads genes

→ yourusername bc i’ve been feeding him HALF of my food every time he walked into the damn room

→ yourusername SINCE WE WERE 14

→ jackhughes ur not wrong

→ yourusername no shit

username13 girlll im tryna cook like u

username9 cutiessss 💕

username27 babe ima need u to hard launch alreadyyy

vivianliu rosie.

→ yourusername vivi.

→ vivianliu i know you cook and bake when you’re stressed or anxious

→ yourusername whatttt no

→ vivianliu is it about him 🤨

→ yourusername no!

→ vivianliu mmmmmkay

notes ) she’s a bit of a short one BUT HERES TO THE STARS’ SATURDAY NIGHT WIN AND THE WIN FROM TN ‼️ the stress was fucking insane and my heart was BEATING but we did it 🙏 a celebratory chapter if you will

tags: @dancerbailey3 @hughesfein @loveforaugust @alwaysclassyeagle @love4ldr @inhoodmood @bunting58 @crazycat-ladys-blog @smoooore @bunbunbl0gs @lilasianmeat

#ethan edwards #ethan edwards fic #ethan edwards fanfic #ethan edwards x y/n #ethan edwards x reader #quinn hughes #jack hughes #trevor zegras #cole caufield #alex turcotte #luke hughes #mark estapa #dylan duke #mackie samoskevich #adam fantilli #luca fantilli #rutger mcgroarty

[lovemyromance]

lets talk about the truthteller scene, so az gives elain truthteller but then feyre was like "the only bridge of connection was THAT KNIFE" would you call that romantic?

I don't think it was inherently romantic actually, but it was significant. That scene marks a turning point in not just Elain, but Elain & Azriel's relationship.

Before that moment, Elain seldom had moments of boldness or where she was even the focus in ACOWAR.

The first turning point for her was when Azriel discovered her powers, freeing her from her depressive state.

The next turning point was when she helped Feyre find the Suriel - showing she did care, she did want to help, however she could.

Then the next significant event was when she asked Graysen to give the humans asylum in his fortress- displaying her boldness and strength to do what is right even if she knew it would pain her.

Then, when Azriel rescued her from Hybern. This scene I do believe was written to be romantic, but it also displayed Elain's resilience and determination when she kicks the hounds away with her bare feet.

The truthteller scene I think is more than just Azriel giving Elain a dagger to defend herself with. Let's not forget that Cassian offered Elain a dagger first, but she took the one Azriel gave her.

This scene is significant for both Elain & Azriel:

For Elain: The fact that she even accepted this dagger shows she was willing to do what was necessary to help her family. Maybe she had a vision, maybe she trusted Azriel after he rescued her and whatever conversations they had together in the garden, maybe she wanted something to defend herself with - but something definitely made her accept Truthteller over the dagger offered by Cassian. She sealed her fate, accepted what had to be done the second she took the blade.

Additionally, the scene is written from Feyre's POV, and Feyre uses some very vivid, beautiful imagery to describe it. It's interesting because the act itself of giving someone a weapon for defense is not something people romanticize- and yet that is what Feyre did when she described the scene as a painting.

That knife is the first indicator of a connection between them. Feyre had no business describing Azriel handing over a knife so beautifully - which leads us to raise the question - Why? She could've said "Azriel gave her a dagger 😐" and moved on to the actual battle scenes, but she didn't.

Compared to the other main characters, Elain does not objectively have that many scenes in ACOWAR. And yet, there are intentional scenes with her dedicated to Azriel discovering her powers, Azriel sitting with her in the garden, Azriel rescuing her from Hybern, Azriel giving her truthteller. It is for a reason. It is all significant to draw attention to that connection.

For Azriel: The truthteller scene is also significant because it is made clear he goes out of his way to make sure Elain is not defenseless.

He says "so I want you to." - Personally asking her to take the dagger.

Furthermore, he gently takes her hand and places the blade into it. When has Azriel ever initiated physical contact? In this scene, he isn't even self conscious about his own hands, no, his focus is on making sure Elain is protected. Their hands even linger on the blade, enforcing that connection between them.

On top of all that, SJM makes it a point to show us Azriel has never lent out that dagger before Elain.

Feyre wonders. Cassian gawks. Rhys confirms the fact that Azriel has never let anyone even touch that dagger. 3 separate people observe and are shocked by Azriel's actions.

The fact that Azriel trusted Elain enough to take his dagger was significant.

The fact that she accepted the dagger was significant.

The fact that Feyre described the scene so beautifully, with an artist's mind, was significant.

The fact that 3 people were shocked by Azriel offering his most prized possession to Elain, was significant.

Without even delving further into what Elain used that dagger for ultimately, and the importance of her stepping out of a shadow and slaying the king with that very knife - the entire truthteller scene was a pivotal moment for both Elain, Azriel and their relationship. It might not have been romantic in the most basic sense, but it marked an important moment in their blossoming relationship for sure.

#elriel #elain archeron #elain x azriel #acotar #azriel #pro elain #elain

[christianborle]

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#a league of their own spoilers in the tags #I am SCREAMING at max having sex with that guy to see if she’s straight #and he comes immediately???? somehow???? #and then she’s just sitting there like 😐 #i probably shouldn’t have been laughing but I was #I know seeing her family member must have changed something in her #like she’s tying to run away from it #like seeing a trans or nb person she thought like. the internal homophobia hit #like somewhere deep in her she was probably like holy shit u can do that that’s so cool #but she’s scared #also when is she gonna get to play baseball finally #episode 5 and not many good things have happened to her so far :(

[lemon-wedges]

.....

#i just think after like the 3rd feast hades hosts in the underworld #a real bad fight errupts between the olypians that destroys half their dining hall #and later zagreus comes up to his parents like whew those olpyians can be a lot huh #and hes hit by that royal underworld stare 😐 #anyways #2 things #hades knows hermes and hypnos gossip....'well So and So had a dream the other night about sleeping with SOMEBODYS wife!' ' and then HERA...' #and during feasts hades has hypnos sit next to a god who currently going thru some beef with someone #like a ticking time bomb that u detonate in the middle of dinner by loudly coughing to wake up sleep incarnate #so he can turn to his neighbor and go 'crazy seeing u at this party. given what ___ said about u the other day #and it jump starts a fight that gives hades an excuse to kick out his family earlier #persephone could pit an end to it but.....theres just some nights her mother is too overbearing #and she has to shoot her husband a look so he can start coughing #hypnos gets paid overtime at these things AND gets extra breaks during his normal hours #hermes doesnt know this is what his gossip is being used for because hes always with charon at these events

[yourpillowtalksucks]

Random headcanon but America can talk to animals, not only are they like drawn to him but he can also understand what they’re saying. He talks to them often lol.

#hws america #aph alfred f jones #hetaila #hetalia world stars #been thinking about this all week #but yea the other nations are kinda used to it at this point #like they know he can talk to animals and will sometimes just let him do his weird American thing #Arthur thinks it’s apart of the magic he inherited from him that’s barely tapped into #like I feel like America has magic but he either #1. Can’t control it so keeps it sealed up and pretends it doesn’t exist #or 2. just doesn’t know it’s there and his denial is what keeps it locked up #could you imagine #like just a meeting and a squirrel randomly jumps through an open window #and like runs to him and starts telling him about it’s day #and Al’s just sitting there like #dude what?! seriously? no #she did what?! #and the other nations are like 😐 #Germany: *aneurysm getting larger*

[rosykims]

infamous mcs i am frothing at the mouth over all of u btw

#ive already replayed twice....... sitting at work thinking abt orion quinn like 😐 #oc: sara #idk maybe im not sold on the name but i feel like it reflects her well #shes not a showman at all shes just VERY passionate and obsessive about music. she wanted to go on to studio at a prestiguous arts uni #and then ended up dropping out of highschool instead :/ #so now shes figuring out what she actually Wants bc in some ways she'd almost prefer a behind the scenes role like producing or whatnot #shes shy and it comes across as rudeness bc she has resting bitch face and shes lowkey miserable anyways. #but she also has terminal imposter syndrome and literally cannot believe anybody listens to her music. even tho she works her ass off #to make her music GOOD. yknow. shes a lot #shes secretly crushing on orion but also messed up by seven who's her ex in her pt. #i need to know more abt seven before deciding who's endgame but probs orion #shes drawn to him bc shes been around the block w sad indie rockstars ykno !! he represents stability and makes her feel like shes #got her shit together. which she desperately wants to feel #anyways. she needs soooooo much fleshing out but anyways im dropping this and running

[hellfireeddiemunson]

sick of making plans with a specific friend only for her to not reach out abt actually hanging out until the afternoon after i’ve waited all day to hear back from her or for her to just cancel last minute entirely after i’ve again waited all day to hear back from her

#like i genuinely fucking get that sometimes life is exhausting and you’re tired and sometimes you need to take care of urself before hanging #out with people but for it to be so fucking consistent is exhausting for ME #we don’t even fucking make plans that often it’s literally maybe once a fucking month if that #like you’re telling me somehow whenever we have plans that’s when you’re SOOOOOO exhausted ?????? but you left the house 39203 other times #to do shit that takes up way more mental capacity than sitting bat your house smoking weed for a while and catching up????? #i just don’t fucking get it dude i really don’t #if i make plans with someone and the day of i don’t want to anymore i always tell them right fucking away so they don’t spend all day waitin #around and planning their entire day around it just to get fucked over #idk i’m just frustrated and probably need to eat something and i’ll be less angry #i’m just like. upset bc i don’t understand why she only ever seems to cancel on me or only seems to be soooooo exhausted when it’s the day #we planned to hang out like i just think it’s unfair to me and i Have expressed this in general before so it’s like ok cool #thanks for taking my own feelings and time into consideration 🙄🙄😐 #like i literally love and adore my friends more than life itself and it just hurts and is shitty when someone doesn’t act the same even tho #they’ve said the opposite idk #i genuinely hope i don’t sound like a dick right now bc i truly really understand when ppl are mentally exhausted or deal with chronic issue #issues* bc fucking SAME HERE I ALSO DEAL WITH ALL RHAT so it’s like idk i just don’t wanna sound like a dick i am just upset i’m not feeling #like i’m loved the same as i love people idk this always happens to me i feel like i just love too much and i over project and then when i #don’t get the same things in return i feel like people actually don’t like me or secretly are tryin to separate from me idk it’s shitty i #hate it so bad i want a normal brain this shitnfucking sucks #my brain is going too hard now tho i need to stop before i spiral for real right here right now on tumblr dot com

[pepprs]

having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

#purrs #idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse #counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also #shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good #that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a #sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr #pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space #and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg #still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l #like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the #logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened #today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a #sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.

[chanyoungies]

in other news i executed most of my plan (minus the cinnamon rolls) are u proud of me tuals . .

#i did go to the dept office first to talk abt my english class problem thats STILL not resolved #bc u know how mailing them went . n the last 2 or 3 times i tried to visit the office to talk abt it (DURING the opening hours i made sure #of it) . they were closed . 😐 #i got there early so i waited until opening hours #then i stood at the door knocking without getting a reply so a lady from another office passing by was like i guess shes not here yet ! #so i was like . seems not <3 haha <3 so i waited more #and like u cld argue that i could have waited the ~1h30 i had left until the conference but like #idk i think this will sound like an excuse (bc in part it is . sitting there made me feel bad n nervous) but like its a matter of principle #principles u know . like if they say they open at 9.30 i shld have to wait until 10 for the person to even just Arrive to their office u #u know . like id think differently if she was there n was just busy or smth but she was not THERE #nd like sure i had some time to wait but they shouldnt ASSUME that i do ?? #bc like if i actually went to all my classes i think theres no way for me to visit the office during opening hours at all rlly? #so like . 😐 i waited until 9.45 (the 15 minutes if no previous notice rule engrained in my brain) n then left #so thats still not resolved it never will be #but then i went to the library n read until like 10.30 #like when i checked the time for the first time it was 10.22 n so i was like ok ill read one more chapter #(im still reading im glad my mom died so the chapters r short) . n then i headed off to find the room for the conference #n u know what i think i didnt get a lot from it but im glad i went . as said previously the guy was a delight to listen to

[neonsbian]

reading maeve fly by cj leede bc i asked my writers group for dark comedy recs and i fucking hate this book </3

#every character is awful in an uninteresting way #and they act like theyre awful in an interesting way U ARENT U WILL NEVER BE KANGHAN KRITTIN SUKPRASET #and its soooo boring #someone literally got murdered and im just sitting here like 🥱 #and this mc is pissing me off bc shes like why cant women bc angry and vile and dangerous or whatever #when she only started serial killing after meeting some guy #like what do u want me to say #yayyy a self important white woman is serial killing 😁 #(ignore the fact that i also have a self important white woman who also serial kills i do it in a more interesting way!!!!!) #like at best it could be a critique of like white entitlement or something #but i find that hard to believe when the writer is a white woman </3 #and this writing style is obnoxious!!! its like an alien wrote this #and it could be the point since maeve is supposed to be a weirdo who doesnt fit in #me when the skinny white girl w a rich family says shes a weirdo who doesnt fit in 😐 #but the writing genuinely sucks the life out of every single scene like i cant buy anything as real things happening to these ppl #i cant even buy these ppl as ppl!!!? #maybe its supposed to be like my year of rest and relaxation where its critique of all these things but i am not getting that now... #it all feels like its being played straight lol #also not funny. didnt laugh #tbf the person who recced it said they werent sure if it counted as a dark comedy #im still gonna finish it to see if my opinion changes but so far im not liking it :/ #vinnie talks

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

GUYS GUYS GUYS MY MOM IS FINALLY WATCHINH ST

hehehehehe i just got her to watch a gay monster show that is going to make queer media history and she doesn’t even know it yet

#im so scared she won’t pick up on byler bc she’s the type to not believe me if i tell her about it without her thinking it on her own 😭😭 #but like even i didn’t pick up on it 😭😭😭 i’m hoping if i subtlely point out the heteronormativity she will get it #but the next two years might just be me sitting in pained byler silence 😭😭 #but it’s ok im working on convincing her that this show has a huge budget and everything is intentional and you ‘can’t overanalyze it’😎😎 #also im gonna subtlety point to how cute mike and will are 👀 just prepping her for byler endgame #hopefully i can still watch s5 on my own so i can scream about the gay and not have to experience HomophobiaTM #ahhhhhh i’m so conflicted 😐 i was like you should watch st! but now i feel the urge to gatekeep my lil gay show even though its popular af

[vvanessaives]

going to uni rn let's hope this exam goes smoothly as i wish

#rena.txt #felt a bit nauseous while drinking coffee and i 'm kinda like shaking imperceptibly but i'm fine..i think??? #exam starts in 1 hour there are 9 ppl she needs to examine before me. i can listen to the kind of questions she asks at least before it's #my turn but i hope i'm not gonna wait too long for starting my exam #idk...lets hope..rn i just wanna find space to sit in the train at least 😐

[muteddaydreams]

I’m actually remembering how much I hated church oh wow

#me sitting there trying to blow the building up w my mind:😐😐😐 #tweet I just saw reminded me and also my friend who’s started going to church regularly bc she thinks it’s fun #like idk it’s actually one of the more painful activities a person could do

[wasteland-lover]

i had a dream last night that i met this guy who was really hot and really sweet and he asked me to prom🥹

#he was like significantly older then me tho🧍🏿‍♀️ #but anyways next thing you know it’s prom and we both agreed to drive ourselves and just meet up at the venue #which honestly should’ve been a red flag but whatever #anyways my friend calls me and asks me for a ride to prom #and while im sitting in her house waiting for her to get ready #her mom starts interrogating me on my much older boyfriend (as if it’s any of her business🤨☝🏿) #and then she starts going through my phone which takes HOURS #and by the time i get my phone back prom is already over😐 #so i start texting my boyfriend saying how sorry i was and how i was so excited to see him blah blah blah #but before he can respond i wake up��� #dream bae i’ll neva forget you😭 #he looked like matthew daddario too ugh imma kms

[southerngothicaf]

Ohh no.

#ignore #clownery ahead #i may be fucked. this concert and this whole trip has like solidified my feelings for my best friend. #like before they were like there and i knew and it was def growing bc of living together and stuff #but i was getting on top of it and being careful and smart about it. ive done it before and everything #but man this whole thing. the way we've interacted #its a level of comfortability we havent really done before. #idfk why maybe bc of like natural progression of friendship idk #i wrapped my arm around her shoulder more today than i probably have in my whole life #we were so touchy at the concert bc yknow we're having fun dancing and singing and stuff. sitting close to each other #but the way my insides go crazy at every touch. whether its her touching my arm with the back of her hand to get my attention and resting #it there for a moment. or the hug we had after the concert that was so fucking strong bc we were both emotional. #i go wild inside im like a fool. all butterflies and warmth and that shit #thats not good to feel about my best friend and roommate 😐 and i know and i gotta work on it and find some solution. #but bro if we keep being this touchy. like if this is just how our friendship is now. #it will be the best and worst thing to happen. because it feels amazing but it will never progress further and god do i want it to #and i gotta stop being jealous abt every dumb guy. its bc of insecurity and i know it. i instantly compare myself in the most painful way #every time she talks abt her crush it hurts so much and i gotta stop myself from thinking those thoughts or lamenting that she will never #talk that way about me or feel that way about me #fuck this is gonna be a rough one #but i am still choosing to not let that tarnish the amazing time i had seeing taylor swift. she was the first artist i ever wanted to see #in concert bc she was like the first artist i ever became a fan of as a lil 6 year old #and i finally got to see her and it was incredible and i wish it had never ended #(and it wouldnt have been as amazing as it was if she hadnt come with me)

[quiveringdeer]

Annie seeing someone weeping in the breakroom and she does not know how to handle big emotions like that at all, so she kind of slowly maneuvers around then to make her coffee which is hard because they're crying right in front of the fridge.

Annie just really needing to get to the fridge having never met an obstacle she couldn't move, and yet her desire to not be perceived as wanting to take time to comfort them has her at a stalemate....

#annie leonhardt #annie headcanons #her texting hitch like.... #uh how do you get a crying person to move without pushing them out of the way? #im not trying to sit through another housemate contract review meeting...😐 #nat talks aot #aot shenanigans #aot meta #nonnie #answered asks #faves #pffft some reason i was thinking roommates #but even better at the office #then she can just text hitch to come to the break room #and hitch being the sympathetic person she is #will naturally run interference #and she can finish making her coffee and dip back to her office