#and turned off the lamp so it wouldnt overheat and die

[violentdevotion]

im just like the narrator in misery except instead of being an old taxi driver im a 21 year old girl and instead of passengers not listening to me it's my mum and instead of a dead son it's the moth in my room

#ameera speaks #i first saw it a few days before my birthday #and i had just been hit by my brother #and i was gonna kill it and then something in my head told me hey. if you kill this thing you are irredeemable #its a defenceless harmless creature and youre gonna kill it for sharing the same space as you? how are you any better than them #so every night for a week id let it fly in my face or on my phone or laptop at night #and turned off the lamp so it wouldnt overheat and die #and didnt light any candles #and last night i noticed i couldnt hear it #i turned on a lamp to see if itd come and it didnt #i cant find its body so idk if its dead but wherever it is i miss u buddy #you made me want to be a better me