#basically im indecisive

[ttrpgsmoved]

#nullsense #basically im indecisive

[dianessunflower]

hiyaaa, im nat, ive been around a while but this is my new blog for my unhinged chaos thanks to twitter going insane slipping down the drain. im more of a bookish/artsy/history/theatre type but im a sometime tv/films lover when milfs (read gilfs) are involved or there's connections to be made.

so these are my fav shows to reblog. basically i like a bit of everything (oh, musicals, etc) but my comfort is always period drama. and of course, anything with a milf 🫠🫦

2024 edit: my letterboxd functions the same way as my storygraph - less reviews more dates - but i am trying this year...

The Sound of Music

The Good Fight (im in mourning)

Evil (underrated!!!)

Elsbeth (because I love everything the Kings do)

Outlander

Downton Abbey

The Gilded Age

All Creatures Great and Small (2020-)

Belle

Anne with an E

Sanditon

The Marvelous Mrs Maisel

Julia

Ted Lasso (ignoring the last 10 mins)

Killing Eve (also ignoring the last 10 mins)

A Discovery of Witches

Lord of the Rings / The Rings of Power

Grace and Frankie

Mary Poppins

Victor/Victoria

The Americanization of Emily

Duet for One

Darling Lili (ok anything with Julie Andrews basically)

Carol

Mamma Mia 1&2 (again, anything with Christine Baranski)

Cybill (and not for the main character OOP)

Princess Diaries 1&2

Dr Quinn Medicine Woman

Rebecca (1940)

Pride and Prejudice (2005, it's Keira Knightley im sorry)

Sense and Sensibility (1995)

Mr Malcolm's List

Schmigadoon!

Pachinko

Everything Everywhere All At Once

Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (ok anything with Michelle Yeoh also)

Emma (2020)

Anna Karenina

Chicago

Tick, Tick... Boom

In the Mood for Love

Under the Hawthorn Tree

The Handmaiden

#a little bit of everything is my motto #basically im indecisive #but not to sound pretentious i just like to analyse shows and art #and gifs #i like making gifs

[upsidedowngrass]

some days i consider posting my one fanfics but unfortunately my hcs change heavily every 2 days and th n my fics b come OUTDATED and then i suffer

#like i cant figure out my liam family hcs #on one hand hes so quick to feel like hes lost everything which kinda feels like he may not have much in the way of family? #esp since he doesnt see anyone in the waiting room #BUT. that still doesnt feel concrete enough yknow? #cus it still isnt even certain #and also the idea of him not having anyone other than owen nearby when he finally comes home? makes me sad???! #and THEN theres my hcs for AMELIAS family #i think she mentions family and friends so i think shes got family!!! #which ONES though. siblings? parents? #ALSO!!! #taylors page on the database mentions separated parents #and so family stuff probably is relevant and nothing of important note happens for liam and amelia on that front #but nothing abt bryces family is mentioned either? #so! i keep changing my family hcs #and thats JUST the family hcs #times and dates and responses and shit are also changing #basically im indecisive #ask to tag #also ive never posted any of my fics anywhere before and like. omg... scary....

[puppyeared]

Been LOVING your lil magician folks recently please continue they're beautiful and very cute and cool and also very well-designed!! 🥺❤️

thank you for the kind words !!! im not much of a writer, but i do have some sort of story in mind for them.. theyre bitter rivals who end up as roommates bc of their scatterbrained elderly landlord lol

#idk how much of it im gonna keep or change but thats basically the gist of it ^_^ #i dont know if i could ever write a solid linear story bc im very indecisive and tend to change things a lot so most of what i make ends up #very abstract or nonlinear.. just short drabbles or stuff that can be slotted into a general setting or premise #although i do want to challenge myself to try and write some sort of enemies/rivals to friends because i have a huge weak spot for that #dynamic!! i tend to be a little soft on my characters which i think has to do with me being a conflict avoidant person. so maybe exploring #this kind of dynamic will help me experiment with my sense of storytelling. although i cant promise it will be written well lol #im also thinking of making their story part of a bigger world so kinda like an omnibus?? i have another story in mind i think i can fit int #the same canon and itd be funny if theres like a bunch of wacky going ons between different apartment tenants nichijou style #but we'll see!!! thank you for your interest in these little shits!!!! #my art #myart #my oc #oc #presto #shuffle #house of cards #oc talk #ask #doodles #yapping

[whos-hotter-jjba]

#im pretty sure youre all tired of seeing me be an indecisive mess in the tags but aaaaaaaaaa #jolyne my beloved blorbo #and trish the girl im trying to save through fix it fic because araki doesnt respect you #fuck im going to be basic and go for jolyne #im so so sorry my girl trish i still love you #trish una #jolyne cujoh #jolyne kujo #kujo jolyne #vento aureo #golden wind #stone ocean #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #who's hotter jjba #jjba minor

[satuwn]

ive been thinking abt trying to tackle a 'truesona' again and OFC itll still be different from me irl but moreso Trying to capture the essence of me in a character,, its very hard to do on ur own tho like its hard to pinpoint what makes you, You idk its hard to explain too esp when ive sturggled with identity since i was a kid x3 thats why most of my sonas are shapeshifters lol

#ive imagined being a shapeshifter since i was very little basically #and im also veeeeery indecisive its annoying #so im like cant decide on one thing fuck it shapeshifter #altho i dont end up utilizing that trait a lot of the time #saturn says

[moeblob]

I got a new PS4 for storage (since my 'current' was day one release and was lagging a bit from age + i just needed more storage) and sadly! I don't have a cable to connect data so I've been redownloading some things. And one of them was Stardew Valley.

Tragically, Tilapia (and Squid the cat) was lost. For some reason I couldn't figure out how to download the from online storage. So..... Koi has been created!

She's amazing and I love her very much already and it's only Spring 9. Koi is extremely bisexual and is happy to live with so many other bisexuals in proximity. She's currently just having a good time!

#stardew valley #farmer koi #listen idk who she will end up romancing but shes just happy to be here #and i had to give her freckles im not sorry #she has a lot of expression and joy to give you #but she is also terminally indecisive so dont ask her a question she will short circuit in the most basic chats

[fearforthestorm]

does anyone have advice for choosing a roller derby name. or possibly make suggestions. because half the other new people on the team already have a name and I'm feeling left out but I'm also the most indecisive motherfucker alive

#.lyr #i. kind of. want to have jenny as my derby name. #considering that im putting together a yellow and black ensemble #but i dont knowwwwww. augh #if u are unfamiliar. a derby name is basically a killjoy name. two word phrase with appropriately badass connotation #that shortens to a name or word #i do want to do something tmg themed if i can come up w anything i like but as mentioned im the worlds most indecisive mf

[unganseylike]

my anxiety has been ridiculous the last two days for a stupid reason, and i just rewatched the trolley problem episode of the good place and why do its vibes feel just like my anxiety. u are put into incredibly stressful situation. some people are moderately bothered by this, but no where as much as you. someone is telling you its just a simulation, so why are you so upset? you have blood all over your face. also, someone adds, its just a simulation, but the pain is real to give it stakes, btw. you already knew there were stakes. you are a fundamentally bad person.

#misinterpreting a sitcom and doing great👍🏼 #its literally something so stupid but i think just hit me at wrong time so now im overreacting #and then it crossected with my existing indecision over planning something career related so now im catastrophizing about that #meanwhile my sister texted me 20 times to basically tell me im an ungrateful bitch #im coping well by ignoring people and taking my remaining rationed medication that was not prescribed for anxiety but works for me sometimes #ik objectively therapy wld be better choice. But like. ok i believe in therapy for people just not me. #my sister is trying to be a therapist. and shes the one telling me im an ungrateful bitch so yknow. might be arrogant but i know myself #better than people like that. would be down for some real prescription meds tho #in conclusion. chidi and declan my anxiety stomachache comrades forever

[varietales]

#not me using a Spin the Wheel decision maker thing for v basic decisions bc im indecisive #❰ ･ﾟ― ooc. momo. ❱ #i hope everyone is doing well!! #its getting closer to the weekend. hang in there

[kim-woonhak]

28, 29, 30, 31

28. fav dancer for sure ten!!!! his crazy skill and his flowy style and is amazing stage presence makes him so captivating to watch and i am SO EXCITED for his upcoming solo

29. fav leader this is ?? so hard /?? a majority of my biases r leaders help LOL hmm as amazing as bang chan and scoups and taeyong are, i think my personal pick is DKB d1 <3 his leadership is the reason i got into DKB when he was helping lead the unit B round in peak time. it was a rare opportunity to see how he helps rookie idols who didn't know him get to feel comfortable and cared for in a high pressure survival show situation. also i love watching him choreograph their blockings for a dance and clean the group during dance practices hehe.

30. fav maknae boynextdoor woonhak my son !!! truly an oversized tiny teddy bear 🥺 so bright and pure and fun and also so talented

31. fav subunit probably either svt bss or skz 3racha i simply cannot choose !! both r so entertaining and talented and BSS stage presence is literally insane they r unmatched actually most entertaining idol performers ever imo but also 3racha r always cooking up such insanely good music like skz discography would simply not exist ???

> Send me some kpop questions <

#ask game #peachjaem00 #FOUR SIMPLE NUMBERS LOU AND YET A WORLD OF INDECISIVE ANSWERS IM SORRY #there's soooo many good subunits too like.. moonbin & sanha?? nct djj ??? nct t7s unit ?? ??? #also every nct u song is technically a subunit right ???? my 90s love subunit i love you so bad !!! #also universe let's play ball subunit is basically the siyuan dream team !

[krynutsreal]

Is Ishida mayhaps in the sky au? and is he mayhaps a solar eclipse?

comes out of the mindscape covered in blood and holding these

💥mind you I'm gonna ramble about my thought process rn be warned💥

GOOD LORD. this ask has been in my mind ever since it was sent and I genuinely could not get a good idea for how he should look like. like . fr

like honestly he's still at a concept stage but I am liking the first image more than my original thoughts for him shown below (plus some more doodles of me trying to figure out his design)

I do like the idea of the staff that he has can also become into a huge scythe (because that is cool fight me.!!! and also kinda references the pickaxe sorta thing that ishida holds in the splash art he officially has)

some ishida notes (mostly for myself to remember):

- ishida's halo looking thing becomes very VERY similar to how Mondo's is, with the light shining out on the sides and showing a more prominent halo but still keeping the little stars he normally has around his head

-his staff becomes a scythe bc I think that is cool and sexy /j but fr it becomes like. A mix of both their staffs,, maybe the combination thing I mentioned once but we'll see

-his expressions are way more intense than they normally are (which says a lot since taka is normally intense)

AND LIKE. I'm still thinking as to what he technically should be since solar eclipses happen every 18 months. And then there's the concept of lunar eclipses too. Like OUGH there's so much to think about and to work with i'm absolutely going to continue thinking about this au for a good while

but thank u sm for sending this ask 🙏

#to be fair though this whole au is under construction and im over here just doodling them as if they already had a basic plot n shit like #THERES SO MANY WAYS I CAN TAKE THE DIRECTION OF THIS AU TOWARDS BUT IM SO INDECISIVE #anyways sorry for the whole ramble #he means everything to me fr #can you tell i had a space/astrology phase when j was a kid or #if any of u guys have questions abt this au then. PLS!! ik it took me forever to answer this one but good lord is it helping me to actually #work on it yk... #have a nice day/night anon :] i appreciate your ask sm #danganronpa #kiyotaka ishimaru #kiyondo ishida #um umm #oh yea #kry k(art) #sky au

[coridallasmultipass]

Working on a fic still and laughing at these absolutely absurd conversations Bro and Dave have. But also lmao, Dennis from Game Bro with his broken thumb.

They're so fucking dramatic, and oh my god I just realized this probably makes zero sense at all, out of context. Idk how to convey how hilarious this moment is to me, without the miles of words written beforehand. I just need to laugh about it publically lol.

#basically theyre pretending that dave is married with kids and cheating on them with bro at this theme park #but there is no wife and kids theyre just saying that to fuck with someone next to them #bro/dennis is unrequited unfortunately #man this fic is taking forever to write #if u saw the hohohomewrecker comic panel i did on xmas this is still the same fic #wip #homestuck #stridercest #i have no idea what my wordcount is at right now and honestly im scared to find out #the page numbers are for samsung notes not actual page lengths #i wish i had the courage to start posting chapters but i keep going back to edit singular words so its not practical to post anything.. #..until the entire story is complete #Cori.exe #Post.exe #suggestive #also disclaimer this is subject to change lmao i am indecisive as fuck #just wanted to laugh about dave teasing bro about having a thing for the game bro dudes #god i already see like 3 things im gonna change but i need a break lmao #also since the subject is stridercest its already written into the intro that the thing dave jerks off to in privacy is bros live action p.. #..orn which bro has pointedly kept away from dave but when u live with a ninja u learn to be sneaky and dave definitely dug it up #like the smuppets were fair game but bro made an actual effort to keep the irl stuff hidden and has no idea what daves actually seen

[lavender-jellyfish]

#this would be my character basically im just hella indecisive #reality shifting #shifting poll #shifting #anti shifters dni #shiftblr #reality shift #desired reality

[iridescentis]

the fic is finally complete!! i meant to edit and publish it earlier but i decided to make a cake instead 🤦

would it be preferred if i post it today (within the next few hours) or earlier tomorrow?

#asking because im indecisive and nervous #i don't want to let it go into the world it's my baby :') #i basically need someone to give me a push to just get it done #i have to go decorate my cake now :D

[princekirijo]

OK fuck it I've want to try one of these poll things and I've been struggling to decide so:

Context: I just beat Dark Souls 3 today (main game only - I've started the first DLC) I'm wondering what game I should play after I've beaten both DLCs. I know like 4 or so of my followers have played a souls game so if you haven't just pick vibes only or whatever I'm gonna play them both eventually. Only other souls game I've played is Elden Ring.

Pros of playing Bloodborne: I've heard it has amazing combat, it's one of the most highly rated of the Fromsoft games, I adore the aesthetic of the game.

Pros of playing Dark Souls 1: I just beat DS3 so playing this game would help me understand the lore, the level design is excellent, its a fun game too, ARTORIAS.

#idk what to tag this as #feel free to reblog this and say what you chose and why in the tags i dont mind #and look as i said im well aware half of y'all have no clue what im talking about but if you want to pick a random option please do #im so indecisive about this 😩 #if you're wondering who tf artorias is he's basically this real cool boss i want the lore on because he's connected to the abyss watchers #and he looks dope af man has drip #so uh help me decide pretty please 🥺🥺🥺 thank u <333 #polls are fun lets see how this goes #also my dumb ass has been spelling bloodborne with a u idk where i got that from LMAO