#because if you dont bully your fav then they arent your fav lololololol

[katyspersonal]

Okay so like...

Back then I had a dream in which Micolash protected me from my abusive stepdad whom I keep having nightmares about all of my life, and I've had peaceful sleeps for a while. Then I had a dream where he attempted to trap my soul with a ritual by luring me, pretending he loved me too. Later I had a dream in which he outright murdered and resurrected me several times - to end up sparing me after I sacrificed a way to escape his torture for someone else - but scolded me very much for clinging to him and told me how much he did NOT want me to "force" myself on him (you heard it right, MICOLASH of ALL people found me too chaotic and cringe to manage with o_o").

But tonight, I had a (personal) dream about him again - in which he took me back in a moment of my teen years when one of my worst traumas happened, and tried to attempt fixing it by turning it into a pleasant memory instead. I woke up before he could, but I appreciate the intention (a very ironic one for someone called king of NIGHTMARE, lol)

But in all honesty, that's a very unstable relationship o_o" Mico pls

#pls.... #personal #name a more dramatic friendship arc lol #i really love how he appears in my dreams though like #dream goes as normal but gradually it becomes 'corrupted' #like people start disgussing morbid themes when it makes no sense out of context #or blood and corpses theme happens #or chorus that singed hail the nightmare is heard and grows louder and louder #i described only core and personal dreams though but he... appears often ok? #and every time it is like... things become creepy and morbid and dark but very sneaky way #and when i notice how much dream changed to signify his arrival it is already too late and too far gone #i am using this stuff for writing headcanons sooooo much lol #it makes me feel warm that he cares tho #of course only such character would care about a cringe queen like me xd #/pos you know i do not consider HIM cursed or cringe i just goof around #because if you dont bully your fav then they arent your fav lololololol