#because ive just watched darkest hour and my boy gets wrecked in that one

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i just feel like merthur deserved a bit more

#merlin #merthur #bbc merlin #listen #merlin goes through HELL and back #and they NEVER discuss his scars?? #i want there to be a revelation of all he has done for arthur #i wANT IT #sO BADLY #also like just imagine #because ive just watched darkest hour and my boy gets wrecked in that one #literally dying and then coming back #honey you cannot tell me the entirely frozen body healed perfectly without any scars or evidence of his pain #thats what the dark spot is in the middle of his back btw #i wanted to portray frostbite (kind of) (not really) (it was an idea) from his heart; he's died once but he came back #and i find it strangely ironic that the first time he sacrifices his life for arthurs he's hit with fire and another he's hit with ice #also i am taking LIBERTIES with this hair ok #i know how to draw two (2) hairstyles and bbc merlins do not fall under that catagory