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#because my medications put me at a higher risk since its like caffeine in crack
themisthemenace
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7 months
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I'm gonna cry. But first I vent in the tags.
#so me and boyfriend g were talking and just chilling before he started talking about how sometimes hes scare that he'll go
#back to the way he was and said that hes scared he'll lose me or i'll leave him one day
#so i told him not to worry about that and let me over think like that and he said why
#so i told him about how im always scared that one of us or my other partner or one of my friends
#could just die out of the blue
#i blame my father killing himself for why u think likt this
#like thank you timothy for blowing your brains onto the ceiling
#4 year old me will never recover from your death
#anyways
#boyfriend g was like what are you scared is going to happen
#and i said first im scared that one of us will get sick and die
#i blame that on one of my great uncles slowly withering away in a hospital before my 5 year old self
#boyfriend g said ha im probably gonna be the one who gets sick and dies
#and i said no not really
#i might be the one who dies first
#and i told him about how im alway paranoid that im gonna have a heart attack
#because my medications put me at a higher risk since its like caffeine in crack
#and i love my energy drinks
#and because of thise two factors im alway hyper aware of my heart beat
#and I'm always scared that a period cramp is a heart attack bc thats what they feel like in women
#and my poor boyfriend g had a panic attack
#right then and there
#i couldn't even help him
#im such a bad girlfriend
#and now he's not talking to me
#i want to die
#why did i say anything
#i know that this kind of stuff scares him
#i shouldn't have said anything
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