#been a whilleeeeeee

[castelle]

Ahhhhh she’s done!!!

I don’t do art much so this is very relieving. I’m very content. So i slack off again and….. I’m not gonna color check. Or look too closely.

Just look at my finer details, star freckles, rose petal cloak, i think she’s just neat. She was originally meant to be a companion piece. Said companion did not make it past my “art”. I got tired. Wings r hard. While editing I realized I made it busy so I settled for a simpler approach. A night sky doesn’t need to be blue. And hand’s don’t need to be right. Heh ✨

>:D

Heck, I’ve been so busy with myself lately i don’t even know if I have a fandom…. Where do I go?? I’m getting lost…..

It’s been so long I stopped calling myself an artist.

#pearlescentmoon #digital art #hmm #am i doing this tag thing right? #been a whilleeeeeee #but it’s always a while for me…..

[ackingackingack]

(I do not recommend reading this, as it is pretty intense and is only being posted because I feel like I have to archive this or else I’ll forget again)

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahhaahahahahha guess who miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight have an idea of what’s going on ?????????????????? I mean, this is me right? So who fucking knows at this point

This could be totally fucking off the mark but heyeyeye let’s fmgive it a fucking go eh?

Guess who had an incident in the shower, stifling laughter, not breathing properly, and having a huge increase in heart rate after realzinf I pppppppppribaly have bipolar disorder during a manic episode that has been going on for a whilleeeeeee

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And you know why I was trying so hard not to laugh???? I had just remembered that echo and again were the first songs with lyrics I really got attached to, and youuuhh wanntntnttn to knowwww what the lyricsss areee? Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghhh

And you know what I completely forgot about because of my fucking. Horrendous memory lossss?

That time nearly 3 years ago whereeeee I litttttttttttttterallly considideerwd bipolar disorder and my parents weren’t having it and I wasn’t seeeing a therappist or anything so guesss what haaapeneemd these past 3 years???????????

#of course #I’m sure this is far from the only thing going on becasue welllllll it wouldn’t be trhatatatata simpleee would it??? #but #well #it genuinely would be nice to know what’s going on for once #not that I even trust this post in the slightest #I genuinely don’t think I can put my trust in this at this point after being used to just never trusting my thoughts to be consistent #I don’t know how I feel about this #but it would be nice to know #for once I guess