#but also he has my FUCKING baja hoodie and i WANT IT BACK

[vaguelydefinedshapes]

Goddd there's something so humbling about being broken up with when you didn't really like the person either,, like oh, I'm too much to handle for the guy who made me uncomfortable. Okay. When can I get my hoodie back

#the precipitating event was that i picked him up from work at 10pm so that he wouldn't have to bus home in the snow #and since i didn't really wanna be there and was only doing it bc it felt like the nice thing to do i wasn't in a great mood #(meaning i was kinda asocial not that i yelled at him or anything) #so he asked me like 5 times what was going on with me and then this morning he sent me a snapchat saying he's not in a place to maintain #ANY contact with someone who has “random outbursts” #and then didn't reply when i asked if there was something Specific i did since afaik i was just... generally not super thrilled to see him #and i mean i was trying to figure out how to break up with him anyways since he had a tendency to catcall people #(i think since he's trans he thought it was fine?? but it felt weird to me) #and also he slapped me on the ass when i picked something up and was oddly hung up on understanding why i don't like making out #so like. this wasn't going anywhere. #but also he has my FUCKING baja hoodie and i WANT IT BACK #and if he doesn't respond by the end of the day im literally gonna stop by his house tomorrow and ask for it in-person #also he lost my charger so now i have to get a new one

[ssilcatt]

busan-skyline replied to your post “today is the day i die. goodbye friends—”

OH MY GOD I HOPE YOU HAVE FUNN

I DID. IT WAS THE BEST OMFG. I HAD SO MUCH FUN THEY WERE SO SWEET AND I WAS SO CLOSE TO THEM DAMN. (read under for a very detailed and lengthy explanation of my take on the boys and the concert)

CHRIST OK. FIRST. JUNG HOSEOK IS SO MUCH PRETTIER IN PERSON. PICTURES DO NOT MAKE HIM JUSTICE. And he just has this sweet and caring expression on his face and anD HIS SMILE. HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE. UGH. I was in the Platea Baja Golden right in front of the “T” stage and fUCK. it was the effing beST. Platea Baja was around the same height as the boy’s stage. They’re all fucking giants. They’re so tall. Even Yoongi seemed very tall from my point of view, which was like, 10 to 15 meters in front of the stage. Somehow, Yoongi’s voice was a lot higher from what im used to hearing in the mv’s and other misc videos. Might have been a sound issue with the arena but who knows. 

Do you guys get that feeling of like, not actually realizing that the members of bts are real actual living and breathing creatures? I mean, not in like an ideological way but like.... to see them, to be able to recognize little things that go on with their bodies when they move that make you take a step back and say...” ok.... this is an actual human being....i could touch their arms and actually feel the flesh and it is not so different from touching another human being” AND THAT WAS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND JUNGKOOK’S THIGHS. THE JIGGLING. THE JIGGLING. THAT’S SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE WHEN YOU STAMP ON THE GROUND TOO HARD AND FAST AND HIS THIGHS JIGGLING MADE ME ACTUALLY REALIZE  THAT YES. THEY’RE HUMAN, THEY’RE REAL. THEY’RE NOT JUST A CHARACTER ON A COMIC BOOK OR WHATEVER. and fuck if it wasn’t the best feeling ever. ALSO, his bunny smile almost made me fall off my seat because it honestly is so freaking adorable and rude at the same time. I’m conflicted about this child. He also was so damn broad like, daaaaaamn. Those biceps. bOY.

Kim Seokjin. Oh my fucking gOD. His singing. Goddamn, his singing. He reached all the damn notes and went bEYOND. His eyes were so glassy when we all sang along to Awake, I will never be over that. CHRIST. He’s so damn slim tho, like, the vocal line sang Lost and they were wearing red hoodies and such (tae had a stripped red and white sweatshirt) and he looked even thinner than Taehyung... bUT HIS SHOULDERS MAN. HIS SHOULDERS. AHHHHHHHHHH THEY’RE NO JOKE. LIKE, SO SOSOO DAMN WIDE I AM WEAK. And his smile. A smile I’ve drawn countless of times and to see it live, right in front of me, ugh, it’s just indescribable. (ALSO, he fucking sang “bésame mucho” at his ending ment and this this lil’ dance and the rest of the boys joined and his singing and dancing and ashvskdnvn, goodbye it was nice knowing u guys)

Namjoon had the sweetest expression on his face the whole time and it made my insides feel warm and fuzzy. He smiled and talked to us with such love. I could actually feel the fondness and happy feelings pouring out from his expression and eyes towards us. I just felt, so appreciated by this man. Like honestly. Same thing happened with Hoseok. The both of them just had the most caring and soft expressions on their faces whenever they interacted with us. AND HIS DIMPLES OHMYFUCKINGGOD. THEY’RE SO DAMN CUTE AND ADORABLE I WANT TO BITE THEM. 

The one song that left me speechless was Yoongi’s First Love. Like, with all the others I sang along and shit, but I couldn’t speak while he performed his solo because of the sheer power and feelings he poured into each of lines and his verses. I honestly am floored by his abilities and talent and just fierce and raw charm he has and shares with the audience. I just respect him so much. He’s also pale as hell and his legs are something i envy a lot....and he also took off his earpiece during a lot of the songs because he was hearing us while we sang along, im cryinggg

Taehyung, effing Kim Taehyung. He wasn’t his giggly and playful self but he still smiled and enjoyed himself on stage with us... There was this moment where we all kind of got close the railings containing our area when Jimin approached the end of the stage, which was the closest to us and after Jimin left, Taehyung approached and letme tell u people that I’ve never seen a jawline so defined and perfect as Kim Taehyung’s. I’LL BE HAVING NIGHTMARES. I HONESTLY STILL FEEL ATTACKED BY THE PERFECTION OF HIS FACE SHAPE. LIKE, HIS FACE IS SO TINY AND PERFECT. AND THAT JAWLINE IS THE STUFF OF LEGENDS PEOPLE. IM TELLING U. 

Jiminie, sweet and devilish Park Jimin. Now, I know everything they say about him being rude af when he’s wiggling and throwing his body and hair around but fuck I wasn’t ready for his facial expressions. Like, you could tell this boy was feeling himself on stage. Like, that goddamn sMIRK that was on his face like 90% of the concert. FUCK. GET HIM AWAY FROM ME. Another Jawline that’s worth remembering as the stuff of nightmares/legends cuz daaaamn. And, his lips. YES. So plump and shiny (im so emotional pls someone hold me Park Jimin is ruining my life). Also, his vocal prowess almost made the whole freaking arena go deaf because his pitch went so damn high at one point (cant remember the particular song, sorry) that the audio of the place went a lil crazy for a second. His spanish was the best out of the 7 boys and he even corrected and helped out Kookie when our bunny boy got his spanish mixed up at the beginning. (all jikook shippers in the arena went nUTS over that)

Overall, the boys were so surprised and appreciative of the fact that we sang along each song they performed. It was so sweet. And during 2!3! we all lifted up some banners the fanclubs handed out to us and there was this almost magical moment where they were just admiring the whole arena filled with our own little message for them and fucckkkkk im A MESS.

(i didn’t take any photos cuz i was literally too busy being bewitched by the boys that i completely forgot about my phone lmao sorry guys I’ll ask my friend to share some of her shaky videos with me but im sure that any fancam you might find in here will be of better quality of what i can show u guys)

#busan-skyline #my body is killing me rn #im so tired and mi throat is sore bUT FUCK IF IT WASN'T WORTH IT #i think ill go to bed now #the wings tour santiago #wings tour bts #bts wings tour santiago #wings tour santiago