#but being the bigger person i am i just cried in the bathroom afterwards bye 🚶🚶

[koishua]

my mom sitting there nodding along to my very emotional retelling of how i was chased by my classmate (actually my crush but she doesn't have to know that) who kept shoving a dead lizard in my face in ninth grade

#tp #might sound silly now but i genuinely felt like i was about to die from the stress of it #i hated him after that #he deliberately did that because i told them i was scared of lizards #had the gulls to laugh at me losing my absolute shit too that bastard #laugh as i shove the stick higher up your ass then how bout it #i could have grabbed a chair and given him a high five with it on his face #but being the bigger person i am i just cried in the bathroom afterwards bye 🚶🚶 #and then i realized i was being bullied 😭😭 took me a while to clock that #i cant believe i used to like him im so done actually #comparing him and the guy im now very much enamoured by ... the difference is in the actions #god he bought me overpriced coffee at ten in the night outside bc he thought i could need company #and he was RIGHT goddamn it that guy #'i didnt know if you liked it with sugar or not so i brought two just in case' are you shitting me you're an angel #walked me around and talked me out of feeling like utter shit for two whole hours god im falling for my quote unquote therapist friend #i havent seen him for four five months im going through withdrawal #and then when we were back at the hotel and i stayed up reading a book at the lobby he came down and said he would sit with me #and he would stay awake just in case because he noticed a creep at our floor im going to fucking SOB #and obviously i couldnt make him stay up for me so i said okay i would go back to my room so he wouldnt have to worry #AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID??? #he made sure i entered my room and closed the door safe and sound before going back down the hallway to his ⁉️⁉️ #DO YOU NOT SEE HOW PERFECT HE IS