#but he met my stepdad today and they had a good convo and afterwards i could tell he was about to ask me why i had a stepdad

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#against my better judgement and wishes and just general wellbeing. i think i am bonding with gerry #we were alone on shift today because our manager was showing some lady from corporate around and another coworker was sick #and we were talking about stuff and joking around and we both ended up having to stay late because NONE of the cleaning got done at the #right times (we got overtime don’t worry) and i just. nnnnnnnnnnng #i don’t want to like him!!!! i still don’t know why he divorced his wife so fast and i don’t know what’s going on with him #but he met my stepdad today and they had a good convo and afterwards i could tell he was about to ask me why i had a stepdad #and i could FEEL myself on the verge of traumadumping and girl you Know i don’t do that #not since someone TRANSFERRED SCHOOLS the day after i told her about my dad #like people who’ve known me for years don’t know anything about it lol and it is because of that #but i nearly told gerry. FOR WHAT #i like him. okay? i like him and his stupid swoopy hair and his glasses and his face and his shoulders. shut up #i like how he laughs when i say ominous things like ‘it’s happening again’ w/ no explanation and i like his laugh and how he can talk #to anyone. and i like surprising him. it’s funny #this is a cry for help btw #and with that i’m going to bed because i have ✨another 9-5 tomorrow✨ #personal