#but he still takes the brunt of the guilt. Carries it. till he dies and despite everything it’s still Rufus he wants guiding him through it.

[quietwingsinthesky]

I’m not one for soulmates AUs but bobbyrufus soulmate AU of the ‘you have the last words your soulmate will ever say to you on your body somewhere’ kind.

#I MAKE THE RULES OF THE AU AND WHAT I SAY IS THAT THE MOMENT THE WORM ENTERS BOBBY TIME IS UP #ANYTHING SAID BY OR TO HIM AT THAT POINT DOESNT COUNT #YES. THIS IS SO THAT BOBBY HAS TO LIVE WITH ‘I will never forgive you for what happened. you got that? never. so change the subject bob.’ #ON HIM. THE WHOLE TIME. AFTER OMAHA. EVEN AS HES TRYING TO APOLOGIZE IN THIS SCENE HE KNOWS HE WONT BE FORGIVEN #BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS BEEN TATTOOED ONTO HIM. THHAT THEY WOULD END LIKE THIS. WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO MOVE ON. #and so that Rufus’s last words can say ‘I never said I’m sorry Rufus.’ rufus constantly carrying this reminder of what Bobby did. #of the fact that he hasn’t apologized. yet. of the fact that by the time he does it’ll be too late. #and then you just. look imagine. imagine with me. #they say this to each other. there’s that moment where they realize… that’s it. end of the line. #and then obv worm!samuel knocks them both out. them both going down thinking ‘oh this is what does it’ but it doesn’t. it doesn’t. #they wake up again. #and Rufus talks to Bobby. Bobby talks to Rufus. how is this happening? did they break the rules? get a second chance? #their words are still on their skin. unchanging. the last things they ever said to each other. #but there’s a glimmer of. almost hope. and then Rufus turns to shock Bobby. and Bobby starts backing away. #audible drop of Rufus’s heart as he realizes. no. they didn’t get out. and then he dies. Bobby is forced to kill him. #Bobby’s on the other end of the possession stick now. he’s the one with Rufus’s blood on his hands. #and the last thing Rufus said to him. he’s always gonna have it there on his skin. that Rufus didn’t forgive him. and then Bobby killed him. #(and it wasn’t his fault. he knows how possession works. knows there was no fighting this thing or saving Rufus. #but he still takes the brunt of the guilt. Carries it. till he dies and despite everything it’s still Rufus he wants guiding him through it. #bobbyrufus #spn #Bobby singer #rufus turner