#cant believe I’m going into debt trying to pay a ridiculously massive tuition just to have an inevitable mental breakdown sooner or later

[seilon]

officially enrolled in 15 credits this semester, 24 hours a week of which being just drawing alone. how quickly will I go off the rails and jump off a bridge? let’s find out!

#kibumblabs #if it doesn’t kill me I probably will #/hj #one of those 6 hour classes is one I took last semester that I have to retake because my teacher failed me for attendance reasons without #any prior warning- meaning I did a shit ton of work for nothing :) #so that’s super cool #if I can’t turn in stuff I’ve already done I swear to god I am going to bash my skull in #four art classes . i hate drawing so much I hate it I hate it I hate it #cant believe I’m going into debt trying to pay a ridiculously massive tuition just to have an inevitable mental breakdown sooner or later #i don’t even know if I want to go into a career in art anymore. i really genuinely have been far more leaning in the direction of #creative writing for entertainment (ie mostly scriptwriting) but who cares right. im stuck here this is my life now :)