#cloudyfenrir

[azure-steel]

@cloudyfenrir asked: After a certain incident in the Gongaga Reactor, Rain had become privy to Cloud seemingly forgetting who he is; feeling as though he isn't there or far away from everybody.

While Rain didn't know that specific feeling, he did know that having something physical to do helps one stay focused -- It's why he does whittling when he's stressed.

Spotting that same vacant stare he had on the Corel Bridge, Rain sees to it that he brings his brother back to shore.

"Cloud." Rain snaps his fingers to get his attention, when mako-tinted eyes meet blue, he places a block of wood and a switchblade in Cloud's hands.

"Can you do five cuts on this corner for me? Count 'em out loud."

It was getting worse.

This sense of drifting along on a current too strong to swim against, yet when the fog would crawl in and cast the world into the shroud it was all Cloud could do to put one foot in front of the other. When these moments would wrench him out of the reality he thought he knew and into this strange dizzying limbo where he could barely even see his own hand in front of his face, the trance-like state was probably the best anyone could really hope for.

Odin forbid that he would lose himself again like he had at the reactor; that utterly helpless feeling was not likely to leave him anytime soon; just standing there, next to his own body committing such carnage while he screamed and cried for it to stop and unable to do anything than watch it all unfold. In fact he remembered it as though it had happened only moments ago, and the guilt was insurmountable. More mistakes to hang on the figurative noose choking him around the throat.

A detail he had omitted from his confession to Rain not so long ago. He didn't need to know any of that. No one needed to know. Cloud wouldn't let it happen again, he had a handle on it. He did. HE DID!

Today was one of those days however; lost in the fog, unable to navigate the proverbial landscape of his own psyche, at least until the rapid click of fingers would rouse him from his current stupor.

Sluggishly did he turn to face his twin, eyes unfocused initially and flickering about the other's face as though he failed to recognise him at all in those few seconds before the wood and the knife was thrust into his hands.

"Rain..." interrupted before he could even murmur an excuse not to take part in his brother's game, his head wasn't in it at all, but Cloud doesn't argue, he hasn't the mental capacity to do so. So with a heavy, and passively aggrieved sigh, he just follows the instruction, scraping that knife along the corner of the block watching as the curls of wood fall to the floor.

"One... two... three... four... five..." his tone is droll, distant but Rain would be able to see the clarity returning to his eyes with each passing stroke, even if Cloud couldn't truly appreciate it in that moment. But after he's done, he tries to hand the knife and the block back, expression still a touch vacant around the edges.

"Are we done?"

Sometimes these things take time and the gift of patience and perseverance.

#cloudyfenrir #Rain is too good to Cloud #I love him

[sacredflorist]

Aerith has gotten outside of Kalm's inn. It's still very early in the morning, but she can't sleep anymore. There are still so many things they don't know, and so many things to do. It,s only the beginning of their journey, and Sephiroth already seems to have a great advance on them. How will they change that ?

When she notices Cloud approaching, she offers him a smile. "Already awake, mmh ? It's early!" she teases, letting a chuckle escape her mouth. "Want to go for a walk ? Just a bit ?" Tifa said Cloud wasn't in Nibelheim 5 years ago. If Tifa can't make him talk, Aerith knows she can't either. And yet... she wants to try, somehow.

@cloudyfenrir ❤'d !

#let me know if you'd prefer something else ❤ #rp #cloudyfenrir #v: listen to the cries of the planet

[dxnzelstrife]

"Toast and saltine crackers sound pretty good...I guess." He mused as he shift to his side to face Cloud. "But I think you're gonna have to make like...the whole bag of bread maybe." Denzel offered the blond a small smile hoping that the other knew he was partially joking back.

Thankfully, he didn't feel like throwing up. It was more along the lines of a bad sore throat and a bit of a sensitive stomach. Things were going around the school and it was only a matter of time that the boy got it like most kids and compared to Geostigma this was a walk in the park.

"Can it have butter?" The boy hoped it could at least have some semblance of flavoring because who in the world would just eat plain toast? It almost sounded like some form of a punishment instead of a soothing remedy. Denzel slowly sat up as he spoke wondering if he should help Cloud given how things could happen in the kitchen itself. "Actually...can I help you make it if that's okay or watch?"

@cloudyfenrir

#cloudyfenrir #[v: post ac]

[amcryllis]

@cloudyfenrir cont from ♥

She spares a quick glance for the 'little' thing they'd taken down — they'd handled bigger! — but puts all her energy into that begging little face of hers. All these jobs were all well and good, but she was free from Midgar! She wanted to explore, to have fun, and what place was better than the Gold Saucer?

When Cloud agrees, Aerith's face erupts into a big grin and she darts over, grabbing his arm and hugging it tight as a big thank you for relenting to her wishes. The small clause on it is fine with her, and after a moment she releases him and points in the general ahead direction with determination.

"Let's get that Gil, then!" She announces, turning back to Cloud and egging him on to follow her. She wasn't sure if she was going the right way, but she was full of vigour.

#cloudyfenrir #001. | amaryllis ﹆ ic

[cryogenicmuses]

starter for @cloudyfenrir // with Derek

"Look, I need you to hold still, okay?" Derek was pressing his hands over the wound in Cloud's leg, looking over to his assistant. "Angie, gauze please!" Once Angie handed him the gauze, the surgeon was struggling to keep him still and try and stem the bleeding.

"If you don't hold still then I can't take a proper look at how bad this gash is. And Commander Rhapsodos will have my head for this--!"

#cloudyfenrir #interactions // asclepian surgeon #verses // asclepian surgeon // ffvii #congrats you get Derek cuz he's being extra loud #and yes am I implying some overprotective mama phoenix here? u bet ur ass i am

[valiisthea]

🍦 //pspspspspsps

Ice Cream Compliments! || Always Accepting

@cloudyfenrir // @ignitedshield

MY DARLING. Listen, you are fucking FANTASTIC. You are one of the funniest people I know, hands down. You are so genuine, so caring, so sweet... you've been here for me through some of the scariest shit of my life (more than a handful of times!), and through some of the most fun of my life! Years and years of friendship and I just want MORE MORE MORE because I'm a greedy bastard. I love the ever loving shit out of you, I hope you know. You're one of my favorite people on this planet. I'd do anything for you, and hopefully I can one day repay all of the kindness and love you've shown me over the course of our friendship. You are the best!

#cloudyfenrir #ignitedshield #I LOVE U

[eeveeliciousrp]

@cloudyfenrir [continued]

Sephiroth had come to like the little android Cloud, but then a few months ago he just disappeared. The one-winged angel tried asking multiple people where the android was and what happened to him. Everyone acted like Project: CLOUD never happened. After months of getting the run around he confronted professor Hojo, getting into a literal screaming fit in their arguing. Only when Sephiroth grabbed the lead scientist by the throat and slam him against the wall did Hojo finally admit that the project was terminated. That would mean Cloud was trashed.

Ignoring the future consequences of his actions Sephiroth rushed off to sector 7′s scrapyard. Searching didn’t take long and he soon found his droid, urgently booting him up. But his heart broke at the startup error messages that sounded and Cloud was rest to factory default setting. He held Cloud’s face in his hands when he booted up and finally spoke, choking back a sob when the android didn’t recognize him.

“I’m Sephiroth.” The silverette’s voice cracked softly as he pushed back the soft blond locks that had gotten dirty. “I’m going to take care of you, I wont let them hurt you again.” 

He pulled the droid into a hug, arms shaking with both sorrow that his friend didn’t remember him and also anger that he wasn’t there to prevent this from happening. Over his dead body would he let any of the scientists touch Cloud again. After a long moment he pulled away and helped the android get off the ground and stand on his feet.

“Can you walk Cloud? Any damage?”

#cloudyfenrir #{Sephiroth ~ OneWinged Angel} #MY HEART YOU BITCH #you get the angst award for actually getting sephi to cry #I hope you're happy you monster XD

[cinderella-gurei]

cloudyfenrir said:

"For such a small kid, you have the biggest sweet tooth I've ever seen... <sigh> come on then, I know a good place for sweets."

“Really? So, that means I am the best at having a sweet tooth! Excellent!” He says, victorious for an achievement that doesn’t seem to exist. “You would take me to eat some? You are really kind, Cloud! I am looking forward to this! You are going to eat as well, right?” 

@cloudyfenrir​

#cloudyfenrir #HELLOOOOOOOO AAAAAAAAA #PLSSSS HE WANTS ALL THE SWEETS #forgot to tag noooo

[knightfeared]

✦  @cloudyfenrir​   →

You think you can come to my realm and be an absolute sweetheart and not get some love back? You fool! I'll have you know I adore your writing, it's descriptive and feels like I'm looking right into those muse's minds and what they're thinking in the moment. Like I swear, if you had a book -slams money onto counter- I'll take up reading books again. 

I haven't dabbled in resident evil in many a year but your Leon muse is giving me that urge to dig out resident evil 4

╰（ beep beep how’s my portrayal ? ）

AAAAAA Daremo!!!!

I AM MUSH BRAIN WISE BUT HELLO HI ILY  &  YOU BLOW ME AWAY WITH YOUR PORTRAYALS  &  BIG BRAIN HCS  &  PLOTS ALWAYS. Your art is insanely well made  &  GOD THE DESIGNS  &  ANIMATIONS ARE AAAAA

I admire the hell out of them! 😭💕

I know we just started writing together but man I hope I get to write with you for a long time because I adore your ideas  &  I’m already so hella excited to yeet my muses at yours! Your writing with Zagreus is so good because it’s incredibly descriptive but also, you aren’t afraid to explores his more vulnerable sides. I think you perfectly capture his cheeky nature  &  he’s incredibly endearing. For Cloud! I am so excited to write with him because I can tell you put a lot of love into him as you do Zagreus, so I’m hyped to toss my Hades muses his way. 🙏💕💕💕

#◆ ━━ Answered IC #◆ ━━ Positivity #cloudyfenrir #◆ ━━ Friends Shenanigans. / SAVED. ✿ #talented af and friendly and chill af? AAAAAAA #YA GREAT #yes I’m tossing more love at you

[sweettifalockhart]

Cloud got a bit too embarrassed to give it in person, so instead he left his present on the bar. A small whittled cat with some red fabric tied around it's neck like a bandana, just like Fluffy. He leaves a small card by the model:

Happy Birthday Tifa from Cloud.

A warm breeze drifts through the bar; stirring the aroma of a hearty meal. The bar is closed today; reserved for close friends and those considered family. Marlene had insisted on taking charge of the decorations, and Barret naturally became her assistant. Amidst the hustle and bustle, a certain friend had slipped in and out, leaving behind a thoughtfully crafted gift.

"Aww Marlene, that looks great! How'd you manage to get that up there?" Tifa queries, finger pointing to a long chocobo banner. In the corner, a worn and weathered Barret wipes sweat from his brows. As she turns to wash her hands, eyes are caught by a hint of red.

She picks up the wooden feline, eyes studying the detail left by skilled and careful hands. A thumb brushes over the cat as she opens the card with her free hand. Though concise, the words stir joy from within. Despite his arduous journey and rough exterior, a lot of thought must have been poured into this gift and card combined. With a soft hum, Tifa places it on the tallest shelf in the bar. She's now acquired a priceless friend, one that will look over the bar for her.

@cloudyfenrir

#cloudyfenrir #. answered

[whatdoangelsdreamof]

Cloud had been sat by himself for a while now, very focused on carving a small block of wood with a pocket knife. Dusting himself free of the wood shavings in his lap, Cloud presents a small wooden dog for Zack. The shape was simple and Cloud was still learning how to smooth out his carvings but he was still quite proud of what he made.

Zack looks up. It takes a second, a twinge of something sad in his eyes, but then a smile spreads across his face. "Didn't know you were so artsy, man." He took the carving, turning it this way and that. "This cos Seph is always calling me 'the puppy'?" It wasn't Sephiroth who gave him that nickname though.

#cloudyfenrir #i want them too (zack) #; _ ; cuute

[azure-steel]

@cloudyfenrir

And of course Rain just had to chime in. For someone with a duff throat he sure liked to have the final say in almost any discussion ever had ever...

It was with an exasperated roll of his eyes that Cloud responded, perhaps a little sharper than he originally intended, but this was his brother who he was talking to.

"Well I know you ain't considering you have the business acumen of a crayon."

#cloudyfenrir #RAIN!! #Y u lyk dis? #xD

[sacredflorist]

❛ i can’t go through this heartache again. ❜

Emotionally Charged Starters | Accepting | @cloudyfenrir

Aerith gently shakes her head before she puts a hand on Cloud's arm. She doesn't talk much about herself, but she lost a lot, too. Of course she never saw her village burn the way Sephiroth destroyed Nibelheim and killed so many people in the process, including Cloud's mother, but she lost both of her parents at a very young age. She lost Zack, too. She knows how unfair life could be, and she still wants to make this world a better place. As the last remaining Cetra, she has to keep fighting.

"Cloud... It'll be okay." She offers him an encouraging smile. "We'll stop Sephiroth. Even if it gets hard sometimes, I just know we will win this."

#rp #cloudyfenrir #v: listen to the cries of the planet

[dxnzelstrife]

"So you admit it then, that I'm right about all that stuff?"

@cloudyfenrir

#cloudyfenrir #[dash commentary]

[amcryllis]

@cloudyfenrir. [text] The mind is weak but the body is funky TEXTS.

[ sms ] oh! [ sms ] like, dance funky?

She seems amused and perplexed.

[ sms ] if you're going to start dancing, i'm filming it to prove to tifa it happened.

#cloudyfenrir #001. | amaryllis ﹆ ic

[cryogenicmuses]

@cloudyfenrir // with Victor // continued from this post

Victor was at least glad that the cadet seemed to be listening to him, although he still questioned why the Crimson Commander wanted this specific cadet to test his materia.

"Should do. But that's why I need field tests done, so I can be sure that the materia works whether attached to a weapon or not. But that's what people like you are for, to do the field tests for those of us that can't go out in the field."

He puffed out a breath. "If Commander Rhapsodos is recommending you, then you'd do well to give the materia a thorugh test run. If you don't, it'll not only reflect badly on me and you, it'll reflect badly on him too." A pause. "When's your next mission? That'd be a great time to test it."

#cloudyfenrir #interactions // arrogant researcher #verses // arrogant researcher // ffvii #oh no angy chocobo-- #meanwhile Victor is just a tit