#d0nt rblog

[sunfortune]

not knocking anyone who’s saying it bc i know it’s not in bad faith but the “in ten years people are gonna realize they wronged her” about amber heard is like. they’re not. i hate to say it but they’re literally not. that doesn’t happen when famous powerful men are involved. did monica lewinsky ever get an apology? from anyone? it’s not gonna happen.

#d0nt rblog #britney spears case was an outlier. and partially probably bc the aggressor was her dad who people don’t know #i hope amber appeals and i hope she wins #and i wish her the strength to do it #bc this in ten years shit is like. doesn’t do shit for anyone #everyone went through their regrets of how they treated britney spears. and then dogpiled on amber heard not a month later

[cisphobes]

um. well

#d0nt rblog #me

[royharpers]

u kno i rly thought i was exhausted by comics but my english class on comics is a blast so i rly think its just comics fandom itself thats exhausting like its not even everyone just a select group of ppl who r very loud and. Exhausting.

#d0nt rblog #obvi this includes nasties but like. not just. #some of yall... God

[partypup]

#d0nt rblog #i needed a distraction. bluh #meowdits

[vamprisms]

didn't get into the zine i applied for no one talk me im angy

#the piece i pitched is fat though i might still do it #d0nt rblog obvi hehe

[vampiricbatz]

here’s the sketch for thos girls................. its a wip

#d0nt rblog #carey is probably gonna change a bunch before i finish bc im not happy w/ her but #personal idk #taz spoilers #my art

[lesbeet]

i think one of the worst ways my dad fucked me up wasn’t really any particular behavior or even pattern of behavior (though they certainly didn’t help) but just overall teaching me that even the people who are supposed to love you unconditionally....might not. and that it’s on me forever to constantly prove that having me around is more of a benefit than a burden, or else there’s no reason to maintain any sort of meaningful emotional connection with me

like. the only person whose love i truly believe is conditional is my mom’s. and with other people it’s just exhausting to be around them because on the one hand, with people i don’t know very well i feel like i have to hide all my annoying habits (aka being myself) or they won’t want to be around me in the first place, but as i get to know people better i just start waiting for the day where i’ve bothered them too much for it to be worth it to them anymore lol

because when your parent teaches you that you have no inherent value as a person just for existing—that you must EARN people’s love, always—while also systematically destroying every inch of your self esteem, the message just becomes “you are inherently, irreparably bad and because of this nobody will ever love you” and then every single relationship (of any kind) with another person is just trying to control myself as much as possible so i don’t scare them away by like. having flaws or being annoying. and at a certain point like...if i can’t be myself around people without being bothersome or whatever then why fucking bother, it’s not like they’re guaranteed to stick around anyway and i have more fun by myself where i can just BE without feeling like i’m constantly on the edge of repelling yet another person with the mere fact of my existence .. idk

#d0nt rblog or i'll fucking kill you #idk what else to tag this as sorry

[vimmark]

that reminds me!

i’m trying out jameson as a middle name so feel free to call me that or jack for short, and ofc xavier / xavi is still good ⭐️

#d0nt rblog this ! feel free to like to Acknowledge but u dont gotta #xavi.txt #shout out to marc the real mvp who keeps cycling thru each of these when he talks to me

[thehallowoods]

Nice anyways im so stressed out i cried in front of my teacher when i was suppose to be doing an oral exam i have reached a new low

#D0NT RBLOG THIS #if you do i will block lmao #i hate school and how bad my mental health is getting

[froqgy]

(d0nt rblog)

^ this isnt officual but its fanart by an artist who did some (?) official art (like thatone novel cover) makes me so emotional what the.. whats happening sniff theyre smiling crying

#ok i admit the art style isnt my favorite its a little ugly a litle scary i like the paitning style but um. #its kinda uncanny. but anwyayd. the emotion 👍why is it snowing #orv spoilers #orv lb #blood

[vimmark]

me: i thought you put the address on the check. you know like the billing address

roman: you’re so stupid. i’m gonna shoot you in the head

me: i guess the game.... was rigged from the start

roman (shaking his head): goodbye

#he wuv me #also im valid #d0nt rblog this pls! #lost boys #xavi.txt #violence / jic

[jackieandwilsonbyhozier]

not that it matters but the moon is an nb girl & also an ace lesbian & the ocean is a girl but pan

#d0nt rblog #shelby.txt