#don’t send me anon hate honestly pls don’t I will block u regardless

[moonbunnie7]

I don’t think I can fully articulate the grief and pain that I feel in my heart about it stupid friggen masks and society conversation I want to actually go out and meet new friends and date but I can’t get over how so many people don’t want to forget that covid still exists/happened or don’t wear one when they r sick or just feel off and I’m just so deeply disgusted and disturbed by the human race how ignorant people choose to be; u can choose to not wear it all the time but at least wear it in mass public spaces and when u feel off….and yes I know I shouldn’t be overgeneralizing but at this point I don’t know if I’m ever going to take it off? Yes I fucking hate wearing it but also I hate people tell me to take it off like honestly fuck off??? Going out and being the only one masked sucks but I’m just to stuck in feeling so grossed out and torn but I know imma wear it anyways

FUCK

My mom said if I wanna live to my 80s or 90s keep it on but If I don’t I might reach 40 and realize I have health problems on the horizon that I can’t escape and this shit ain’t fair for real

Nothing is fair tho I guess illness and “freedom” don’t go hand in hand

It is also my choice to stay home and rot bc I’m fearful of someone spreading their illness to me or treat me horribly it’s a me problem but anyways

#venting #ranting #continuous text #rambling #tw #tw // #also mask hate is so bad like #nobody is doing anything wrong masking #idk I feel so alone Jesus Christ but everyone is so goddamn gross and triggers my ocd when they sneeze and cough #esp when people have wet ass coughs #like #I’ve worked thru all the lockdowns and it’s legit my ocd fear come to life #and I’m still alive but also I just hate it here #it feels like hell and I can’t escape #is there no way out honestly #ffs #don’t send me anon hate honestly pls don’t I will block u regardless #I have no one else to talk to about this so fuck off if ur gonna be hostile