#drunk on schaden freude

[mumblelard]

this morning, in that bit of sleep between waking up too early and waking up too late, i dreamt of finding a wasps nest hanging in the eaves of a childhood home

i saw twenty-two goslings yesterday

without warning or preamble, my dad started texting me daily bible verses at five thirty in the morning. so far, the selections have included two minor old testament prophets and one pseudonymous sibling of you know who

i am currently listening to a lot of cavity, p.s. eliot, waxahatchee, weed, and live the fall albums. also, a found playlist that starts donnie darko then wanders down the wrong kind of alley, and when i truly need a moment of genuine serendipity, a found skins uk series one through seven playlist on shuffle

after being separated for almost four years, i still tear up every time i get to visit with two fry and holler

#we dont usually shoot on this part of the set #south florida #sludgecore #tomato jam #snugglepiles #shattered spheres #the calm energy of someone who has been through a lot #goslings #drunk on schaden freude #ceramic #whales #i am taking another step off the path soon and the feelings are complicated #generational interstellar travel #bathrooms #counters #combs #vanities #the point where the abstraction has become the focus instead of the thing the abstraction represents #see you on the other side #second blue moon epoch #first spring

[biotic-raptorian-angel]

Girls, can you sing me a song in your native languages? I feel scared because of my drunk step-dad..

Moira clears her throat.

“Lullaby, agus oíche maith, is aoibhneas tú an mháthair.Tabharfaidh mé do chosaint ó dhroch díobháil, agus beidh tú ag múscailt i mo chuid arm.Ceann codlata, gar do shúile, mar tá mé díreach in aice leat.Tá aingeal caomhnóra in aice, mar sin codlata gan eagla.Lullaby, agus oíche maith, le roses leapa.Lilies os cionn ceann, cuir do dhuit i do leaba.“

Angela looks to you with bright blue eyes.

“Schlaflied, und gute Nacht, du bist Mutters Freude.Ich werde dich vor Schaden schützen, und du wirst in meinen Armen aufwachen.Schläfriger Kopf, schließe deine Augen, denn ich bin direkt neben dir.Schutzengel sind nahe, also schlaf ohne Angst.Wiegenlied, und gute Nacht, mit Rosen bettight.Lilien über Kopf, leg dich in dein Bett.“

Fareeha wraps her strong arms around you.

“تهويدة ، وليلة سعيدة ، أنت فرحة الأم.سأحميك من الأذى ، وستستيقظ بين ذراعي.رأس نعسان ، أغمض عينيك ، لأني على حق بجانبك.بالقرب من الملائكة الوصي ، حتى النوم دون خوف.تهويدة ، وليلة سعيدة ، بالورود تنطفئ.زنابق على رأسك ، ضع نفسك في سريرك.“

#moira #fareeha #angela #Anonymous