#esp since tumblr kept dying when i tried to make a list

[unfamiliaranimalentity]

on that previously mentioned pn2/twf au:

pn2 is kinda implied to be in 1982 (based on whichever version of the timeline ur using at least), based on that one poster of ford, or at least sometime near 1982. Coincidentally, this is also the yr that bunnyfarm takes place! pn2 likely occurs around july-ish since yknow. summer camp! and bunnyfarm takes place in october, so theres a reasonable but not timeline-breaking gap between the 2

for sophie, i think shes got like. talking 2 ghost powers! (dunno the name of that. also it works for the au even if pn2 itself implies ghosts dont exist inuniverse kinda. but twf does so sashas just wrong in this au) alongside common stuff like telekinesis and telepathy. But i also think shed have very defensive specialties like the shield and invisibility, tho i think her powers are like. EXTREMELY suppressed and kinda fucked. in this au i think that like... the pills may possibly also have been intended to suppress her “unnatural” powers in conjunction w/ their previous, canon purpose, since they were likely seen as somehow being smth hurting her

she also likely has very light capabilities for time bubbles, confusion, and illusions, but they wouldnt be anywhere near a specialty

but playing bunnyfarm would like. essentially b her psychic awakening, tho she probably had one already when she was younger but cant remember it and the one after bunnyfarm is closer to the sudden spike due to trauma that pn seems to imply can occur. but i think her family would like. naturally b moderately strong psychics but that combined w her own suppressed ability 2 talk 2 ghosts like. broke thru basically and due to the extreme stress, her powers suddenly become SUPER uncontrollable and shes like auuuu fuck . god damn it

from here, jenny would contact the psychonauts for her cus shes like. im pretty sure they are psychics that help other psychics??? and would probably help her control it all since atm her brain keeps like. tossing their Nice Dishes!!!! (/j) and she just generally seems v stressed abt it and maybe they could help? so sasha nd milla (or mayb just 1 of them but i like the hc that agents are almost always sent in pairs for safety) show up and like. offer to help, and r like. we can train u, but it probably would take more than 1 day so ud have 2 head 2 hq. sophie kinda jumps at this not only so she will stop throwing things w her brain but also bc she does Not feel safe in brighton, not atm. tho shes... uncertain abt how jenny Cant go. she has college. i havent planned htat bit out but she does become convinced to go 2 the motherlobe, likely bc of safety, tho jenny goes w her on the ride there. she doesnt like being so far away from jenny but jennys like i WILL visit im not really leaving. ill send u letters :)

(sophie has her promise she wont go anywhere near bons burgers, st juanas, OR her old house. bon wony know jenny exists unless he sees her, after all))

at hq one thing leads 2 another and sophie ends up as an intern!! cus its. very clear that smth is Up w her powers cus they jump between being completely subdued, bordering on nonexistent, to VERY strong and uncontrollable, so shes gonna need a mentor

since the issues w her power seemed tied w dealing w shit, rather than personal self control (since she seems good at that, thats not the problem), ottos too technology based, truman too leadership based, oleander too aggressive for the position and also not rly specializing in more “dealing w shit” stuff, and all the other potential mentors not taking mentees atm, her mentor is milla!

also, not inuniverse reasons so much as just from a writing perspective but like. milla and sophie work so well 2gether poetically. both have had Horrible and Horrifying experiences, milla abt losing the orphans she cared for and sophie abt losing her whole family and becoming and orphan, tho milla has learned to deal w her trauma and sophie very much hasnt. while other agents have lost others and dealt w their own traumas, sophies mirrors millas own the most, and i think that milla would b able to help her w the powers the most as a result

sasha and milla dont go in her mind when the first meet her. contrary to raz’ actions, this is not what most agents immediately jump to. rather, it takes a WHILE before they ever step foot in there. before they even do, they allow her to use the brain tumbler (milla joined since she wanted to very specifically work w her mentee!) and explore on her own tho its... very blocked off so she cant go many places

aside from that, tho, here are other, less fleshed out details of the au:

(unfortunately cant format this as a list like i wanted 2 cus tumblr keeps killing the formatting)

speaking of raz, she does see raz a few times. shes mostly confused as to how how hes even ALLOWED to work there? Isnt he, what, four? This doesnt irritate raz as much as it does w other agents since it seems less like thinking hes incapable and genuinely being kinda concerned. It still does irritate him tho

Hollis does a background check on sophie before she becomes an intern, since recent events have made ppl more on edge. Her search leads her to the information that sophie is missing her parents AND siblings and there is almost no info abt it anywhere. She doesnt know what to do w this info and just kinda… sets the discomfort around the mere idea aside

Sophie bumps in2 helmut one day (getting his body back is gonna take… a while. More than just 3 months, thats for sure) and is like. Is that a fucking brain in a hamster ball. Wearing a hat. And hes like Yes :) and, going off the hc that he can project figments (which im choosing to interpret as a form of illusion!), he waves w a figment and shes like holy shit. And the 2? End up genuinely getting along RLY well

Her pills also very specifically have psilirium in them. Yes, milla finds out and is. OH MY GOD?

Sophie is like. Super bad at levitation. This makes training w milla very hard but milla accommodates whenever sophie visits her mind!

sophies own projection in minds, including her own is… very unclear and undefined. Her general shape and face can be made out, but any other details are obscured. She also just looks perpetually very sad. In millas mind, at least, her self is very colorful to match :)

Speaking of minds: sophies mind, while planned enough to be its own post, does have a smaller starting segment. The first room is themed after her apartment room, and while some details are fuzzy, its near perfect. In her room is also a gray rabbit. The door is locked and the windows are gone

#psychonauts 2 #twf #psychonauts 2 spoilers #twf spoilers #pn2 twf au #crossover #long post #this took. so long to type #esp since tumblr kept dying when i tried to make a list #this au is fun to talk abt. asks abt it r encouraged if any1 wants to talk abt it cus i have many ideas :) #child death m #caps #pill m #ask to tag

[onmyway2fitt-blog]

I had such a miserable day

First I went to the GP was like hey, I’ve tried getting counselling in college but them bitches be taking too long, not replying for over 3 weeks so i thought id come here hi 

And he was like lol u might as well just wait in college since this is gonna take u extra 4 months 2 get thru waitin’ list

I'm like ok, dying inside

Went to this shitty ass motivational speaking thing that i paid 300 quid for and like everything she said i knew???

And my old boss was there and she tried to have a convo with me before the whole thing started and I just couldn't speak because anxiety and everyone realised how awkward i was

Because of this, the speaker would ask everyone questions but me and when i tried to contribute the bitch would talk over me like what the hell

I still haven't slept (its been 60 hours at this point) and I started falling asleep towards the end of the thing (total 12 hours spread across 2 days so ha guess who will waste another 6 hours of their life tomorrow) like don't get me wrong, it wasn't boring, i just knew it all but am too lazy to apply everything to my life i just hope she didn't get the wrong end of the stick but at the same time fuck her for not letting me talk sheesh

So i come home and think, hey I broke up with my ex over 2.5 months ago i might as well change my fb pic of him and i to something new. I do that and I get no likes or comments for solid 5 hours and i just kiLL ME ALREADY whERE MY VALIDATION @

Then I start talking to this cute guy X, he got a gf and all but i aint hitting on him and then he's like lol i told Y about our *super private* convos (a guy i loved who i literally dropped out of school for cos he started dating his ex after being super fucking oaihwseotvighdohsgd I'm done) so they drag me onto discord where I'm fucking sat there as Y is like “Yo, X- you’ve seen her tumblr blog before? She’s into so much kinky shit” (note: I'm really not) and he proceeds to liNK THAT SHIT TO HIM AS THEY BOTH GO THROUGH IT AND LIKE I TOLD THEM I WASNT COMFORTABLE BUT SHIT, IT FEELS SO BAD SINCE THESE TWO PEOPLE ARE THE ONLY ONES I REALLY HAVE IN MY LIFE ATM like I'm sure it was just banter but they both know how fucking insecure i am esp when theres more than 2 people in the conversation I'm in (its bad as it is with 1 on 1 so what the actual fuck are they doing I'm actually so done with them)

and lol, thanks Y for not considering the fact that i had nudes on that blog that i definitely didn't want X to see like thanks dude you're just a fucking jerk 

like, Y is sharing with X THE MOST PERSONAL DETAILS THAT HE ACQUIRED WHILST CHEATING ON HIS GF WITH ME THE OTHER WEEK (which to clarify, I've told him to stop like 182749185 times but he just kept going with it and i just felt bad saying no too many times boy it felt so terrible, the whole experience was a disaster)) so..

 I'm like lmao ok not true like how would u know (since hey, officially nothing happened right) and he's like oh ya I'm sure you told me back when u liked me 2 years ago. Yeah go kys Y. 

So they're talking about this shit while adding this other guy to the conversation and like not only do i feel like shit as it is but they're sharing it with more people to make it worse??? And then proceed to fucking find a game which 1: they both know i hate it when they do it whilst in a chat, even if its a shitty one, but its cool i was chill which brings us to 2: I was asking them both if i could just leave (for like the past 30 minutes of that conversation) but they insisted it’d be fine and i was just sat there in silence whilst they mocked the shit out of everything in my life and idk man those two people were pretty much the best thing around for a long time and being treated like this really didn't add anything good to the day 

Shittiest of things though is that i've tried to contact Y for good 4 days but he's just been telling me he's busy which i understand, its fine but it feels so that he ignores me until X is involved. it’s so shit when someone tells you for fucking months that they care and shit and once they fuck you its like ha lmao new phone who dis

neither of them understood how shitty this was for me. Idk if I'm over exaggerating or my brain is just going dead at this point buuuut

yeah, just after that i went on huniepop and tried desperately to make at leAST SOMETHING OF MY LIFe and i couldn't even get a date straight like imAGINE HOW IT FEELS WHEN EVEN THE 2D BITCHES TELL YOU TO SOD OFF idk man I'm just ded

end of rant

I was so fucking close to just slitting my wrists its unreal which is just like woaw since i haven't had the urge to self harm in like 6 months so what is even going on yeah i bet i just need sleep

This probably isn’t half as bad as it felt but I hope everyone had a better day than I did

#x #y #personal #rant #friends #or foes #bitches #fuck you actually #steam