The whole discourse about the privacy/secrecy/support thing has been sitting with me for a few days (I mean other than it always does to a certain degree) thanks to all the excellent discussion happening and I know I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said a million times before, but I think what we're seeing and what we're going to learn (e.g. from TTPD) is that it wasn't just the support issue, but how it was shown/handled.
We've all gone out of our way to show that introversion =/= lack of support. Someone can be shy, reserved, etc. and still show up for their partner, whether in public or at home. To chalk any of the differences up to the clash between introversion and extroversion is unfair to folks who count themselves among either tbh.
@thisisctrying said something the other day that hit the nail on the head about how if that support had been offered in private, there very well may not have been a Joever to begin with, or at least not at this point in time. (Sorry for loosely paraphrasing, and for namedropping you! Long time listener, first time poster.)
If this were a case where the "shy" partner said, "I am really uncomfortable with the spotlight personally and do not want to court it, but I will support you in your ambitions and offer you whatever you need to make them happen and make the glare bearable," I suspect that would have gone a long way to making Taylor feel seen and comfortable in pursuing her goals in the way that she now has. Again, that might have been more akin to the balance that seemed to have been struck around 2019 from what we can see, but even speaking in a general sense, there are lots of couples out there, celebrity or not, that have similar approaches where there are highly driven people and busy careers involved.
(A famous example being Dolly Parton's marriage. Tbh I know next to nothing about her and Carl, but she's always heralded as an example in this regard, because her husband is famously uncomfortable with the spotlight and hasn't accompanied her to public events in decades, but she's said that she never minded that because that was always work to her, and what was important was that he supported her in pursuing all her career goals and basically ensured she had a place to call home to return to at the end of the day.)
We're kind of in a brave new world with her current relationship because it felt like, at least at the start, we were maybe watching her figure out her boundaries in real time as to what she was comfortable with or not and adjust accordingly. Like so many have said, I fully believe the extreme privacy thing was initially driven by herself and her experiences in 2016, and she needed that quiet time to recover from all of the things and figure out how to exist in the world again.
Stating the obvious, it seemed like eventually privacy was equated with secrecy, turning the relationship and the celebrity into the elephant in the room and something to never be spoken of to the outside world. People are free to choose whatever works best for themselves and their relationships, and for some the separate public lives might work, but the “kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath” theme is all over her work and it’s clear that it’s a sore spot for her, because she’s been made to feel shame just for the life she leads so many times in the past.
What I’m trying to say is that it’s pretty obvious something Not Great was happening behind the scenes, which didn’t just amount to “she wanted to be a public celebrity and he wanted to be a private hermit.” (Also, in case anyone forgot, this is a person who also chose a public-facing career who also has to engage in press for it, but I digress.) As her career reached new heights post-folklore, if she had the support at home to do all the things without judgment and with encouragement, and in turn offer the same support to her partner, she may have very well lived just fine with that, not unlike Dolly Parton’s case.
By reading between the lines in all the press since, as well as comments on tour and general ~vibes~ with TTPD teasers, it seems like one of the issues was that that was likely not the case. There was all the stuff that we saw — the reticence to acknowledge each other in the media (particularly on one side), the lack of public support even at events at which they were both in attendance for their respective jobs, the great lengths they went to not to be photographed together at events they attended yet no problem taking pictures with other friends and coworkers, the jobs that separated them, the withdrawing from the public even for work accomplishments, etc. Which could all be manageable if a couple chooses to do so together and are not inherently a sign of trouble in themselves.
But what we’re seeing now I think is a reflection of the things we weren’t seeing then, and it seems to indicate some very deep hurt. (I know, call me Captain Obvious.) And like so many have been saying, it feels likely that that part of that hurt is rooted in that very lack of private support where a person would expect it from their partner. Obviously as a Taylor fan blog I’m going to be more inclined to understand her side of a story, but tbh, it’s also because… this is sooooooo common, and something I’ve experienced in my friend group. (@taylortruther is right when she says most breakups are the same one way or another lol.)
One partner is resentful of the other’s success, or resentful that the other’s priorities begin to evolve as new experiences unlock new goals, or feels the other’s ambitions are not worthy of pursuit, and coupled with perhaps their own struggles in the same domain, it’s easy to see where that can chip away at the other partner’s morale and faith in the relationship. I know I’m just speculating here, but I also don’t think it’s totally unfounded. (Again, because a) I’m picking up what she’s putting down and b) it happens to sooooooo many women even among us dull normals.)
With all the pointed mentions about how much Taylor feels supported in her current relationship and how she in turn loves to offer the same show of support to not only her partner but other loved ones, how she’s stepped out more in the last year to a whole host of events, how she’s mentioned feeling like she locked herself away for years and she’s just proud of her partner and happy she can show up for him even if the chaos around it is unsettling, it paints a picture of what perhaps was happening before last year.
To feel like you’re all alone in carrying the weight of the relationship (or burden of it), of twisting yourself into knots to accommodate the other person’s boundaries (or insecurities) but not feeling reciprocity for your own has to be so painful. (The idea that it may have been even darker and to have a partner not only be unreceptive to your own needs but even perhaps resentful/dismissive/belittling of them is even more painful to think of. I guess we’ll find out when TTPD comes out if that was the case, too.)
At a certain point, that lack of acknowledgement will force your hand to be able to reclaim yourself. And it feels like the further removed Taylor in particular is from it, the more she moves from being sad about the life she felt she gave up by leaving, to angry at the life she felt she was giving up by staying. Especially being in a relationship now where it seems like everything comes much easier, where she can be open about the person she’s with and show up for them, all the stuff that seemed as challenging as climbing Mount Everest in her past is nothing more than a molehill at best in her current life.
TL;DR: I don’t think it’s privacy that inherently spells doom for a celebrity relationship like this; it’s the mutual support and respect that does. If Taylor had felt that in the later years of her previous relationship, I think we could be seeing a different, though not necessarily unfulfilled, person right now in 2024, who’d be happy on tour but whose personal life would look a little different. But it seems like by losing that support she lost parts of herself, and we’ve seen her reclaim that in spades in the last year, and perhaps to degrees she didn’t even realize she could from before all the Bad Stuff started happening in her young adulthood.
I know this was extremely long-winded and unnecessary, especially about total strangers we only know through scraps fed through the media, but I just always bristle at this idea that issues like these boil down to “personality differences,” as though one person wants to live in a city and the other on a remote island, or some shit like that. The whole support (and gender tbh) issue is one that’s just very close to my heart because again, I have seen it play out with so many of my friends in long term relationships and marriages and I just think people in relationships (and women in particular in some circles) deserve better than to feel like they’re being, well, tolerated.
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ahhh space truly is so cool!!! also i love your pictures!! :D i really get your love for it, i too have loved space since i was pretty young and i even wanted to be an astronaut at one point lol sadly, it became clear over the years that i didn't have the talent for maths and science needed to do that lol but i still love watching space documentaries and learning about it!!! which brings me to my question of if you could tell me any cool space facts :D
askxhhsgsjwvsihsjsbsjshxs sky where do I even start with cool space facts???
okay okay. So, by nature of how they’re formed, all gas giant planets (such as Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune) have rings around them. Because of the gravity of these planets, these rings are slowly being drawn into the planets and crashing into the atmospheres. however, they’re getting replenished by asteroids and comets that are drawn in by their gravitational pull. (sometimes these objects collide with debris in the ring system and make more debris).
Now, onto the interesting bit. Most people don’t know that all the gas giants have rings, but everyone knows about Saturn’s brilliant rings. The reason why Saturn’s rings are so much bigger and more prominent isn’t 100% known, but the most popular theory is that, not only were the rings recently replenished, but they were formed due to an object around the size of Saturn’s moon Titan (which is v close to the size of the earth) being destroyed and broken up. (Titan is another really really cool satellite/moon but I’ll leave that for another post askshxhsjdghsbzjshs)
Now, one more fun fact for you but this time about black holes because I’m actually incapable of talking abt space without bringing them up.
So, black holes are formed by really really really massive stars dying. Stars die in a variety of ways depending on their mass, and maybe one day I’ll make a post going more in depth, but basically what happens is most stars become red dwarfs and eject their outer layers forming planetary nebulae, and a very small amount of stars are so massive that they go supernova.
What usually happens is that, after the explosion, a supernova remnant (a nebula) and a neutron star are left behind. Neutron stars are still incredibly massive, but they’re also really really small (like, diameter the size of a city small), which means they’re really dense. Anyway, the gravity of these things is immense.
But, an even smaller amount of stars, are so massive that a really weird thing happens with the neutron stars left behind.
But let me back up a couple steps and introduce you to this idea of an escape velocity. The escape velocity is the velocity (speed) needed for something to escape and objects gravitational pull. I won’t bore you with the details of Earth’s gravitational pull (I also don’t know it off the top of my head lmao).
Another thing to know is that light is the fastest moving thing in the universe (as far as we know). You see it talked about in sci-fi all the time “faster than light travel.” It’s also the reason we use light years as our primary measurement in space.
But that small percentage of neutron stars? The ones from that very very small percentage of incredibly massive stars? The escape velocity is so high that not even light can escape. And that’s why we have black holes. They’re essentially this incredibly dense and incredibly massive object that not even light can escape.
One more fact about black holes: every single spiral galaxy has at least one supermassive black hole at its center. The fun thing? We don’t know how those black holes were formed, because they’re too massive for any singular star to have formed them. Anyway, I’ll wrap up here.
I just think space and really really cool askshsbsvzvajbskazhjs thank you so much for this ask sky <3
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Me:Getting Up Like 8am Sitting Around On My Phone Watching Tv
My Mom:Getting Up Like 10 Something Saying Kayla Go Ahead And Get Dressed
Me:Thinking Then Why Are You Still Sitting On The Couch Not Getting Dressed Ma Me In My Room For Like 30 min Already Doing Everything But Getting Dressed
My Mom:Beats Me Getting Dressed And Getting Frustrated With Me Yelling Kayla What Are You Doing In There I’m Leaving You
Me:I’m Coming Let Me Finish My Makeup
My Mom:You Don’t Have To Fix All Up All The Time
Me:I Like Looking Good Lol
My Mom:Gets In the Car And Starts Blowing The Horn At Me
Me:Finally Comes Out The House like 15 min Later After Getting Warned😂
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