Tumgik
#gdragon fanficion
Text
List of my G-Dragon fanfics:
Tumblr media
If Jiyong was crazy in love with you (scenario)
Jiyong as Heal me, kill me character (one shot)
GD x TOP x reader (smut, unifnished) You’re Big Bang dancer and both GD and TOP are attracted to you.
Part 1
Part 2
You’re YG music producer’s daughter and that’s how you meet Jiyong and fall in love with him (one shot)
Belong, fanficion. (angst/fluff/smut) You and Jiyong knew each other before and you hadf eelings for him. You meet after two years during fashion week in Paris and unexpected things happen.
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3 (in progress)
Backstage with Jiyong (one shot, smut)
Jealous Jiyong (scenario)
Fanmeeting with Big Bang (scenario)
DUFF (fanficion, unfinished) GD x TOP x You (part1)
You’re high school student and you’re find out you’re DUFF- designated, ugly fat, friend. You ask school playboy, Jiyong for help to change your look and win Seunghyun’s heart but things turn out differently than you expected.
Love is a friendship set on fire (unfinished) part 1
You know Jiyong from school times before his debut and that’s how your love story starts.
Being noticed by Jiyong at Paris fashion show (one shot)
190 notes · View notes
Text
Last Post on tumblr
Hello This is officially my last post Here so i started moving my story edits on wattpad (Here is the link https://my.w.tt/25wvr4F5U7 ) once i catch up to where i am in stories i will regularly update so Please check it out and give it a vote and comment its appriciated
11 notes · View notes
Text
Archive
OLD FANFICS AND ONE SHOTS RESIDE HERE.
My 2013-2020 fanficion
This is a masterlist of old fanfiction I’ve wrote through the years. From when I first started writing at sixteen with FORBIDDEN ALL THE WAY TO 2020. It’s 2021 and I feel like I want to start new and fresh. So I took all my masterlist and put it as an archive. My new masterlist is empty. Will be Comming soon.
Don’t fret, I still may continture some of the series below. but for now all this work is going to remain in the archive unless i change my mind.
✔ - Completed ||   ••• - Ongoing || ✖  - On Hold -everything for now is discontinued
BTS
Kim Namjoon
Kim Seokjin
Series:
Oneshots:
Smut:
(SMUT) corrupted | bangtan smut series | JIN,bts | 2.4k words
Min Yoongi
Series:
••• ⭐️ (FANFIC) Updated May 14,2020 | THE BANGTAN LIST | YOONGI, bts | with 1 chapter (s) | 3k words | ONGOING | SUMMARY - That one story where you work as a stripper, meet Min Yoongi, fuck him, and cant forget him- but he can’t remember you- so you fuck his friends to fuck the pain away.
Oneshots:
(SCENARIO) 01 the creator | you don’t own me series | YOONGI,bts
Smut:
(SMUT) 02 SUGA - 불타오르네  |bangtan smut series |  SUGA, bts | 1.5k word
Jung Hoseok
Series:
(MINI SERIES ) forced break up  | JHOPE, bts | 2 chapters |  1 , 2 | When Yoongi is your brother nobody wants to mess with you. no, not when Yoongi had set them all straight not to touch his little sister. Jhope is Yoongi’s best friend and Yoongis threats doesn’t scare him. What happens when Jhope goes behind Yoongi’s back to fuck his little sister. That sister being you.
Oneshots:
Smut:
(SMUT) 03 we on | bangtan smut series | JUNGKOOK+JHOPE,bts | 1.6k words
Kim Taehyung
Series:
✖ (FANFICTION) Updated Jan 14, 2019 | the temptation | TAEHYUNG, bts | With 2 chapter (s) |  4316  words  | ON HIATUS | SUMMARY- Church. School. Work. Home. Home.work. school home. It was a hell of routine. But it was old. It was getting way too old. This pure innocent life was just a facade nowadays. Your mind had fell into the fifth circle of hell. And your boyfriend jungkook realized this. Especially after you cheated on him with the person he hated the most. Taehyung. And now according to him you would burn in hell for it. How long could you keep your legs closed after reviving oral sex from taehyung? Could you keep the rest of your innocence or did you really want to burn in hell like jungkook said you would?
Oneshots:
Smut:
(SMUT) 04 treat you better | bangtan smut series | TAEHYUNG, bts | 3.4k words
Park Jimin
Series:
Oneshots:
Smut:
(SMUT) 01 caught in a lie | bangtan smut series | JIMIN,bts
(SMUT) three is a charm | bangtan smut series | JUNGKOOK+JIMIN,bts | 4.4k words
Jung Jungkook
Series:
✖ (FANFIC) you make me begin  | JUNGKOOK, bts | 1,954 words | ON HIATUS | | SUMMARY- what if you are an angel and you fell from heaven for a troublesome boy who needed you, him being Jeon Jungkook?
✖(FANFIC) Updated june 23, 2018  || (FANFIC) UNKNOWN || JUNGKOOK, bts || With 2 chapter(s) ||  2,586 words  || ON HIATUS|| SUMMARY- what if the famous front man of bangtan accidentally texts the wrong number thinking your his cheating girlfriend only it’s really you?
••• ⭐️ (FANFIC) Updated May 12, 2020 | THE CREATION | with 2 chapters | words | ONGOING | SUMMARY- Your mom Jeon Yoona was one of the greatest scientist of her time. She created a man made male fetus called Project 1997 (later known as Jeon Jungkook) in the GIO lab that resided in Busan,South Korea in 1997. Jeon went down in the hall of fame creating what was said to be the most difficult project of the decade. in 2002 Jeon Yoona died from cancer leaving you behind. This was also around the time when PROJECT 1997 (Jeon Jungkook) started having complications and had became very ill. Because of this the GIO lab wanted project 1997 to be destroyed because they couldn’t figure out what w as wrong and  why he was defective. After being saved by Yoonas colleague- project 1997 (Jeon Jungkook) had fell into Your hands and you from then on raised him like a son. But you didn’t know that pretending to be PROJECT 1997’s (jungkooks) mom would be so hard, him angry, moody and bitchy all the time because all his friends wanted to do was fuck you. And maybe he wanted to fuck you too!
Oneshots:
(SCENARIO) 01 Jungkook | bangtan scenario series | JUNGKOOK, bts
(DRABBLE) mate killer | JUNGKOOK, bts
Smut:
(SMUT) 03 we on | bangtan smut series | JUNGKOOK+JHOPE,bts | 1.6k words
(SMUT) three is a charm | bangtan smut series | JUNGKOOK+JIMIN,bts | 4.4k words
(SMUT) 07 you’re mine |  bangtan smut series | JUNGKOOK,bts
세븐틴 | SEVENTEEN (SVT)
Dino
Vernon
S.coups
Wonwoo
Mingyu
Seungkwan
Joshua
••• ⭐️ Updated august 1st , 2018   (FANFIC) fucking with Joshua | JOSHUA, seventeen | With 12 chapter (s) | 29,125 words  | ONGOING | A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo. can you corrupt him and make him go against his morals?
Woozi
Jeonghyun
The8
Hoshi
Jun
Dk
엔시티 | NEO CULTURE TECHNOLOGY (NCT)
(some members of nct is still under age, will not write any smut for underage 19+ and under nct members)
Taeyong
(SMUT) the dirty secret | nct smut series | TAEYONG,nct (4.5k words)
taeil
johnny
yuta
kun
doyoung
ten
(SMUT) the dirty secret | nct smut series | TAEYONG,nct (4.5k words)
jaehyun
winwin
jungwoo
lucas
mark
renjun
jeno
haechan
jaemin
chenle
jisung
갓세븐 | GOT7
Yugyeom
⭐️ (SMUT) lust of denial | got7 smuts | YUGYEOM,got7
Jackson
Jaebum
Jinyoung
Youngjae
BamBam
Mark
(SMUT) ewwww | got 7 smuts | MARK,got7
에스에프나인 | SENSATIONAL FEELING NINE (SF9)
Rowoon
Jaeyoon
Taeyang
Hwiyoung
(SMUT) guilty pleasures | sf9 smuts | HWIYOUNG,sf9 | 2.1k words
Dawon
Chani
Inseong
Youngbin
zuho
엑소 | EXO
Chanyeol
⭐️ (SMUT)breaking boundaries | exo smuts | CHANYEOL, exo
Suho
Xuimin
(SMUT) 01 | you’re mine | exo smuts | XIUMIN,exo
Chen
Kai
✖ Updated Apr 4, 2018 (FANFIC)degraded | KAI, exo | 8,806  words | |With 4 chapters | ON hold| In hopes of getting rid of Kim Jongin for ruining your life further after your friends with benefits disaster and your violent meltdown, you finally get him to agree to leave you alone for good give you some space…. you get a month of quiet. till one day he shows up at the same convenience store as you. from there he follows you home and fucks the shit out of you claiming you to be his again. Even with a girlfriend still on his arm your his play-toy again.Its all just a vicious never ending down spiraling cycle. He would never leave you alone. not until he calls it quits.what do you do when Kim Jongin won’t  leave you alone? degrading you until you disappear? welcome to degraded.
D.O
Lay
Baekhyun
⭐️ (MINI FANFIC) drunk bitch | exo smuts | BAEKHYUN,exo | 1 chapter | what if you got drunk and didn’t realize what you were doing? Baekhyun being your victim.
⭐️ (SMUT) human mate | exo smuts | BAEKHYUN,exo
(SMUT) forced | exo smuts | BAEKHYUN,exo
Sehun
✖ discontinued | LISTEN I wrote this fanfic when I was like 16 ish or 17 it was my very first fanfic and it was a FORBIDDEN mess I’m now about to be 26 and cringe so fucking hard at what my 16 year old self was up in here doing, mom should have beat my a** 🥊 anyways I still have this on the internet to show where I came from it’s been what 8 almost 9 years since I wrote this sicko book, which btw way was requested I remember exo-Ls back in the day were.... anways if you read spare me I was young 😂😂😂 (FANFIC) forbidden |  |15 chapters | SEHUN, exo |  57,146 words | ON HIATUS|  Sehun is your twin.You’re his twin sister.You love him, More than you should.You push him away.He pulls back.You hate him he hates you back.You’re strangers, and he knows that.He misses you.You miss him back, but a question?Does he love you like you love him?
(SCENARIO) chanyeol’s noona | exo smuts | SEHUN,exo
빅뱅 | BIGBANG
G-dragon
(SMUT) mean because I like you | GDRAGON,bigbang
(SCENARIO) how to tame a dragon | GDRAGON, bigbang
42 notes · View notes
Text
Another me  (part 2)
Imagine you become someone else. That’s what happens to Kang Min Sun. After unclear circumstances she starts new life as Hana. That’s how she meets Kwon Jiyong and the rest of YG artists. At first it seems like a dream but nobody’s life perfect and soon Min Sun will learn this lesson.
Genre: melodrama/comedy/fantasty
It’s meant to be wrote in style of kdrama. Jiyong as a male lead and Seunghyun as a second lead. Reader as Min Sun/Hana- female lead.
Part 1
Tumblr media
Kim Ha Na, more known as Hana. She debuted in 2014 as a solo artist after being the YG trainee. Her first album was sucessful and later she recorded two songs with T.O.P and G-Dragon. She also had few cameos in dramas. She’s said to have come back at the end of this year.
These were basic information about a person who was apparently you now. Or you was actually this person. In her body. Trying to figure it out was causing another panic attacks so you just decided to stay glued to computer and continue reading information about Kim Hana. You stucked in some apartment and before you left hospital, bodyguard had to deal with reporters in front of building. Until your leg was broken you had to act like you was really a person in whom body you lived. You had to act you remember things so you tried to find as much news about Hana as possible. You had to act that you’re not scared of a fact that you actually moved in time from 1998 to 2018.
Hana, you can search Internet on your phone. It’s uncomfortable to sit at the table woth plastered leg. You manager said and put this weird, flat thing on a desk. Your previous phone looked simpler but this one was colorful and had big screen without keyboard. It looked so complicated and it was locked by password that you didn’t remember.
Want me to help you to sit on bed? Manager asked you.
I.. I wanna eat ramen. you changed subject.
Ramen? You always eat greece salad at this hour.
You stopped yourself from making surprised face. Your manager came up to fridge. You would normally tell him to mind his business but you tightened your mouth to stop yourself from comments. This girl seemed polite and strict. Unlike you with your bad temper and laziness. You looked again at beautiful furnitures around you. This place looked expensive.
It’s a dream to live in so great apartment. you sighed to yourself.
That’s why it’s yours. This is one of your favourites, isn’t it? Man added and gave you your salad.
Do I have another apartments? you asked without thinking. He looked at you surprised behind his round glasses. Ah.. Right. Now I remember. Everything comes back to my mind.
You doubted it sounded reliably but it was better than nothing. Then your manager said he would leave your for a while to buy more products to your kitchen. It was so unusual to be treated this way. For the next week you literally studied from Internet about korean wave, idols and YG artists. Meantime you started private rehabilitation with doctor at your home. Even beautician came to take care of your skin and nails. You felt like a princess.
Ah.. What a beautiful life. you sighed and took another seafood from your plate. You was sitting on the folding chair in fluffy robe. Month have passed in the blink of an eye.
Hana, your mother calls you. your menager told you and he took your iphone from a table and handed it to you.
My mom? you said with enthusiasm before you realized he didn’t mean your real mom. It felt awkward at first but later you just acted like you really talked by phone with someone who was your mother. You planned to find out about her and leave this place after convalescence.
No. There’s really no need to fly from USA, mom. I’m getting better. you said at the end when Mrs.Kim suggested to visit you.
Anyway. I’ll visit you in nearer future. Call me more often.
Yes. Thanks. Bye, mom.
Few minutes later when you ened your conversation, your phone started to ring again. You saw a name on a lockscreen: Yang Hyun Suk.
Answer for me. you asked your menager.
Oh.. Ok. he mumbled. Yes, Mr. Yang? Here’s Park Dae Hyun. Yes. She’s better now. Doctor said she will be able to walk without struches soon. Meeting? Tomorrow? Yes, sir. I think we will handle it. Goodbye.
What meeting? you asked when Dae Hyun disconnected.
All artists have a meeting with CEO to sum up current projects and establish new things.
When next day your driver stopped a car in front of YG buildling, you couldn’t believe what you saw. Dozens of photoreporters and not less of fans gathered close to your car. Your manager told you to put sunglasses on and asked two bodyguards to go out first.
Hana! Hana! group of girls started to scream when you went on the sidewalk. You collides with your bodyguard’s back when he pushed away intrusive reporter. Now you knew you was said to hide behind sunglasses. Flashes of cameras were so blinding. Everybody around tried to come closer and take a photo or record you. Second bodyguard and your manager helped you to walk by crutches and enter entrance. When you finally came to elevator, you could say that you felt safe. Your manager opened a door to big conference room. All eyes turned to you.
Welcome back, Hana. Please, take a seat. you heard familiar voice. It was CEO Yang. You watched few videoclips with him during your stay at apartment. You actually got know about all of these people in room. Three man on the left were from Epik High. Then girls from Blackpink and boys from Winner. You still didn’t remember names of all of them.
Good morning. you said and you barely bowed.
Here’s free place. said a man with small eyes and prominent nose. It was Kang Daesung. Rest of members were sitting next to him on the right side. When you sat, you looked closely. You recognized that man behind dark glasses was T.O.P. You was curious if he was as handsome as on photos but you could only see his profile. The next one was a dark-haired man in weird clothes, G-Dragon. He had a face that even women could envy. Then it was maknae of Big Bang, Seungri. He looked at you and smiled at the same time with Taeyang who was next to him. You shyly bowed what was nothing like you but it was a first time when so many handsome men was looking at you at the same time. It felt so great to live like a celebrity and be a real beauty. Maybe I should live this dream a little bit longer? You thought.
Ok. If everybody’s present, let’s start. CEO annouced. He discussed with Winner about their tour and then he looked at you.
Hana-sshi, we’re glad that you’re fine. YG will take care about press but I would like you to give an interview after few months. Reporters are at the building so please, agree with Dae Hyun if you want to make a short statement. It’s the best moment when they know that you arrived here.
Yes. you answered shortly.
We will talk about that planned collaboration with GD when you fully recover. Mr. Yang continued. You stifled your moan, hearing this. So you was meant to start some project with GD? Shit..
We will talk it out when Hana will be in good shape. Meantime I will be re-writing a song. you heard Kwon Ji Yong.
That’s all right. CEO said and looked at you again. I hope it won’t take more than a month for you to be able to work again. I’m really rooting for this project but that schedule is not a problem for you.
I will work hard. You anwered just like these all idols from videos used to say. These informations helped you a lot to deal with this situation but after Mr Yang’s words you suddenly felt so helpless. Trainees worked hard for years to improve their singing and dancing skills. You had no preparation, you couldn’t sing or dance, you didn’t know how to talk with press and the most importantly you was different person with your own memories and experiences.
I’m fully responsible for someone’s sucess now. you whispered to yourself when you left a room.
What? your menager asked you.
Nothing. I need to go to bathroom. you suddenly said.
I can’t go to female..
I know. I’m able to pee on my own. Don’t worry. you interrupted him. He looked embarrased. You entered toilet and looked around. It was only you. You wanted to try again with phone call to your mom. You only wanted to hear her voice. The last time there was no answer. Maybe she changed her number? It’s been ten years. Your heart was beating so fast and then you heard someone’s voice.
Hello?
You froze. Female voice asked again. It sounded exactly like your sister’s. But she was living in Busan and you wasn’t that close.
H-Hello? you stuttered.
Who’s there?
You knew she couldn’t recognize you when your voice was different so you found a new solution.
Hello. Is it Mrs.Kang‘s phone?
Oh.. Yes. But she can’t talk. Your sister answered.
When can I call her then?
Who are you? She asked you after a while. She was always suspicious.
I’m.. Sun Min’s friend from high school. I lost her number and some of former friends wanted to meet up.
I’m sorry.. You probably didn’t know it. She said with tensed voice. My sister is dead for ten years.
Suddenly you wasn’t able to make any sound. You even couldn’t move. It felt like you was close to fainting.
I’m really sorry but I can’t help you. I thought that all of her friends knew. I’m at the hospital. Our mother had a stroke few months ago.
Then you could only hear her crying. And you was crying with her. On the other side of line. When you already disconnected and fell to the ground. Your sob mingled with a sound of falling crutches.
Mom.. I’m sorry. You sobbed loudly and touched your chest with pain. It felt like something was tearing apart inside of you. I’m dead, I’m dead..
What’s happening there? some low voice came out behind a door.
I’m dead.. I died. You kept repeating in silent voice. Tears were still falling. You saw long legs in black, laquered boots in front of you.
Hana? What happend?
You looked up. Choi Seunghyun was standing in the doorstep.
Where’s you menager? he kept asking. Some man behind him, moved closer and picked up your crutches. They both looked shocked and you slowly realized that you was sitting in the middle of the public toilet with probably blurred make-up and red eyes. This pain inside was so strong and you couldn’t do anything. And you didn’t want to move. Do anything.
Come on. Seunghyun said and grabbed your hands. You forced yourself to stand up.
Hana!
Your manager showed up. Tht other man gave you crutches and put sunglasses on your face.
That’s better when you’re leaving in front of many people. he suggested.
What’s going on? I only left to buy coffe. Your menager said.
Why did you leave her when you know she has problems with walking now? Seunghyun said with irritation. You looked into his eyes behind dark glasses. His eyes had so deep, dark shade and thick lashes.
Aish.. She always drinks coffe at this hour. I thought it won’t take that long. Your manager kept whining when four of you walked corridor.
Thank you. I’m thankful. You said to T.O.P and grabbed his hand. He shuddered with surprise.
Are you ok? You don’t seem good. Why did you cry? Men next to him- probably his manager asked.
It’s this accident.. you started and tears started falling down your cheeks again.
Aigoo.. She’s still stressed. Let’s go home, Hana. You can drink coffe in car. You manager said and took you by hand. Thank you for help. He said to T.O.P and his manager.
Hana, we’re family. You can count on us. T.O.P suddenly said. You nodded and went to elevator. It felt like this man was the one who understood what a real nervous breakdown meant. He seemed empathic. Maybe that’s why you grabbed his hand without thinking. It’s been a long time since someone sympathized with you.
17 notes · View notes
Photo
Tumblr media
Hi. Here are links to my new fanficion about GDragon.
https://betweenlifeandfiction.tumblr.com/post/172594077630/g-dragon-fanficion-another-me-part-1
https://betweenlifeandfiction.tumblr.com/post/172667523405/another-me-part-2 https://betweenlifeandfiction.tumblr.com/post/172736906940/another-me-part-3
4 notes · View notes
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
3 notes · View notes
Text
G-Dragon scenario: Jealous Jiyong
Tumblr media
You always look hot when you’re dancing and this night you’re wearing really sexy clothes. GD always liked to watch your body moving to music and maybe this day he finally realised he’s got mad crush on you. Band members notice he’s staring and they’re teasing him.
What are you looking at so intensively, hyung?
I wanna see what is it too.
Tumblr media
He only laughs and acts like nothing happend but his smile fades away when he notices some stranger coming up to you.
Tumblr media
He tries to ignore it but he looks again when guy joins you and starts dancing with you. Daesung interruptes it and asks GD about something.
Tumblr media
Meantime you’re getting closer with stranger and GD becomes very irritated, seeing some skinship between you two.
Tumblr media
Jiyong-sshi, just go and dance with her if you like her that much. Taeyang whispers to him.
I don’t know what you mean. he says, grabbing his drink. Taeyang smirks because all members know that GD liked you for months.
Tumblr media
Guy who dances with you is even braver now and you feel his hands moving down to your butt. You push him away and tell him to get lost. GD is clearly proud of you.
Tumblr media
Now you don’t like it? guy mocks you and moves closer to touch you again.
Hey! She’s with us. You against five of us? you hear GD, leaning from balcony over a dancefloor.
I wouldn’t try, man. Taeyang adds. Guy does grimace and walks away. GD gives him death stare and smiles with satisfation.
Tumblr media
You should have punched him. GD says, smiing widely when your eyes meet and you go up stairs to join the five of them.
Tumblr media
Jiyong-ah, I didn’t know you all were here. Nice too see you.
He smiles brightly at the sound of his real name.
Tumblr media
Did you maybe watch me dancing the whole time?
He laughs, hearing your question and only nods, biting his lips.
Tumblr media
Other members smile under a noses. Daesung pats Seungri who almost laughs. You have no idea what does it means but you will find out soon when you and Jiyong will stay alone.
95 notes · View notes
Quote
I was living in this beautiful body but it didn’t make me feel beautiful. That’s when I realize that feeling beautiful is not a result of your good look. You have to appreciate and love yourself to see beauty in you and let others notice it.
Hana (fictional character from my fanfic Another me.
1 note · View note
Text
Belong (part 3/3) G-Dragon fanficion
Plot: You and Jiyong knew each other before and you had eelings for him. You meet after two years during fashion week in Paris and unexpected things happen. (angst/fluff/smut)
part 1
part 2
Tumblr media
Paradoxically, you couldn’t drink alcohol when you was upset. You always enjoyed drinking at the parties when you was happy. Ice already melted and raised the level of Scotch in your glass. You knew that you only wanted to spend this night in loud place to get distracted. Model who was sitting next to you tried to get more intimate with you. You looked at screen of your phone but that didn’t stop a guy from kissing your arm. You ignored him and answered on old text from your friend.
Who do you text at this hour? Guy asked you. It was 1 a.m but good thing you had many friends who lived in other time zone.
Dude, already acting like a jealous boyfriend? Tom mocked him. He ordered the most drinks.
Yeah, treat our director nicely. The other model said, laughing stupidly. You wasn’t surprised. Some rookie models acted like hicks because they couldn’t get enough of benefits that were coming from working for superpopular brand. A lot of sex, partying, booze and drugs. At the end of the day some of them would fail because of it and their career would eventually stop. You’ve seen enough and you got used to this environment. Maybe that’s why you knew what Jiyong felt when he talked to you about being tired of pressure from everybody around. But why did you think about him again? It was like a telepathy. Not more than few minutes later you saw him entering the bar. You even thought that maybe you was so tired that you started to have halucinations. All models looked at him and made a sounds like a fans at the concert.
GD, you came to drink with us, huh? Tom asked him when Jiyong passed by.
Nah. He murmured and shook his head. He briefly looked at your table when he came up to a bar counter.
Really? No?
Guys seemed surprised. You took a sip of your drink, acting like you didn’t pay attention.
Vintage 1988. I would like to buy a bottle. You heard Jiyong talking in english.
Woah! Look at that! Model next to you reacted, looking at Jiyong. It was strange. His crew, especially his agent was always two steps behind him. Now he came alone and he was ordering alcohol at the bar when he could just do it, calling staff from his room.
Come to us, GD!
Yeah. Why drinking alone?
Jiyong grabbed his bottle from countertop and turned to men who exhorted him. He fiercely took few steps in your direction and it looked like he wanted to hit someone.
You seem enough, huh? He said, staring at the model who was still keeping his arm around your back.
There’s never enough, man. Tom laughed. You felt Jiyong’s gaze on you.
Is it fine for you to keep buying drinks for these fuckers? His words were said in korean.
Dude, I can’t understand a thing. Tom kept talking. Short, crooked smile appeard on Jiyong’s face. It felt like he couldn’t believe that guy dared to speak to him.
I’m only asking Mia.
Yes. I’m fine with it. You answered quickly in english but Jiyong continued in his language:
What are you even doing? Is it how you are now? It’s totally not like you.
Maybe you should go to your models and mind your own business? you cut him off but this time in korean. He raised his eybrows and nodded. His eyes were as cold as before when you met him at the restaurant.
Cool. Have a great time with five, drunk guys. As soon as he told you this he walked away, not saying anything to the rest of group.
What was that? Mexican model said.
They say he’s such a bad ass but in fact, this dude is creepy. Tom added. Models laughed and you thought about punching them.
Maybe he just has to change a dealer..
Not everybody earns money just to sniffs crack everyday like you. You finally spoke out and you pulled away model next to you.
What the hell?
Oh come on, I’ve seen you. And who the fuck you are to judge a person that you don’t even know? You continued, not even trying to stop your anger. You raised your hands. You know what? I don’t give a shit. Keep drinking what’s left. Do what you want. I’m out.
You left your seat and you could only heard words:
What got into this woman?
You was already in a corridor and elevator doors almost closed. You pressed the button with anger. Jiyong looked at you, not even hiding surprise on his face.
What the hell was that?! You shouted, going inside. You think you can just come and tell me what to do?
Then why are you here? Go on and get drunk with these idiots. Jiyong didn’t seem moved by your words. He was looking straight at the closing door. It was so annoying that he acted like nothing happend.
God.. You always appear and piss me off. You’re such a jerk, you know? You said throught teeth. Elevator stopped.
I know. Jiyong said, going outside on the seventh floor. You followed him, going through long corridor.
Then don’t bother to lecture me and don’t act like you care about me! You raised your voice again. He opened the door to room by card and instantly turned to you.
So I’m the bad one? He said, pointing at his chest. Sound of opened door came from further part of corridor. Some older man in robe looked at you both and he seemed confused because you kept screaming in language he probably even didn’t know.
Shit. Jiyong whispered. He quickly turned his head away and grabbed your arm. He already turned on light and closed the door and you realized that you was pulled into his hotel room. You stopped yourself from swearing. Just a few minutes ago you was so absorbed with arguing with Jiyong that you didn’t realize that instead of being here, you should go straight to your own room. Silent laught got out from you mouth. Jiyong was still standing in front of you. He seemed calm. Coldness in his eyes faded away. But there was something clear in his gaze that bothered you. It was a moment when his face was getting closer to yours and you knew well what would happend next. But it was a lie..
God.. Why are you doing this again to me? You sighed and Jiyong took one step back, frowning. There was always.. You started but you definitely didnt want to use a word another woman. So instead of it, you added: You’re always acting like you was interested in me as a woman but it’s only for fun. Could you just stop this?
What? Jiyong murmured. You turned to door but he put his hand on it.
What are you talking about, Mia? He insisted. You pulled away his hand and stepped on the middle of room to keep more distance. Your fingernails stucked in a skin of your hand.
I’m telling that I know well that you love to flirt without any meaning but I wish you could stop playing these fucking games. I’m so tired of it.
I played games, huh? Me? You was always so cold to me and you're mean even now so what the fuck did you expect?! He shouted. You snorted with mockery.
So that’s how you get back at me? I know that I was always your second option so let’s stop this bullshit. Things didn’t work out with Kiko so you invited me to Korea. But there was of course another one. Your so called rumored girlfriend!
Jiyong rubbed his face and clenched his jaw.
I’ve never dated her! Do you really believe everything that press writes? Is it why you dissapeard that day? I even didn’t have a time to turn around and you flied back to fucking USA! He kept screaming. You've never seen him so angry. He came closer to you and it was a bit disturbing because it looked like he was ready to throw something from the table next to you. You was always so damn busy and you stopped calling me. It was always you and your damn career!
Your sized each other up in sudden silence. You couldn't hold it anymore. What was meant to said was meant to said.
Well, it’s better to focus on work than live hopes. We knew each other for so long. Who am to you among all these women? Your voice was weak and you was close to crying. This completely changed expression on Jiyong’s face.
You really dont know? He said calmly and looked down like he was embarrassed. I’m not perfect and you knew it well. Should I stay alone like a loser all this time and wait for a girl who didn’t give a shit about me?
Wait? It was more like a stifled whisper than your voice. You felt like there was tight knot around your throat.
I love someone who’s out of my touch. Damn miles away. He said and weakly leaned against a table. What can I do?
He took a lot of air into his mouth and let it out hard. He was always behaving like this when he was nervous or sad. You was so surprised that it made you totally speechless. Only thought about hugging him came to your mind but it was too intimidating right now. He was so unpredictable man.
Jiyong.. You tried to start but he interrupted you and started to talk again after long silence. His gaze was still glued to floor.
You was keeping distance when you worked in YG. And it’s true.. Maybe I was doing the same because I was scared that I will end up loving you and then you will dissapear.. When you flied to your country I texted you everyday. I thought about you everyday.. He stopped at this moment and finally looked at you and it felt like a sudden hit of hot wave on your body. I tried to move on but I couldn’t. Because I still love you, Mia. Are you really that fucking blind to notice?
Deep inside you was screaming with happiness but outside you was just crying, not believing that Jiyong had to say all these words for you to notice. That it took so many years to hear it. Room was filled with silence for a long time. You wiped your cheeks from tears and then you noticed that Jiyong was looking at you with concern.
I hate feeling this way. You drive me crazy.. You said with a weak voice. It seemed like your any words could bring him close to you because he was just in front of you before you even finished a sentence. He grabbed your chin and pressed his lips against yours. It happend so fast and felt so strong that for a second you forgot how to breathe. Your hands tightened on back of his shirt. Kiss deepened and Jiyong’s body clung firmly to yours. You even didn’t feel a pain when your shoulders suddenly hit a wall. Your palms wandered on Jiyong’s body and you finally grabbed him by neck. He freed himself for a second to take off his jacket and drop it somewhere on a floor. You pulled him back to you. He unzipped your dress so violently that it seemed that material was almost ripped.
Take it off, take it off.. He breathed heavily just like you. You kissed him hard and you saw small smile forming on his face when you looked at him again. You grabbed ends of his shirt. He helped you undress him by pulling it off. He smiled widely seeing your smile. You suddenly hugged him tight and kissed his neck.
I love you so much. You said, carresing his hair. It felt so good to be in his arms. You slowly moved away and looked at Jiyong. He almost smiled but seemed like too many emotions didn’t let it look like a full, happy smile.
Say it again. He gasped with lively eyes.
Saranghae. You laughed and you repeated another two times, teasing him by short kisses on lips. You felt sudden embrace around your belly. Jiyong lifted you and the way he did it and how he distinctly pushed you on bed, brought shivers on your whole body. He quickly removed his jeans and looked at you with clear arousal in darkened eyes. That kiss was so fierce that you felt his teeth pressing against your lips. You didn’t know that feeling such a hunger for other person even excisted. Longing when he wasn’t next to you was nothing in comparison with this moment when you already had him. Your mind and body starved for his gaze, touch, kisses and words. Pleasure was growing in you more and more after every second. Your naked bodies were moving fast. Your moan came out under Jiyong’s soft lips. You lied back to him and he started kissing every inch of your body.
I wanted to fuck you so hard. You will be punished for making me wait for that long. You heard Jiyong’s whisper. Touch of his tounge close to your ear was driving you crazy. You wanted to turn to him and kiss him but sudden pleasure between your legs made you loose your breath. You stifled your loud groan in pillow. He firmly grabbed your shoulders and pushed harder. His body collided with yours even faster and tigher. All you could do was just lying like this, pressed with whole weight of your body to bed, feeling another wave of ecstasy. It was a long night and your naked, exhausted bodies rested next to each other. Jiyong breathed heavily with smile on face. He looked back at you so you moved closer. He caressed your hair and cheek.
Why did you never come? He asked you. You didn’t know what he meant but he noticed it just by your face expression. I hoped to see you at the fashion show because I heard you could be there.
You avoided his intense look. He wouldn’t like your response but since now you wanted to be honest with him.
I didn’t want to meet you. You finally answered after long silence. Shine in Jiyong’s eyes faded away a bit.
Oh.. That’s so nice to hear.
To live hopes and torture myself from afar. You added with heavy voice, looking back at him. I didn’t want it to happen again.
Jiyong looked surprised.
Did you like me before too?
You nodded and he cuddled you.
You won’t go anywhere from now. I won’t let you. You’re mine.
53 notes · View notes
Text
G-Dragon fanficion- Belong part 2/3
Plot: (angst/fluff/steamy)
You and Jiyong meet in Paris to work for your another project but old memories and feelings still haunt you.
part 1
part 3
Tumblr media
2 years ago
Let's dissapeard together and never come back.
What are you saying? You answered on Jiyong's bizzare text to you.
Your phone vibrated and you read Jiyong's message:
I'm just tired of everything. I will have a free time this weekend. Join me when you're already in Korea.
You smiled widely. You replied to accept his offer. You was already smitten by him when you started to work for YG. Then you came back to USA to work as director for the first time but Jiyong talked with you very often. It's been almost a year but he didn't stop talking with you by live chat or messenger. It was really complicated. You were officialy friends but it seemed like he flirted with you sometimes. You stopped to believe in seriousness of his actions when at the same time he started to date a model. Yes, Jiyong liked to flirt with other women and he even once stated that his heart was like a reception room. It hurt your feelings because you was falling in love and of course when he broke up with girlfriend, it all started again. One meeting during world tour in USA and then countless texts. And here you was. Calling him for the second time and waiting till he answers your call. You was already in Korea, sitting at the hotel hall. You heard Jiyong’s voice and you smiled.
Hi. Guess where am I..?
Really? he answered with perceptible smile in his voice. He knew. Ok. Book some room like before and come to me. My room’s number is 126.
Yeah. See ya. You said but you still didn’t dissonect, hearnng Jiyong’s breathing on the other side.
Yeah.
Okay.
Okay. See you soon. Jiyong laughed. Then you went to reception and booked small room on the first floor. Jiyong’s room was on the roof. It was big apartment with light sofas and expanded terrace. It was really warm that day and Jiyong was sitting on chair in front of opened window. His shirt was unbuttoned at the neck. You kept looking at him when white curtain brushed his back and when he came closer. He welcomed you by warm hug and that’s when you stopped yourself from planting soft kiss on his neck. He moved his hands on your arms and smiled. Golden hue of the sun rays brightened his face and he moved to terrance. You followed him. It was so silent here. You was surprised but also glad that there wasn’t anybody else except him and you. Table was full of meals. You sit and Jiyong took a bottle of wine.
I know that you’re not a fan of soju so we can drink wine today.
That’s cool. Yes, please. you only said, distracted by view of prepared meals. Was that really a date and he waited for you to eat with him? You shortly looked in Jiyong’s eyes when he leaned to pour a wine to your glass. There was definitely a tension between you two and you didn’t know was it because you felt a bit keyed-up or it’s been too long time since you met.
I like your dress. He told you and his eyes wandered from your crossed legs to your face. You was wearing linen dress in light blue color that subtly exposed your breasts. You felt a wave of warmth down there, thinking about his hands on your thighs.
Thank you.
Tumblr media
Jiyong leaned to you and touched your ear. You frooze in one pose for a while.
What a beautiful earrnings you did put on. Is it Dior?
Yeah. you said, almost laughing. Jiyong’s gaze seemed almost an intimate experience. You both started to eat and when some alcohol came to your head after three glasses of wine, you freed your legs from heels and you placed your feets on a second chair in front of Jiyong. You even didn’t mind that he was looking at them.
But are you sure that I shouldn’t pay you back for booking your room? This hotel can be expensive for others. he asked you and put his hand on your ankle. His cheeks were already a bit rosy.
Jiyong, I’m earning enough money. I’m not a poor student anymore.
He looked up at you and poured you another glass of wine.
I’ve never thought about you as a poor one. No. He said after a while and cutely waved with his finger as a sign of protest.
You leaned and touched his knee with a smile.
I’m really glad. you said and your eyes met. I’m so glad that I’m here. You stopped caring that you were sitting so close to each other. Your foreheads almost touched each other. Your legs fell from a chair under Jiyong’s strenght. Material of your dress went up and you felt his torso between your thights.
You’re so beautiful. he said on a exhale, carresing your skin. You heard a sound of ringing phone but for some reason it took you more time to react on it. Jiyong stood up from his chair and you realized it was his own phone. Deep down you wanted to tell him to not to pick up.
Yes? he answered, sighing like he was tired. He started to walk  from flowerpot to balcony fencing, listening carefully. It was getting dark around. You turned on a lighting of terrace and then you eat some snacks. Jiyong silenced a speaker and came up to you.
Sorry, Mia. It’s from YG. We’re setting schedule. It will take a while.
It’s ok. Go on. You said and he smiled but you saw irritability in his eyes. He came back to talking by phone. You finished your wine and texted some of your friends. You decided to sat on couch inside apartment. Connection with wifi was better here so you started to read things on Internet. When you watched things on Instagram you saw weird photos. It was photo of Jiyong on airport and then some photo of korean actress. Under comments people wrote it was his new girfriend. You searched hot news on portal about celebrities. It was claimed that Jiyong was secretly dating and his girfriend waited for him in front of hotel. It was wrote that YG still didn’t confirm or denied rumors. Portal suggested that no response from YG might mean that they really dated. You wrote news twice and you tried to hold your anger. Right now you wanted to throw something. Mostly at Jiyong.
Schedule, my ass. You snarled, looking at Jiyong who still talked by phone on terrace. You knew that leaving without saying anything would be suspicious but you didn’t care. You didn’t want to stay in his apartment even for a second longer. You drove down by elevator and you entered your room, slamming a door. If you stayed here, you would end up crying or waiting for more news from other sites. You changed your clothes and you just went down. You walked the street, wondering what you should do and where to go. When you saw a tent with street food, you bought your favourite meals and you sat at the table.
Do you want soju? ahjumma that ran stall, asked you.
I won’t get drunk. No way. you answered with anger. She widened her eyes with surprise. I’m sorry, ahjumma. Everything reminds me this stupid guy. Even eating street food and drinking soju.
Well, even if food doesn’t help a broken heart, it’s good for your tummy. ahjumma said, smiling and patting your back.
I will eat well. Thank you.
You didn’t want to go back to hotel, to your room but you knew that Jiyong would eventually call you after seeing an empty apartment. He called you later when you already booked your airplane ticket by phone.
Mia, where are you?
I’m sorry. I had a call from producer and it turned out that I have to come back to USA. you said with the most neutral voice as possible.
What? And you even didn’t wait to tell me this? It sounded like he was irritated. You clenched your teeth. How dared he to be angry with you when he lied to you all the time? Just because he thought you didn’t know about his secret dates and you wanted it to stay like this.
I’m really sorry. You talked by phone then. I had to book the first ticket. I’ll be leaving soon. I have to be in studio on early morning. you lied smoothly. There was longer silence on the other side.
Take care, Mia. Bye.
He hanged up first. Tear start falling down your cheek.
Current days
GD walks throught a maze made by flowers. Model Mandy walks on the other side. GD notices that somebody’s there but he can only see a beautiful, blue eyes throught the free space in hedge. She moves to the left and GD follows her and they’re still observing each other. He thinks that he will see her when a wall of hedge ends but there’s nobody there anymore. GD looks around and picks up a daisy from the ground. He smiles.
You all read a part of script again. Jiyong and your friend who was casted in commercial were sitting on a set, listening to your hints.
So this is how commercial starts. you said, directing your words to Jiyong with serious expression on face. You stayed professional so did him. Then you’re going to the fashion show in a castle that is placed in front of a maze. You continued, poiting at the buidling behind. When you already consulted how every scene should look like, shooting of first part of commercial started. You thought about natural light on Jiyong’s face that was coming from sunset. That was your vision of this scene. But why did you think about those old times? It was two years ago when you and Jiyong met on terrace of his hotel room.
We have too gloomy day today. You can’t make a warm light just by filters during editing so we will wait for a better weather. You annouced.
Wait but how long? Mandy asked.
I don’t know. We’ll see.
I don’t know too since I don’t understand everything in english. Jiyong added in korean.
You’re still not fluent with english, don’t you? You’re lucky to be a superstar. I had to learn korean to achieve something in life. Nobody cared it was hard to me. You said in his language and Jiyong froze in stillness like he didn’t believe what he heard. You was surprised yourself that you said so mean things to him. You didn’t want to work with him but he was Karl’s muse and you didn’t want to let down your friend who was just starting big career as a model. Maybe you wanted to be with Jiyong too but all you felt was anger. It was tiring that it was still there, deep inside of you after two years.
We’ will start shooting on stairs. We’ll shoot garden scene when it will be more sunny. you said in both languages. Jiyong stood in front of stairs when crew moved all stuff.
GD, you need to smile. You’re picking up a flower and you’re happy that you have another hint from mysterious woman. you said, seeing his face expression. You were still using korean and nobody had a clue what you two talked about.
Ok, I will think about about kissing Mandy during recording. She’s so pretty. He said with sarcastic smirk. He definitely payed you back after that previous, mean comment. You realized you was creating bad mood on your own wish so you came back to your senses with answer:
Whatever it is, keep that smirk till the end of shooting. Ok, here we go.
I’m going to keep this smirk even after. He added and turned away to stairs to castle when cameraman started to record him.
Action!
Recording went quite fast. Jiyong looked chilled and mysterious on recorded material. After break for lunch, extras gathered in castle and you continued to shoot the rest of commercial. At the end of day, you watched all scenes on screen. First part started when Jiyong picked up another daisy on the stairs. In other part he talked with guests inside a castle when Mandy passed by and he recognized her by her fragrance. Crowds in front of him made it impossible to see where she went. Fashion show started and Mandy walked the catwalk. Jiyong was sitting on audience and he was surprised because Mandy was carrying Chanel bag with painted daisies on it- Jiyong’s own work. Camera focused on model’s face and that’s when logo of Chanel was planned to appear after editing. Jiyong left set with his agent and you only talked again the next day when you were finishing last scene from commercial. Sunset was perfect that day and you captured good moment when sunlight hit Jiyong’s face.
His good look is better exposed than Mandy’s. cameraman joked.
No. He’s just beautiful. you said with serious face expression. Maybe even a bit dreamy. Cameraman looked at you, surprised. Yeah, korean boys. Looking better than most of women. you added, laughing.
Thank you. You did great job. You said sincerely, clapping with the rest of crew. Mandy hugged you warmly but Jiyong hugged you only briefly. He only bowed to you and crew, not looking in your eyes.
Small afterparty was planned for evening later so you came up to restaurant with your crew. Guests clapped and congratulated you. You all raised a toast. Jiyong was sitting on the other side of the table so you could meet his gaze in every moment but he didn’t look at you even once. You thought about having some conversation with him. You felt bad for what you said to him before. You sounded like some Internet hater back then. You went to bar to ask for more wine for your crew and when you came back, you saw Jiyong making photos with models in front of decorated wall. You walked their direction. It was good opportunity to say sorry. These girls wouldn’t understand korean anyway.
Oh, you look hot on photos too. Blonde model giggled. You suddenly wanted to turn the other way but Jiyong looked at you. You raised your glass of wine.
You all did good job. Cheers. You said. Three of them were already looking at you. Models thanked you with smiles but Jiyong’s face had no expression. His eyes were cold like an ice.
Is there something you want to tell me? Because we’re having a good time here. he asked you in korean. I hope you’re not going to ruin it. We’re done with shooting so all is done, right?
It felt like someone slapped you on face. You gulped with raising anger.
Oh, yeah. Have fun. you answered in english with fake smile and turned away on your heels. You sit on a bench in garden, feeling like the biggest loser. You smoked a cigarette with a crew members who were already outside.
They will be closing soon so maybe we will move to the club, huh? Model, named Tom, suggested.
How about hotel bar? It’s opened 24/h.
I’m in. you said quickly, picking up from bench. Let’s go to bar and let’s drink till morning.
That’s a spirit. Tom laughed. You and five men came back to restaurant.
Hey, guys! We’re going to our hotel bar to get wasted. Who joins us? another model announced to everybody at the table.
Shut up. you whispered and he held you by arm with smile. Director buys drinks, right?
Whatever. you said, rolling your eyes. You noticed Jiyong’s death glare but it wasn’t directed at you but at the model next to you. You didn’t feel any regret. Go fuck yourself. If you’re having fun then I’ll have fun too, you thought.
Tumblr media
57 notes · View notes
Photo
Tumblr media
I hoped to see you at the fashion show because I heard you would be there but you never came.
I didn’t want to meet you. You finally answered after long silence. Shine in Jiyong’s eyes faded away a bit.
Oh.. That’s so nice to hear.
To torture myself from afar. You added with heavy voice, looking back at him.
Belong, G-Dragon fanfiction, part 2/2
________________________________________________________
Soon in the next part of Belong. Things between Mia and Jiyong are heating up.
https://betweenlifeandfiction.tumblr.com/post/171793677720/g-dragon-fanficion-belong-part-12
7 notes · View notes
Text
G-Dragon fanficion: Belong (part 1/2)
Plot: It's been years when you last time saw Kwon Ji Young and your paths crossed again in Paris. It won't be that easy to get over it when you're the only one who knows what you still feel about him. And his presence won't make it easier as well..
(Angst/romance)
Part 2
Part 3
Tumblr media
After party was taking place in big lofts, turned into restaurant. Everything looked as stylish as guests. When your career bloomed two years ago, you was so dazed, seeing these all people and expensive things. But now it was like everyday when you promoted your movies. This year you directed short movie for Chanel. Because you was friend with actresses and models, you agreed to join this party to support them and help them find new connections. You introduced your model friend to photographers and then your actress friend joined the conversation with you and other director. You sit with the rest of eight guests at the round table, decorated with a cream tablecloth and white roses. Waiter served you a cold champagne. You was in the middle of conversation about your previous projects when your eyes stopped on a man in grey suit who just came up behind a brick wall. He was together with a group of people that you quickly recognised. His agent, assistant, bodyguard and his friends- CL and Youngbae. How long you was looking at him like that and how long your heart was beating so fast? It was such a sudden wave of shock, happiness, excitement and bitterness. Just in split of second when you lied your eyes on him. Kwon Ji Yong just sat five tables from you. You've seen his combed back hair that this time had natural, black color. Your hands used to touch them before. When director took a short look at you while listening to your friend, you nodded. You obviously didn't listen to them anymore. All people around talked together but you knew they would notice your tears and that's what you didn't want to happen.
Excuse you. I'm going to toilet. You whispered to your friend and briefly touched her arm. Tears were already coming to your eyes. You slowly walked away to not to look suspicious. You looked down when you was close to Jiyong's table just in case he looked your way. You knew yourself well. When you felt like crying, you couldn't hold it anymore. So you locked yourself in cabin and when tears stopped falling, you teared your face with handkerchief, you opened your purse and used some powder to cover redness around your eyes. When some talking women left toiled you sneaked out and went on balcony. View of Paris  was relaxing but streets at night brought memories again. Sadness in form of tears were only thing that you couldn't control and Kwon Ji Yong in some unexplained way was bringing it back. He was love of your life but he has never been yours. It felt pathetic to still feel this way after one glance at a person that wasn't part of your life anymore. You breathed deeply and came back to your table.
You're right at time. They're serving first dish. Your friend- director told you.
That's great. I can't wait. You answered and he smiled to you. Seemed that you looked all right now. Now you only needed to eat meals, talk with others and silently leave a party. It was actually so easy to get mixed up in crowd. You was ending your dessert and Jiyong was still sitting back to your table, not even having idea that you excisted. But why the fuck would I hide like someone who did something wrong? You thought. There was still a part of shy and scared girl inside of you. You became more sociable and self confident and also a better speaker but you couldn't change that completely.
There's Karl Lagerfelt at the party. How was your work with him? Model at your table asked.
He was very specific what to show in this short movie. He's professional. You answered. That's what you mostly was telling others about any famous people you worked with. That's how you avoided gossips because people loved to distort the facts. But then something came to your mind. 
How about to say hi to him? You suggested. Models looked at each other with excitement.
Sure!
Girls, get ready. Maybe soon you will sign a contracts with Chanel. You said with proud, inviting tone and your friends stand up from their seats with smiles. The old you came back. It was ridiculous to hide like this. You was recognized director of music videos and independent movies and you promised to help your friends, for God's sake!
Long time no see, Mr. Karl.
Designer moved from his chair and looked at you with sudden smile. Everybody at his table looked at you, including Jiyong but you avoided eye contact.
Look who came. I told you to just call me Karl.
Yeah, yeah. Good evening. You welcomed him by short hug. You introduced him your models. And these girls did a great job in my last music video with Drake. You continued.
She's always so supportive for friends. She's too good, you know. Model said. You noticed that Jiyong smiled a bit at the sound of these words. Your eyes met and you felt how your heart jumped to your throat.
Oh, and by the way let me introduce you this inspiring man. Karl said and moved closer to Jiyong who bowed. He always had a good manners when it comes to meeting new people.
Nice to meet you all. My name is Kwon Ji Yong.
Tumblr media
You was invited to join others on the first floor in vip room. You drank your first glass of wine quite fast. Jiyong was sitting with CL on a couch in front of you and your friends. Room was filled with over ten people but it felt like you was alone with this man. He was giving you looks everytime your eyes wandered close to him. When your friends went to balcony to smoke and talk alone with others, Jiyong moved from his place. He gave you challenging gaze and putted phone in his ear. Well, you knew he just acted that he was calling someone. It was his excuse to leave and not to look suspicious. You finished your second glass of wine and after two minutes, you also left a vip room. Jiyong was only few steps away. He was leaning on railings of the stairs and clearly waited for you to come. You didn't know how to start. You crossed hands on your arms. You decided to start with official:
Hi. It's been a while.
And here he was, looking at you with his dark, beautiful eyes.
Hi. he only answered. You also leaned on balustrade. There was a silence between you two. It’s was usually like that. He didn’t say much or nothing at all and you automatically started talking a lot.
It’s kind of awkward. You started in korean language. We talk in hallway when we should start talking already at the party when I came.
Yeah but I didn’t want to interrupt. You seemed busy talking with others and taking care of your business.
You kind of felt offended with his explanation. The old anger to him came back again. He was always proud person. Sometimes too proud. It was irritating but at some point you understood it. He was very famous and rich man with legacy as an artist.
That’s probably because people want to get to know me and take a part in my project. I couldn’t ignore them. You told him with same proud tone in voice. You expected him to get angry but he nodded with serious expression and then he suddenly smiled.
Yes. You achieved a lot. I'm happy for you. He answered calmly but there was pure sincerity in his voice and face expression. You always knew when it was real by looking at his radiant smile. You loved his smile. Always made you forget all reasons why you cried because of him. It looked like Jiyong tried to say something. His eyes softened.
Yes. So many things changed but I’m happy. You started talking with smile instead. For some reason you felt relief when Jiyong was next to you. And I..
You tried to finish but you lost your words when Jiyong suddenly leaned to hug you. His hands surrounded you tightly. You sensed fresh, stimulanting smell of his cologne. You slowly placed your hands on his back and closed your eyes before you even realised. But there were people everywhere. Someone could come out from room.
Jiyong, someone can see us.
You broke out from his embrace but he tried to pull you closer again.
So what? He asked you. You moved away a bit and nervously fixed your hair. Was is because you was really worried someone would see you or it was bringing back your still dormant feelings? You knew the answer.
It will look weird. You said.
Can't I hug my friend? We're in Europe. It's not a big deal to be more touchy here, isn't it? He asked you, raising his brow. And that was that. Friends.. Even if you knew it, such gestures were too hard to handle. You couldn’t just act neutral. Because you wanted more..
We were friends but it's been a years. You told him with a weak voice. He kept looking at you and meantime your eyes moved from smooth skin of his cheeks to his amazingly shaped lips. You left Korea because you couldn't take it anymore. You used to think rationally but not in front of Jiyong. You would probably do something that you would regret later. That's why you was here. In France. Country of art and fashion.
Don't look at me like that. You said to Jiyong. Hug was last thing I would expect from you so I might be confused.
Why?
He seemed serious again. You sighed and looked away.
You didn't seem to care that much after I left. You said with bitterness. Few calls when I was already in Paris and then nothing.
It didn't seem that he was going to answer. He always remained silent when he tried to avoid some topic. You smiled under your nose and nodded. Of course, you thought.
Anyway, have a nice evening. It was good to see you. You lied and turned away.
Mia..
You ignored him calling you and you opened a door of vip room. Then you almost collided with your friend who was just going to went out.
Here you are! I was going to tell you a great news. Chanel house wants to make another commercial and Karl would like you to film it. She started talking fast and then her eyes stopped somewhere behind you. Oh.. And GD would take a part in it. If you agree of course.. Right?
You turned around and saw Jiyong standing close to you. He smiled to model.
Yeah. You don't refuse Karl Lagerfelt's offers. he said with sudden enthusiasm 
Wait a minute. I even don't know about details. At first let’s talk it out with Karl. You said like it wasn’t big deal but you suddenly felt uncomfortable. 
4 years ago
Doors were opened and you saw many people inside. It's been a while when you worked as director's assistant but it was a first time when you showed up in recording studio of YG. You recognized all three members who was there. T.O.P, Gdragon and Seungri. Of course you knew Big Bang. You would even call yourself a fan already. You fell in love with their songs when you watched how director was consulting with movie editor how to edit their music videos. You graduated as director at Art Academy in USA. You had Korean roots from your grandpa who married American woman but you actually looked like a white person. Double eyelids, eyes in light brown color and pointed nose. You was seen as beautiful woman in Korea. You knew Korean as well. Your friends were telling you to become a trainee but you couldn't sing and you always dreamed of becoming director. There was a lot to do in kpop. Always some new music videos or dramas. But now you worked in YG. It was great opportunity to start amazing career. At least you thought like this back then..
Hello. I'm Mia Lee. I'm helping director to edit your music videos. You introduced yourself to Big Bang members when you already showed up in front of them.
You was noting director's suggestions when he talked with music director. You felt gazes on you. Your eyes met with a guy with ginger hair, a leader of Big Bang. It wasn't anything new. Some white (looking) girl was director's assistant. They must have been surprised.
Ok. That's it. Have you noted it? Director asked.
Yes, sunbae.
Fine. Let's go.
Good bye. Work hard. You said to three Big Bang members.
Yes. Hwaiting, director's assistant! You heard GD and you bowed. Few years later you found out from drunk Seungri that three of them stared at you because they indeed were surprised but they were happy to have a such a pretty assistant in their company.
76 notes · View notes