#gender dysphoria is actually kicking my ass rn tho I wasn’t joking abt that

[milkymooshi]

Genuinely going thru a gender dysphoria crisis bc I can’t look in the mirror anymore without wishing I was Oswald Cobblepot bc I want whatever he has going on. Like whatever he was that made him dress the way he did? I want it. I want it melted down and injected straight into my bloodstream like black tar heroin. I know it would fix all my gender dysphoria immediately. Being NB/genderqueer is not enough. I need to dress like an 12 century monarch who got lost in the Ross clearance section and be percieved as a man.

#tw: drugs #gender dysphoria is actually kicking my ass rn tho I wasn’t joking abt that #like shit why was I born AFAB this fucking sucks. I hate this. #I wanna go on T but I don’t think I could bc I have a chronic illness and idk how my body could react to that change #kicking screaming crying throwing up #oh to be Oswald Cobblepot…the dream… #oswald cobblepot #gotham penguin #gotham #moo.txt