#god i did that a lot when younger. its like dnd you roll a social interactions check and just fail critically sometimes.

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#hey. lets let our body go limp so its like acting and looks realistic #diary #personal #i um. just hit myself on my forhead? idk why i did that i just forgot to contain the impulse ig????? #but that reminded me that as a kid id commonly hit my head just like that. i guess it was a stim of sorts? #i still do it sometimes. usually i just flick my forhead ig. #btw its not self harm. its a bit different but im too tired to explain. #the one i just did is probably close to a tick or something ig? i rly dont know why? i was just watching tiktok b4 bed??? #but yeh. everyone like. just hits their hands on desks n shit to see if it would hurt as a kid n shit #its more like that ig. i havent done that shit in a while tho lmao #OH! once when i was a kid we were playing this fake fanting game or some shit #and my neurodivergent ass thought. #...it did look realistic apperently. bc my god everyone was so concered bc i went thud! #...fun fact i hate the concern of others like that. also it didnt even hurt!!!! #........i jusr really failed to concidered that that could be a bad lmao #god i did that a lot when younger. its like dnd you roll a social interactions check and just fail critically sometimes. #its honestly terrifying tho. i still do it now and then and its not fun.