#granted now everything hurts more and is somehwta swollen

[tboyautism]

the idea of forearm crutches is. so nice. i feel relief just thinking about them.

#i have no idea how to fo about mobility aids #for context: im unmedicated right now. conpletley. #after an mri didnt find any swelling they took me off my meds cause my arthritis seemed like it wasnt active #granted now everything hurts more and is somehwta swollen #pain clinic in several months and im suspected for having fibro or another pain amplification disorder #but god #my hips and knees are so bad walking has become so painful #stairs jesus christ #i have to go up them every day for school and i dread ir #my physical therapist also thinks im ready to graduate from physical therapy #because of how strong ive gotten #and the initail reasoning for me to not get a cane or anything was because we were focusing on strengthening my body #but everything still hurts. lol. #the idea of being able to put my weight on something other than my knees sounds so nice #im so tired #ugh #fibro #arthritis #disabled #tagging this because i kind of need advice