#havibc a cry at thr club

[melit0n]

I'm drunk and I'm using Tumblr as my notes app sso everybody ignore me

I am so full of love for everything. I love thr way sunlight comes through the window just right during golden hour. I love the birds in the tree outsifr my window. I love the way tge wind howls in a storm. I love the graffiti artist that keeps poppping up around the city. I love the moon and the sun and the stars and the universe and every thing that has ever been

I love the smell of new and old books. I lobe the taste of hot cocoa. I love the sounds of the city. I love the texgure of the wool of my scarf. I love sunsets and sunrises and all of that

I am so full of love and it is bursting out of my chest

Am I getting drunk because I hate myself? Yeah, but do I still want to live and enjoy because life is cool? Yeah!!

#knowing me I'll delete this in ghe morning #biit I love life very much #shoutout to all my mutals and my momma and da and friends and philosophy teacher for allowing me to find beauty in this was of things #to anybody who needs it #from one astronomically depressed person to another #you'll get there #promise #long ass road to ride on but you judt wait #go outside and look and nature and Life and realise that the big city can rot you inside out and that things Live diespiet it all #I don't kniw if I should tag this as a ent or not. but J will just incase #tw vent #mel's thoughts #havibc a cry at thr club