#he’s gouging his heart out because of the poison contained in it and his regret and mourning what could’ve been

[stillthesunkenstars]

Thinks about brax’s dead body and all its scars with tenderness and sorrow

#braxiatel #irving braxiatel #soemtimes I count in my head how many times he’s died and to what and it’s just #oh my god #he’s gouging his heart out because of the poison contained in it and his regret and mourning what could’ve been #if given a chance he would like to be kinder #it’s only the scars in like 3 episodes in that picture #he’s got so much more phantom pains from every timeline #he is the one who burns the condemned and he’s the one condemning himself #in all his frantic ness he wanted to be a good person but he couldn’t because there is no power in goodness in his world #so he settled for the next best thing to become the monster #as long as his glassy gaze is fixed on saving those he loved in the end the only way forward is deeper. right? #mine #I’ll gently lower his body into the ground but there is no other way #his story has to end