#here's to hoping she releases new music this year 😔

[alexandrasavior]

THE ARCHER - alexandra savior (2020)

#alexandra savior #the archer #mine #mine: as2 #gif #edits #here's to hoping she releases new music this year 😔

[feelbokkie]

Okay, I finally came upon some free time today! Love the new theme and pfp! You post so much too! I legit had to go back and fix this message before sending it since you posted LR14 while I was typing this lmao.

I'm glad Changbin and Hyunjin officially ended the bet in and are just genuinely spending time with Y/n (but I still believe they're way too late with that...like, it's still gonna blow up in their faces I'm afraid) and that Cerberus is getting signed! The second bet boys need to stop though!!! 😩 Seungmin is the main menace in there but I'm so disappointed with Minho being cool continuing the second bet even AFTER he saw Y/n struggling emotionally??? (Also Jisung has to get himself together, he seems to be struggling himself from his tweets lmao)

Also, how is LR going to end in a WEEK!?! I'm so excited/anxious about how it's all gonna go down 😣 Still holding out for Felix physically fighting people 😤

"Please Don't Care About Me It's Okay" was also so good! I also really hate crying in front of other people. It's why I think I'm so awkward comforting people who are crying since I assume they also don't want to be seen crying, but I also can't leave someone alone if they're crying unless they ask me to (but they always ask me to stay 😭)

-👻✌️

P.S.

Your SKZ shelf looks great! You'll eventually need a second shelf though since they release so much music! I'm jealous since I'm a relatively baby Stay so I'm working backwards to get the older albums 😔

I'm trying to rest more (I'm actually using my comp hours to leave work early today 👍) but I'm in one of the worst states for air quality because of the wildfires rn so my asthma is acting up 🫠 I'm hoping it doesn't look like the apocalypse again this afternoon like yesterday. The sky was so hazy and orange and everything smelled like smoke, but the superintendent refused to cancel school 🙃

I tried to answer this during my break but I was taking too long, but I’m home now!

Thank you! I feel like a change and here we are! And yeah, i’ve been posting like crazy but I think it’s mostly rambles and LR. I inly uploaded early so I could read comments while on break at work lol. I also gave up writing for 3 years before starting Feelbokkie so I think the reason why I’m posting so much is because I repressed my creativity for so long and unfortunately it everyone else’s problem now😅

Seungmin is an absolute menace with the bet I think he just wants to watch the world burn. And as far as I know, I say as if I didn’t write the damn thing, Min doesn’t know that the reason why Y/n shut down is because of the bet. Felix doesn’t even know that because he’s choosing to trust Hyun and Bin when they said there’s no bet going on. Hyunjin vaguely knows it’s because of the bet. He knows that she spiraled because she felt bad for sleeping with both him and Bin but he never put 2 and 2 together. As far as Min knows, she was just sad. But if he realized that it was because of how Hyun and Bin were messing with her, he would have shut that shit down immediately. As for Ji, idk what his problem is. He’s just taking over as leader for baboracha I guess.

And yeah, last night I did the math and if I post a chapter a day it should end by Wednesday. I’m going go try to finish it up today and schedule the posts but we’ll see. Just try to mentally prepare for the last 6 chapters.

I hate crying period, let alone in front of other people. It’s so bad that when my oldest brother died this past December I don’t think I cried. I was like Y/nnine in chapter 12 basically, just worse off, until something totally unrelated happened the week before I posted my first post on here and lost it. I cried in front of my mom and nieces and nephews. It wasn’t pretty. I’m so bad at comforting ppl too (which is shy I don’t write as much fluff I think)

PS

Thank you! I have 5 more albums coming next week and then I should have at least one of every album, including the Japanese ones so I should be good until next comeback. But I have all the Korean albums rn. I’m a baby stay too! (although am I even that anymore with the amount of content I’ve made?) i’m just really bad with saving money 😅

You deserve to leave work early! Take a break! And I get the air quality thing. It’s (almost?) wildfire season here so Imm going to have to start wearing a double mask out to avoid getting an asthma attack. (i say almost with a question mark bc I saw a smokey the bear billboard today on my way to work but I’m not entirely sure). They never cancel schools when there’s a fire over here unless the campus is on fire. Last year the mountain right next to campus was on fire and we still had class. And my school is in mountains. Literally one gust of wind and it would have been over. 😩

#feelbokkie answers #👻✌️ anon #LR press tour

[the-softest-bruise]

Post your favorite album by 8 artists you like and your favorite song from the album…

I'm counting on the expand post feature, if for some reason it doesn't work out oopsie haha *twirls hair* sorry for not being able to shut up about my questionable taste in music lmao. I have no idea how to add a read more on mobile in the year of the lord two thousand and twenty two

I was tagged by @lagloriana thank you so much! ❤️ (yes of course I wanna do it!! consider me down for getting tagged in anything really, even if it takes me several years to get around to doing it in the end)

I'm tagging @eulenspiegelei @burning-in-this-dark-world @melaninm0nster @maybecomedy (only if you want to of course! also please let me know if anyone wants to be removed from this post, that's no problem) (also!! if anyone wants to be added that shouldn't be a problem either! just lemme know)

Alright here goes, sorry in advance if anyone decides to listen to anything simply because I'm mentioning it here:

1. Lana del Rey / Ultraviolence - Cruel World (i don't know what it is but this song unlocks shrimp emotions in me. Also I'm aware how much she clashes with the rest of this list but she's everything and whenever she releases something new I will listen to it no questions asked. Hope I get to see her live on stage one day ❤️)

2. Alice Cooper / Brutal Planet - Cold Machines (probably not my favorite song by him generally speaking but probably my favorite song on that particular album on which I like every single one of the songs. The only singer on this list I've seen live on stage - twice - and intend to see again, fingers crossed. He means so much to me and my obsession with Your Dad's Music™ is entirely his fault because he started it when I heard Poison for the first time in 2008)

3. Limpbizkit / Chocolate Starfish and Hotdog Flavored Water - My Way (listen, if the music sounds like something that would be played at a small independent skateboard store that sells oversized hoodies it's very likely right up my alley, no matter if it's rap, rock or reggae or a mix of all of these genres)

4. Linkin Park / Meteora - Somewhere I Belong (I'd say I like Hybrid Theory just the same, maybe even more, but it's harder to pick a favorite song on there. One of the bands that means the most to me but that I hardly ever actually listen to anymore)

5. HIM / Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights - Beautiful (I remember so clearly the first time listening to this album in 2005~ish, I got the CD from the library and kept returning it just to immediately borrow it again until I finally bought it from the local record store. Feels like a melancholic summer night just after sundown)

6. Led Zeppelin / Mothership - When The Levee Breaks (yeah that's a Best Of Album, so what. It has all the good shit. Feels like late summer to me and I always listen to it in the car throughout September)

7. Metallica / Black Album - Wherever I May Roam (that's probably a controversial opinion, I know the black album is a breaking point in the band history for some fans. also, I don't necessarily consider myself a die hard fan despite literally owning a t-shirt lol. I do like this album though and have a lot of memories connected to it.)

8. Mötley Crüe (derogatory) (I have been listening to their music A LOT lately while literally thinking they're trash but not being able to fucking stop? I don't know which new mental illness I have discovered in me) / Theater of Pain - Home Sweet Home (here's the thing: Mötley Crüe is not even remotely in my top ten of favorite bands and theater of pain itself is okay I guess? However this fucking song? This FUCKING song?? Yes I DO take you to my heart. Yes I DO feel you in my bones. No I REALLY never feel left all alone when I just take this song. 😭❤️😭❤️✊😔❤️️ I love this song so much I've been considering getting a fucking tattoo of it for well over ten years now, that's how much it means to me. That's long enough to decide about a tattoo, right?? I should do it. Easily in my top five of favorite songs of all times EVER. Play this at my funeral I'm not even kidding)

#honorary mentions: #ozzy osbourne / no more tears: road to nowhere (although mama im coming home is a close second) #in flames / soundtrack to your escape: the quiet place #acdc / back in black: back in black (literally every song on this one is great. its like a best of album except it's just a regular album) #lorde / pure heroine: glory and gore (this is such a wintery feeling album for me idk why) #about me #tagged in

[ragazza-paradiso]

well, we are 7 hours away from the very first eurovision show of this year, so i might as well make a ranking of semi 1, based on all the footage of rehearsals we’ve seen so far….

i find this semi final to be much stronger than the other one, and a lot harder to rank tbh. whatever happens i’m gonna lose at least some of my faves 💔

17. 🇳🇴 “Give That Wolf a Banana” by Subwoolfer: i’ve already been over so many times that i don’t like this song and the rehearsals haven’t changed that for me, so yeah.

16. 🇨🇭 “Boys Do Cry” by Marius Bear: the song is boring with a message we’ve heard 1000 times before and the staging is cringe i’m sorry but this is not it. plus the melody is…. eerily similar to what a beautiful world.

15. 🇧🇬 “Intention” by Intelligent Music Project: the staging is actually pretty good and definitely elevates the song but the actual song is just too weak to go anywhere for me. doesn’t deserve all the hate it’s gotten from eurofans though.

14. 🇦🇹 “Halo” by LUM!X ft. Pia Maria: the studio cut is good but from what i’ve seen the staging’s not that great and pia maria’s vocals just aren’t what they need to be for a song like this. dance songs like this are always very difficult to do right at esc and i don’t think they’re perfected it enough unfortunately

13. 🇩🇰 “The Show” by REDDI: i do like this song but i tend to forget it when i’m considering the whole line up which is a shame! but once again the staging just hasn’t really elevated it enough for me

12. 🇦🇱 “Sekret” by Ronela Hajati: i’ve been on such a journey with this song; i LOVED it in FiK and it was one of my faves, then she released the revamped version partly in english and the new beat and it slid down a little in my ranking because i preferred the old version, but i still liked it. and then the stage performance… i love ronela so much still and i really hope she qualifies because it seems like she has put so much effort into eurovision, but honestly this performance is not great. i think they got the colour palette wrong and it looks very messy from what we’ve seen. i wish she had just kept the base of the FiK performance and adjusted it slightly for esc but oh well 😭

11. 🇸🇮 “Disko” by LPS: another song i actually really love, but i can’t squeeze it into my top 10 😔 the staging looks good but not amazing - that’s the only reason it’s not qualifying for me

10. 🇲🇩 “Trenulețul” by Zdob și Zdub & Frații Advahov: this is so fun and yes, while i may be disappointed there is no train on stage, i can’t ignore the pure energy this entry has. it’s why it has to be in my top 10.

9. 🇱🇻 “Eat Your Salad” by Citi Zēni: another entry that has this infectious kind of energy - pure good vibes and it’s quirky in an actually organic & funny way (take notes norway).

8. 🇺🇦 “Stefania” by Kalush Orchestra: i really love this song, it’s catchy and incorporates traditional instrumentation which i love, but the staging hasn’t really clicked for me yet. idk it feels a bit messy. but maybe it will come together in the live shows

7. 🇭🇷 “Guilty Pleasure” by Mia Dimšić: i know, i know, this has maybe a 2% chance to qualify, and i am going to be devastated when i lose it this evening, but…. here i am. i love this song, i love mia, i like the staging (controversial opinion?) and i just think this doesn’t get nearly as much love as it deserves.

6. 🇦🇲 “SNAP” by Rosa Linn: this was a bit of a meh song for me before rehearsals, but the staging… wow. one of the best stagings this year for me. she’s an amazing singer too, literally sounds the same as the studio track. the lyrics have grown on me a lot too. girlie will sail to the final.

5. 🇮🇸 “Með hækkandi sól” by Systur: this is so magical, i love the way they’ve choreographed it and the camera shots are amazing. their voices together are so enchanting. i REALLY hope this qualifies, they deserve it!

4. 🇱🇹 “Sentimentai” by Monika Liu: this is the biggest grower for me this year, she is amazing and charismatic on stage, the camera shots are great and i love her costume. just so good.

3. 🇵🇹 “saudade, saudade” by MARO: this song is so beautiful, so from the heart. i love the staging, it’s so intimate, and i love that maro brought along other festival da canção artists with her. they seem to have a really close bond and you can tell from the performance.

2. 🇳🇱 “De diepte” by S10: i’ve loved this since the beginning and i’ve never stopped. her voice is amazing and the instrumentation is haunting but beautiful. the lyrics are exactly the same. you feel the pain she feels. i’m so happy S10 decided to take part in esc this year.

1. 🇬🇷 “Die Together” by Amanda Georgiadi Tenfjord: i got goosebumps when i first listened to this song and again whenever i see her perform it since. she is breathtaking, the staging looks beautiful too. i love the acapella beginning and the explosion of noise at the end. my winner this evening

#esc 2022 #rankings #i’m so excited but also nervous bc i’m gonna lose some of my babies tonight … 🫣

[vityuuwrites]

the silence after a question no one wants to answer......i can smell it

here it's like almost 12am so hehe almost done with school like 2 more hours to go

hope you wont get online!!! it really is bad or idk i dont like it,, but i also dont have to put up with everyone at school ignoring me or yeah

plus i can write in lectures and listen to music so yeah

btw idk if you listen to kpop or something but there is this girl group that has released a new melody it s called the feels by twice and boy is that therapeutic

highly recommend cause it makes me forget all my problems so yeah

hmm what music do you like listening to? like do you have a specific genre you listen to or anything in general?

Oooh, you're 1 hour ahead of me then!! It's currently almost 11, I'm kinda just vibing reading fics and making lunch, way better than being in class 🤭🤭 hope those two hours pass by quick for you!!

Would prefer not to live through that silence again, especially because I really do love that teacher, she deserves enthusiasm in all her classes 😔 I'm gonna miss her this year since I don't have any English classes

That is a very big plus of lectures. Most fics I've written since corona (with the exception of my yuumori ones) were written during lectures cause I could not be bothered.

Omg twice released a new song??? How did I not know this??? I love them, I even have merch from their What is Love era (though I had no idea it was merch until,,,, this year oops), thanks for telling me!! I gotta listen to it...

Ahhh, I don't stick to just one genre, I don't think?? I listen to basically everything that I find catchy, my playlists have everything, from pop to rock and emo and screamo and musicals, as long as it pleases the ear I love it!! But I've mostly been listening to kpop lately (cry for me has been on loop for the past week ASLGLG)

Besides kpop what kind of stuff are you into?? We can swap recommendations if you want 🤭