#hes grown enough that he knows his value but hes also a heavily traumatized kid whos SO SCARED of losing what hes gained

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speaking of mairuma ive seen people complain that iruma should just reveal hes a human bc the author keeps teasing the will he or wont he and its apprently annoying which is just SO wrong on so many levels

#like. charavter wise of COURSE he hadnt told anyone yet #maybe in the beginning it was more about not wanting to get eaten but like #ituma has experienced this thing all fictional characters get which is called Character Development and he KNOWS he has people who like him #who he trusts so much and would hate to lose #like the harvest festival did not have him breakdown not because people found out he was human #but bc hes scared that theyll LEAVE him bc of it #hes grown enough that he knows his value but hes also a heavily traumatized kid whos SO SCARED of losing what hes gained #and maybe its irrational at this point to think it but to iruma him being a human is the only thing that truly sets him apart from everyone #he'll be isolated again and he doesnt want that!! #hes scared!! and hes mot at the point where he can just say fuck it and tell his besties! let the man breathe!! #the author isnt even teasing it much either 😭 like its all very reasonable? the reasons why he hasnt like it literally tells you why he hasn #id be SO MAD if fucking kirio spills the beans mo matter how much of a relief itd be for the readers to have it out there finally #like yeah just have some crazy who can and will kill you spill your deepest secret. im sure that would not feel violating at all #michi tag #can people have some PATIENCE #like i know it feels like its being dragged out bc its a weekly release but god damn #if you actually read it start to current chapter things flow very nicely