#homeboy gonna take a g e s to handwrite

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things i am foolish enough to do: stubbornly handwrite long fics before typing them up

things i dread doing because of How Dang Long they take: that

things i will never stop doing: that

#labhrambles #mind you this is just the last chapter #or the penultimate chapter i havent decided yet #goin out with a bang #the bang being my joints once i finish writing it #yall this chapter is like. a third of the whole story by itself im shook #the notebook has 68k right now and adjusting for how i tend to embellish on second drafts itll probably wrap up around 90k #add onto that the embellishments of the third draft and just. i dont even know yall #im so. lazy. about the handwriting part even though i know for a fact it makes for better fics from me #obv not the ideal tactic for everyone but i rough the first on a keyboard / refine the second in the notebook / finalize the third draft #-in typing it which like. its a Very Good Method for me because it's an ungodly amount of editing and rewriting so i catch most everything #however. its. so much work oml i cry // also i learned from my mistakes and Did The First Rough on a doc this time so the notebook #is a lot nicer and a lot more direct rather than all rambly and chaotic like last year's big bang #not to mention that last year at this point i didnt have much of anything to show my artist which was a shitty move on my end #idk its. a heck ton of work and i just came into these tags to kinda ramble kinda vent bc i just now finished the rough of this chapter #which has taken. like. days #homeboy gonna take a g e s to handwrite #its literally gonna be. like. twenty sheets of paper #this chapter might straight up take me to notebook page 150 depending on how messy/big my handwriting gets #yall i am. not ready and i am absolutely procrastinating by hiding in the tags here #also if you read this far for some reason - whats up? hope you're having a nice day and if not i hope it gets better #ily tag squad y'all're the best