#honesly this was so fun tho !!

[itsmeelenoryayy]

This is kind if a rant post but i just have to get this off my chest what ive seen in the creepypasta/marble hornets fandom is how much some people write Tim/masky as like this very toxic and rude person who just dosent gives a shit about anyone and thats where you can really see who acually watched marble hornets and who didn't i get it not some people acually have the time the watch the whole thing but hey am here to help with that and talk about his caracter a bit

So Tim basicly grew up in a mental hospital and took medication for a long time he had seizures hallucinations and just really bad stuff honesly and hes been tormented by the Operator from a very young age and the hospital he was staying at as a kid burnt down but he goes back to the place pretty offen (he even haves a panic attack and halucinates that the Operator is there wich was honesly way too realistic and scary) he and Brian are frends but Masky and Hoobie are NOT frends Hoobie does everything in his powers to work aginst the Operator and aginst Tim, Hoobie even takes away Tims medication once and we can see him having a seizure (wich was also very scary pls give this man a break)

Now that we kinda got his backstory out of the way lets talk about his personality he comes off as very rude and sassy to people at first and he just seems to hate when people try to get closer to him wich let me tell you something thats a trauma respons my dear people who ware treated badly and got blamed for everything in ther childhood offen push people away in order not to hurt them since Tim blames himself for everything that hapened to Alex Brian and Jay (wich something i do not belive to be true) hes like those people who would rather have you hate him then be disapointed in him but if you somehow manage to spend more time with him you can kinda see how caring he can be its hard to see it but i still see it in him he cares very deeply for the people he loves (he literally give half of the pills he had to Jay when thats basicly what keeps Tim alive and away from a possible seizure) even tho he pushes everyone away he hates begin alone and on his own but i think if you know him enough he will finaly show his true caring self even if he lets somebody get somewhat close to himself he does some things that he wievs as "the best for them" but ends up accidentaly hurting people while trying to protect them he also smokes i forgot to say that

Now for the caracter of Masky we don't acually know much about him we never acually hear anyone calling him Masky in mh i don't know if the creators said it or its a fandom thing hes very agressive but still somewhat smart and hes not on anyones side but dosent nececarrly works aginst the Operator hes very agressive and we never acually hear him talk i like that headcannon that Hoobie is selectively mute and i think that Masky isint hes just an asshole and sees no reason to speak

Also a random fun fact about his caracter he can play the fucking banjo and he haves something what Alex calls "the music room" wich is just a room with instruments pluss one of the creators said that all of them have myspace account wich is super cool i would wanna see what Tims Myspace account looks like

Yeah thats it let me know if i sould add anything also there is this creator rabbit or rib who i think portraits him very well go check her content out shes very awsomesauce i hope that helped byeee

#jay merrick #tim wright x reader #masky x reader #creepypasta x reader #tim wright #marble hornets #alex marble hornets #tim marble hornets #jay marble hornets #brian marble hornets

[szmaciarz-pospolity]

Honestly I feel like Circe is underapriciated. Like I saw few times already people saying she had no personality and was just a bad love interest to Rex, and meanwhile I also think her love plot wasn't really that good (I have things that I really like about it that I'll talk about later), I honestly think that's like the least interesting thing about Circe to me??

Honestly to me Circe is an interesting image of how evo youth might end up in this world. Especially since she's litearlly so human passing, yet still the world treated her like shit. We don't know what exacly happened, but that doesn't even matter, we know she was a teen girl in a shitty place. That's how she ends up in The Pack, wich is obviously q toxic enviroment. And like she's treated badly there from the start let's face it. Yet she always was like "well it could be worse, at least I'm not alone anymore 👍". And like, that rings home you know? I mean the situation was exaggerated compared to the expirences of most teens, but it's similiar enough. The expirence I'm talking about it obviously getting a friend or a whole friend circle that's toxic and treats you bad, yet you stay with them due to fear of being alone and you excuse them time and time again. That's how I mostly look at Circe's relationship with the pack.

There's also the fact that Van Kleiss straight up usses vounarable people to his advantage wich is really fucked up. Like we obviously see that with Breach, but Circe is a really good example as well. Like she litearlly belived all his words and refused to leave him AND FOR WHAT?? Honestly that whole thing kinda reminds me of a cult leaders idk it's interesting

I honesly don't really like the way Circe left The Pack, like the shift in her views seemed a bit sudden, even tho the episode definetely gave her reasons to do that, tho I kinda wish her reality check was a bit more,, brutal and personal you know? Like VK being a bitch to her, and being ready to break all of Rex's bones made sense tho to how devoted she was to VK I just wish it was something more centric on her. But how it is, I CAN ACCEPT THAT ESPECIALLY SINCE THAT LEADS TO MY FAV MOMENT IN HER CHARACTER.

Wich is obviously her joining The Hong Kong Gang. Like in that episode she seems just so much,,, healthier and way more chill??? Like she finally found people in her life that she's fully happy with and they treat her right. I don't know It's so nice to see her actually healing and far from that bullshit she was subjected to for so long. Like I mean in that episode shit goes down anyway, but we see she was happy before and in the end after they solve the problem she seems happy again. I especially like that she didn't join providance beacuse oh my god that would suck. But nope, she's far away from that shit, and she seems so much better.

Then season 3 comes and not gonna lie, I have mixed feelings about her in that season. It's a shame her situation sucks again and she got separated from her friends and got tied up in the Abysus bullshit. But also the episode is really dramatic and fun so- And overall I like to think after the end of the series, she still lives with the Hong Kong Gang and stuff Idk I love them togheather. Also give her her purple hair dye back cmon.

Now we come to the elephant in the room- Her relationship with Rex. Most of the critism of her character usually revolves around that so um yeah. I actually don't think it's awful?? Not great eighter but it's fine and I've seen worse. There's a few aspects of their relationship wich I really adore. It's that "what the fuck you're just like me" connection thingy. I don't know, I like the idea of them being able to relate to eachother. I also really like some of their moments, especially them having fun togheather in episode 2, or that moment when they hold hands wihout even realising it, and then Bobo comes, they realise that and they just quickly pull their hands away. I don't care that was adorable. I also like their overall vibe of the protagonist x the edgy one thing. Other than that the way their relationship was handled in canon could be worse but I kinda wish that after Circe joins the Hong Kong Gang, they stop being eachothers love interests and just become friends you know?? Like I don't know their relationship seems really rocky to me. In Asault on the Abysus especially LIKE I GET THAT CIRCE IS IN SO MUCH STRESS BUT CMON THAT ROMANCR THING IS CLEARLY NOT WORKING FOR YOU. Overall I think their ship and love plot is not bad, and it has elements I like a lot, but as a whole I don't think it's the best thing ever and I wish they stayed friends

I have no idea if any of the things I described here were on purpose, for sure at least some of the things were not, but that doesn't change the fact that there's a lot of interesting thins to think about Circe to talk about and overall she has so much potential, and her character could be explored so much WIHOUT IT EVEN INVOLVING HER RELATIONSHIP WITH REX. Overall all that I said aren't objective facts, just my thoughts on her character and how I interpret her. I don't know I like edgy teen girls that definetley need some therapy trope. Anyway bye I'm going to go watch a fnaf interview now.

#generator rex #genrex #gen rex #rex salazar #circe #pierdolenie moje

[gurorori]

The Seed and Queendom were so powerful whwhwbwhsjjdd i'm🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love. Cure for me was also verrry fun i love her choreographies, she's such a skilled and fluid dancer !!!

And exist for life is so🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭 beautifulllll i'm wjqbwnnsns <333 in love. I love. A lot . Mwah thank you for all your recommendations it is. 3:15am and i have to call it a day but !!!!!! Wah

da seed always gimme chills cuz i love da message & its nawt jus a figure of speech either, aurora fun fact is dat shes grown up in very close proximity 2 nature n clearly has so so much love n respect 4 it an i think it show wonderfully nawt only thru her music but thru her entire energy. she bcome one with it!! there a reason every1 calls her a forest nymph / elf n so much more in da comments aha

tho i think 2 call her anythin but human is a bit unfair, i think shes very human in da most beautiful of ways. unironically

queendom is suhc an anthemmmm... n it warms my heart when i see live performances of it cuz it really feel like one big hug with every1 given da lyrics n jus da vibes it creates. luv it so much, n i love da music video n_n women....

cure 4 me is very special 2 me even tho it a bit sillier soundin than most of her songs (along w the chorus blowin up on tt) readin more ab it from aurora herself tho, it turn out da inspiration came from sumthin dats a very loaded topic & after dat i cudn look at it da same & grew even closer 2.. THE SONG? idk why im talkin ab it lik a human but. word from miss aurora:

"Like always, I got inspired by a really huge, dark and horrible thing that happens in the world. The first seed of inspiration came from thinking about the countries where it’s still legal to do conversion therapy for gay people and lesbians. I just thought that’s so pointless. The first idea was me saying, ‘I don’t need a cure for me – just let me live, man!’”

“Why is it so difficult for people to just let others be themselves? Then I thought that it could mean many other things. People tend to believe quite quickly that something is wrong with them if they’re not like the people they see in front of them. It’s so sad that it doesn’t take much for us to really doubt ourselves.”

^ lil context 4 dat is, aurora is definitely queer as shes talkd ab her attraction 2 ppl in da past & shes had a girlfriend be4 too. i think she mentions dat she feels different romantically in regards 2 men n women. but also she doesn label herself really, but i think this gives more insight into this song. as well as ive noticed ppl talkin ab her includin some of her own more 'weird' mannerisms n well. the dance is weird n silly too (/affectionate!!! its gettin added 2 sky soon like i talkd abt in dms, n im boutta spam it everywhere) n i think it an incredible move too.

i think cure 4 me can also b related back 2 auroras neurodivergence, which she has talkd ab before. she mentioned bein made fun of @ school 4 bein autistic (altho i don think she was ever diagnosed w it) n also bein put on adhd medication in da past - pretty sure dats her official diagnosis. but yeah. honesly, jus from watchin the way she carries herself n moves n talks in interviews & lives, she was always so clearly different & felt closer than other artists 2 me. like nawt in a 'wow shes so weird' way like sum ppl say. idk theres an inherent sense of belongin w dat person cuz shes so much like us too. man i started cryin but anyway i luv her lots she really mean lots 2 me.

exist 4 love is very beautiful too.. i luv da reference 2 the birth of venus, i love da influence of 1920/30s music too like many mentioned.. it make me melt into a puddle sumtime. we rly do exist 4 it huh.!!!!

but yah n_n thank 4 goin on this aurora journey wit me!!! am glad it was fun & am glad 2 infect ya so @/meowyoi, ya n i can all grow a bit more insane togethr <3

[mrkis]

WHEN I TELL YOU I THREW MY PHONE AWAY SCREAMING AT THIS 😭😭😭 I knew it was a moment of realization to him. I just knew it.

The whole chapter pulled on my heartstrings and I felt for him, the ptsd from his past relationship, the being cautious of letting anyone in - I get that. 🥺 Honesly, I can see the growth in his relationship with mc, and I love it. Also, the fact that he wants to speak to her and clear shit up, but thats just easier said than done, especially when both of them have trouble speaking out their minds and hearts. Especially, considering how complicated their relationship is because they feel like they are crossing boundaries when they aren't.

Eunbin... that selfish, egotistical, manipulative bitch .... 🙃 I swear to god she is the most unreasonable person ever. I had a friend like her. Constantly making herself the victim of her own decisions, and feeling like its all justified because she felt like it was alright. Honestly, how the hell did she think its okay to leave and that they are fine after having a fight then some stupid make up sex without discussing it with him further??? Jesus thats so selfish and self-rightous behavior 😤😤🫥 He blocked her ass and she still thinks they are fine??? What in the actual fuck?? How is that even an option?? I hate Eunbin with every part of me even more with each next scene ... 🙃🙃 And I bet my ass she would feel like everything is okay after this talk they had and she hugged him ..🤦‍♀️ the audacity tho, he clearly doesnt even want to be around her and she goes ahead and hugs him??? BITCH NO. Step away and get your nasty hands off of him. 🙂 I guess him letting her hug him makes her think she can win him over and they are "fine" now ...jesus... I want to blame Jaemin, for letting her think that, but a part of me realizes he is also very affected and its all happening too fast for his liking. I just hope he is okay after mc leaves him in chapter 5 cause this must be some bad ass trauma. And I hope they finally get to talk it out properly eventually in be it pt3 or chapter 7. But they NEED to talk, like asap.

And to end this on a happy note - JENO BEST BOY ❤️ I swear to god he is everything, the support and understanding - immaculate 🥹🙏❤️ Now if he can get mc and Jaemin to be truthful to each other and clink their heads together so they can finally act normal and SPEAK, I would just kiss him all over. ❤️

THANK YOU CAS, FOR ANOTHER GREAT CHAPTER 😭❤️ I would totally say I cant wait for the next part but ofc take all the time you need but just know I will cry when it drops. 😭❤️ I love twlg so much. Its literally my comfort story which is weird cause it makes my emotions go into overdrive with all the stuff happening but it is. 🥺❤️

the line is one of my favourite lines :> i'm kinda proud of that one! i'm happy that it gave you that type of reaction.. i love it. jaemin is very cautious! i'm happy you mentioned that! he only lets certain people into his personal space, even though he's got a group of friends surrounding him. it was always jeno that was the only one that could come close to him and burst that personal bubble, letting jaemin show his truth feelings and emotions... but that appreciation scene just shows how far him and mc have come and how open (ish lol) he is with her :(

they still need to learn how to have a proper conversation... but i'm lowkey loving how they avoid it because angst <3 annoyance <3 confusion <3

eunbin is...... a tricky character for sure. but she's so fun to write and i'm enjoying including her in more scenes (very excited for pt.3 because there's so much eunbin) she is, however, definitely the type that is able to get what she wants all the time because she has that sweet face and sweet personality that everyone adores. she can come across as very selfish and oblivious which, yet again, i love LMAO. her bringing the angst is just everything. angst is what i like best.

but ah..... i can't wait for you to see how jaemin reacts when he realises mc had left him. it's almost like deja vu.... but yeah! jeno is literally the best. he's so comforting and understanding, he's literally the bestest friend. i want him.

thank you for enjoying twlg and thank you for all the compliments :( i'm very very very grateful

#‣ [asks] #jaehyuns-adorable-dimples ⛧ #twlg: spoilers #fic: the way life goes

[deadduvznap]

Me an 2 of my other boyfriends lost to our other boyfriend. I had so much fun tho.

Your pal, Stolas 💜

honesly an L but im glad you had fun !!! subbing is always great im gonna be honest

#beloved stolas #atlas speaks

[the-travelling-witch]

calicos are my favorite!! sadly i cant get any cats rn atm. i'm the only sibling who isn't allergic :')) sjdhw i actually main cyno! tho scarab hunting is a pain in the butt and scouring the desert isnt fun ahdhw. my soft spot for tighnari happened bc he's so sassy and has 0 chil hehe. right?? bedo is very much like a prince and is my first crush (also do i spy a jealous haitham in the corner-) HONESLY CYNO'S INTERROGATION AFFECTED ME SINCE HE LOOKED SO HOT?? ~Lycoris

calicos are super cute!! and lucky too!! <3 they also make me think of jimin‘s serendipity but that’s a different story

i grew up with cats, so i‘m very used to their comforting presence and really miss it; my dream cats would be a black main coon with green eyes, and a lighter grey/white/cream coloured floof, not necessarily a main coon though it’s giving suna and semi from haikyuu jsjsh

tabbies are super cute too though <33 i like pretty much all cats except for the furless ones and the ones with the flat noses, poor babies probably aren’t very comfortable and the aesthetic just isn’t for me

i just sat down and marked every easily accessible scarab which made it a lot more bearable jsjsh but you have to teach me your ways, cyno barely does any dmg for me ㅠㅠ

jup, i can very much appreciate tighnari’s sarcastic side bc that’s me right there; also can anyone fault me for wanting to pet his fluffy ears? i don’t think so >///< big fan of foxes in general

yes!! he has that regal aura and it’s driving me up the walls+ it’s so funny when he’s being smug

[you‘re not wrong

al-haitham: and now why would i be jealous of them?]

#coffee & tea break #letter from: the lovely ri ✿ #i knew i didn’t need another electro unit #raiden gets the job done best anyway #but #cyno >:(

[moved-19871997]

fascinated by the way the dream team approach stans w dream explicitly defending them (making a whole video defending stand, having ‘dream stan supremacy’ in his bio) to the point of being known for it, to george’s more subtle acceptance of it and how he hasn’t rlly changed his behaviour after all the ‘minecraft pretty boy’ stuff and being called soft + given the nickname ‘gogy’, esp w ‘gogy’ bc so many other streamers poke fun at it but to him it’s just a nickname his fans gave him, to sapnap, who isn’t afraid of yelling at chat

#dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #sapnap #sapnap also makes funof the gogy nickname + 404twt which is kinda funny to watch #i think. dream knows the value of like. having stans on his side?? like. not to say that he doesnt appreciate his fans just like. he values #having his fans on his side more than he does appearing to be above all of that #like. every time ppl go digging into the shitty parts of mcyt fandom dream will always defend the majority #rather than denouncing all #even tho dream/mcyt stans have a pretty bad name #+ w george its the way he's so like. unbothered?? by it like. the gogy stuff #some streamers make fun of it but like. other people use it p genuinely #wilbur + tina use it just like. as his name #tommy i honesly cannot tell sdkjfghksdfg #anyway. djfgkhdjfgkh

[starswake--archived]

For my Ask game, 2,3,5, 7, 17, 27 and 32! (sorry if I went a little overboard oops😅)

omg no worries !! honestly i'm just excited as heck to answer them so tysm friend <33 also super sorry this took a bit

2. Who’s your favorite character from Alm’s side?

i’m so sorry i’m basic i really like alm LAKSJDF I just really love his maturation into becoming the leader of Zofia while still retaining a sense of who he was as a Ram villager! And I just really like that what drives him is his passion and that made me ; - ;

The other character (BIG OOPS ON MY PART) is probably Clive??????? But that might just be my interpretations with him because you can write him one way or another and it’s just fun watching a character having an internal struggle and seeing ideals clash in his head while watching everything play out (re: the Mathilda and Delthea incident and saving a noble woman vs saving a peasant) It’s just sooo good...

3. Who’s your favorite character from Celica’s side?

Sonya..... But I think that’s because she’s presently my muse so I have all these different ideas for her that I want to eventually write. She has a lot of potential and a lot of the potential comes from probably throwaway lines that you can just nitpick from the story (her sisters’ backstories, her fight with Jedah, the endcard, etc.) Also she’s pretty lol

The other one would be Mae AND THAT’S LITERALLY BECAUSE SHE’S JUST FUN LOL (oh my god wait I made my friend like Mae too because I was showing off Cherami Leigh's work as Mae and it was amaaaaazing :3)

5. What’s an aspect of Echoes you feel is underappreciated?

Maybe it's because I like being able to plan with a more understanding of calculations and all,, but damn, I really like how easy it is to calculate how much damage one side or the other does in this one compared to other games I've played orz and I think 3H was pretty easy too??? But I don't remember... But Echoes is the easiest for me and I appreciate that because it's just easier to plan beforehand lolol

7. What stuck with you after finishing the game?

I think it came to me after thinking long and hard over the game after finishing it but it was just the whole theme of growth and what allows growth of an individual and yknow the arrogance vs humility argument,,, the beautiful parallels between Berkut and Alm that I'm always super fixated on,, yeah,,,,,

17. What’s the flavor text quote that made you laugh the most?

“Well, slap my butt and call me a rented mule” will never cease to make me laugh Thank you Python

27. Your favorite cool details?

I found out that in Echoes they make a lot of reference to Gaiden and even its manga in lines characters say and that blew my mind completely over how much love was poured into the work ! For example this line:

Apparently this was actually a reference to how Kliff dies in the manga by being impaled on a lance :V There's more but I can't find the post sadly ,,

My other choice would be the references to other FE games...but Idk enough about other FE games to say anything about it. I just know they exist lol

32. Do you ship any rarepairs? What drew you to them?

I like Maelica so much and I ought to do more with them but I just like their supports sm,, it was just so cute how supportive Celica was of Mae just being herself and how Mae is always just really protective over Celica ; v;

But I think it was because when I first watched the supports I had nooooo idea Mae/Boey was a thing so when Mae was talking about someone she liked I genuinely thought she had a crush on Celica and was just asking indirectly if Celica likes her and I just got floored I just love Mae a lot ok

Echoes Ask

#snow answers #thanks so much friend i wuv u #honesly this was so fun tho !!

[elisabeth-carrion]

2020 was... a year. Tbh, 2019 was worse for me. Ive read my 2019 diary and i dont know how i managed, and in the end i was still optimistic. 2020 was supposed to be my year of spoiling myself and doing new things. Of course not everything went according to the plan.... but i managed to do a few things.

Lets see

This year i did two things i thought i would never, ever do. Like even last year, i didnt even consider it. 1. i got a tattoo. The idea came to me at the beginning of the year, the plan was to do it in spring, but then quarantine happened, then renovations, and in the end i had it done in september. Its a flower and i love it.

2. i left academia. last year i got accepted into phd program. It was a mess and in the end, i had enough. Ive stayed a few months longer for the scholarship money, and resigned. I am now academia free and enjoying my very frist study free christmas break. Im vibing

among other thing, there are: 3. i cut my hair. it was waist lenght and i cut it shoulder lenght. I dont know why it was such a huge deal for me, but it was. The hair grew back real fast and i had it cut again in november. I think im gonna keep it this way. Or shorter. I’ll see.

4. had my ears pierced. I had one set of earrings, now i have two. I bought a lot of earrings. I really like it. More jewerly is better jewelry.

5. discovered the band breaking benjamin, very nice

6. discovered the book captive prince. ive read it three times already. would recommend

7. made a candle out of what was left of other candles. easier than i thought, but putting dried flowers into it wasnt a good idea

8. made a hat. and then another hat. im kinda proud of them. didnt get to wear them outside yet tho

9. made a brooch. out of an old notebook cover and christmas decor. its kinda big. i dont mind

10. made a head band. this one needs some improvements tho

11. i thought online classes and im still alive. i prefer real life classes but i managed. i learned about teaching too, i hope i can improve my knowledge next year

12. renovated my kitchen! it was old and disgusting. now its nice and clean and pretty and i love it

13. started french, german and turkish on duolingo somewhere around march. im still doing it every day. kinda like it!

14. tried embroideiry. it was fine. i want to go to embroidery class after the plague is over

15. started taking my own outfit photos. i got a cheap tripod for it and it works! 

16. honesly i didnt count it, but i did some writing. I didnt finish anything, but i wrote significantly more than in the past. I want to finish something  next year

17. started using reusable pens again. sadly the ink doesnt really work on some of my cheap notebooks... it leaks. But i do when i can

18. expanded and cleared my wardrobe. I love every single dress i have. I cant believe i really do have a full wardrobe of pretty dresses! its a dream that came true

19. shaved my eyebrow. they grew back darker. now i have visible eyebrows for the first time in my life

20. got a resuable shaving blade. it looks baddas and i have so many razors they will last me a lifetime

21. met the google car! cant wait to see myself on google street view.

22. i learned kanji like crazy, im over 1700 now. Thats enough for the n2 exam, i will try to take it in december next year

23. renovated my room and rearranged the furniture. It is now the cute pink room i wanted for some time. I got a cute carpet and a vanity table. I feel like a princess and for the first time i feel that all my belongings are in order

24. started studying and doing tarot. i got cards for birthday and got really into it

25. assembled a diy tiny doll room. It was fun! its like puzzles but 3d. Its not perfect but i really enjoyed it

26. seen Laura Makabresku exhibition in Sosnowiec. It was nice.

27. Seen tour de pologne race. kinda randomly, i didnt plan to, but it was nice

28. went to a watercolor class. i really enjoyed it!

29. survived the plague so far 

30. started counting calories again. in the past i did it to control, to restrict, and to punish. Now i just want to know

Ive tried new things. I wrote down every single one of them, even the tiniest: 1. kurtosz in both sweet and sour verson

2. Kitkat in the following tastes: melon, peanut butter, salt caramel, gold caramel, strwaberry, salty lemon

3. okonomiyaki

4. carrot kissiel

5. smoking . yes im doings some back to the teenage years things. it tasted like ashes. i still have some left i dont know what i will do with them

6. spring rolls /sajgonki

7. chinese take out fried pasta

8. dandelion and burdock tea

9. mushroom bun - a polish street food with pieczarrki

10. pancakes with juice instead of milk. kind of accidently but it is a thing

11. boiled corn

12. lavender lemonade

13. vegan subway

14. salty licorice

15. vegan sandwich from żabka

16. oyakata soy ramen

17. halvah wafffles

18. gingerbread twix

19. shampoo in a bar... like soap but its shampoo. very nice

20. tofubar

21. bora bora black tea that tastes like roses

22. chocolate coated ginger

23. flavored coffe: five flavour mix, marzepan, raspberry meringue

24. Visited a few new coffe shops and restaurants [sowa, we coffee, mont blanc, zicherka, pod prosiakiem, kaffka, zielona krowa, proper coffee, suzette, starbucks, coffee faza, pigal] and places [zamek sielecki, this one park that has no name but has rainbow lights]. It may seem insignificat but for me its a big deal to visit a new place even if its just a coffee shop.... and its stressful. so yes im proud of that

i must say that i changed. im not the same person anymore. ive grown, ive learned my wants and needs, i started giving myself what i want and what i need, and maybe even more importantly, ive stopped punishing myself. No more of that. I deserve everything and im gonna get it :)

#i hope the list next year is going to be longer!!!!! #with bigger dreams accomplished!!!! #elisabeth no hitokoto

[mexcraziness-art]

Voltron Dance AU: Keith

If you're not familiar with the world of my Dance AU read my re-cap text post with the basics.

So about Keith!

Keith is half-human-half-Galra, and in this AU some uniqe half-galras have the abilitiy to shapeshift into the more non-galra species of their heritage, which is why Keith can willingly change between his Galra and Human looks. In the AU Keith is actually a triple agent. He’s originally working for The Blade of Marmora Team and he was raised by his uncle Thace (in this AU Thace is Krolia’s brother because I’m still salty Thace wasn’t Keith’s real dad, fight me) after his parents disappeared. His Dad was porbably taken by The Empire after snooping too close, and Krolia went after him to get him back and didn’t come back since. He’s sent by Kolivan to work as an undercover on Zarkon’s dance team along with Thace, but Zarkon takes an interest in his shapeshifting abilities and also sends him to be an undercover dancer on Team Terra when they become a potential threat when Alfor starts sponsoring them. I'm actually not sure about most of the charachters' relations to eachother yet so this part will be updated sometime in the future. Keith's names and aliases in his various teams: Team Terra: As a human he introduces himself as Akira, and his dancer alias is Red Samurai. When they change to Team Voltron his name will change to Red Paladin of course.  The Blade of Marmora: In the B.O.M. he goes by his human name, Keith. They don't have dancer names in the B.O.M. team, mystery is their aesthetic. The Empire: On Zarkon's team he's known by his Galra name, Yorak, they don't use aliases either because "they have nothing to hide". For the outfits, the first is clearly his practice outfit he wears when they train between dance-offs with the team, I just had to do something with a hippopotamus knowing that's Keith's favourite animal. The second one is his official showtime outfit, the one he wears to the competition. The third is his "civil" outfit. He wears that when he goes out to dance-clubs in incognito (hence in "civil" just himself) away from Team Terra during the competiton to snoop around and gather information for the Blade of Marmora. The fourth is his Empire outfit and JESUS CHRIST WAS IT HARD TO MAKE. Like Galra clothes and armor is super hard to turn into some alien dancing outfit. I'm pretty statisfied with the outcome tho. And the fifth one is his original Blade of Marmora outfit, I know not much changed from the show version, honesly it was even harder than the simple galra one, this is what I managed tho. And there'll be a sixth outfit when they change to Team Voltron. As for the Klance part of the AU, wow okay so, basically it's complicated. Of course "Akira" and Lance can't stand eachother, Akira considers Lance to be an annoying show-off, and Lance considers Akira to be an overrated closed-off emo guy. Tho behind all that they both apricate eachother's talents as rivals. Akira's best ability are his improvisation skills, he can come up with a hit coeography on the spot. While Lance is a really quick learner and I mean really quick, he can learn and mirror almost any moves right away. He's basically the only one who can keep up with Akira. Eventually they'll get along pretty well just as bickering friends when Keith warms up to Team Terra and starts to feel himself at home. HOWEVER, just like how Akira goes out as Keith in "civil" for information gathering to other clubs (or to just dance-off some extra steam), Lance also goes out sometimes, when he's feeling homesick or lonely or just needs to let off some energy. This is how they'll meet one night, and given how they hide their identities on the team they won't recognise eachother. At first they'll just tease eachother and have some friendly dance-offs but then later they team-up against other dancers and even start to meet up outside of dancing too. Long story short they'll end up in this loose-not-official-friends-with-benefits kind of relationship and they're both just cowards to admit more. Well Lance is a coward, Keith still has his sense of duty towards the Blade of Marmora. Of course everything comes to an end and eventually Lance will be the first to figure out Akira and Keith are actually the same person, and shit will really hit the fan when the team realises Akira is actually working for Zarkon. (They don't know about his Blade of Marmora thing at that time.) So yes that'll be fun, more on this in Lance's part. Personalitywise Keith is pretty much the same as in the show, probably much more serious and closed-off and brooding since he was raised by the Blade of Marmora he learnt to control his emotions better, and didn't have much of an identity crisis like his show counterpart. He'll become more soft and open with time after he joins Team Terra, but that's about it. I think that's about it for now, I'm kind of losing my train of thought here so I'll get back to it with an update if I remember anything else but I think this is what I have so far.

Art by @mexcraziness

Voltron and Keith belong to Dreamworks

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ASOUE LIVEBLOG (Episode 1)

-THE ENTIRE THEME SONG, YESSSSSS -Ummmmm, Lemony Snicket is Kronk??? -lighting a second freaking match, I cannot. -honesly the actual narration from the book is kinda really great tho, tbh -"rickety" is a word here that means "unsteady" or "likely to collapse at any moment" (just like their lives in t-minus 20 minutes oops) -"he wore glasses that made him look intelligent. He was intelligent" okay, but did he really need the glasses then, or is just tryna make himself appear intelligent so people expect it of him??? -"greif develops the powers of the mind" you kids are going to be freaking brilliant then, have fun with all the misery... -Sunny making a perfect skipping rock -the PICNIC BASKET -Snicket being all regretful about the misery the Baudelaire's are gonna go through, like, yeah right, as the author you're prolly over there gigglijg maniacally about all the stuff you're gonna put them through. I've written some depressing stuff before, don't tell me you don't enjoy their pain....... -why you coughing so much, Mr. Poe, no need to be draaaaamatic.... -OKAY SIR, LITERALLY NO VERBAL FILTER, YOU JUST SAID IT -HE JUST KEEPS GOING -"Perished means killed" YO SIR, NO IT DON'T BUDDY, PERISHED MEANS DIE, WHAT YOU KNOW?????? -the actors look so much like the one's from the movie, tbh, and I'm glad. -Mr. Poe's family freaking sucks -I thought that Uncle Monty was the first one they went to live with??? No? Okay... -wow, they got a pretty good actor for Olaf. -dude, the freaking eye in this show just looks like the Illuminati to me, anyone else? -oohhh, the window in the back of the room in Olaf's house is the eye too *twilight zone music* -Snicket, you freaking KNOW Olaf? Man, whyyyyyyyy is he still alive as you investigate???? -"It looks like a list" "wrong! It's a list" yeah, Klaus, it doesn't just look like one, it IS one, get it right bud. -the freaking duck on a table in Olaf's library. -Shampoo that encourages tears -"home is where you hang your hats, we don't have any hats" -"I told them to cry using their inside voices" -I said "bed" as in "more than one bed" -"the plural of bed is bed" -"applause" and "lipbalm" are the most important things in life. -"And I love your bank account" -"N for the Knowledge because I'm very smart" oh, yes. Verrrrrry smart. -tiny violin -"I don't have time to learn a second language other than... the language I'm speaking right now" -eVERY TIME Lemeny Snicket talks -chopped the anchovies, eh??? FORESHADOWING!?!?!?!?!?! -I swear, Olaf, that eye is everywhere in your house, man. -there is an "i" in "acting" tho.. -Olaf is actually a two year old -I think Olaf is blackmailing his entire theatre troupe -"this table is a mess, there's hardly any place to set a baby down" -"but the baby said there was chocolate pudding!" He's my favorite. -YOU HIT KLAUS, YOU CROSSED THE LAST LINE SIR -ummmmmmmmmmm escuse me was that old violet at the end? Or perhaps her mother????? But they died?? You guys I never did read all the books.....

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