#i am going to be making myself a nonalcoholic mango margarita later tho

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

The only downside to my parents having friends close to my age is that I dont talk much so they tend to talk to me like im a lot younger than I actually am

Like bestie I am 5 years younger than you at MOST

I get that you're cishet and married and have a kid so our lives are VASTLY different here but im TWENTY FOUR

Im quiet and awkward and autistic and won't look you in the eye and you dont see me a whole lot cuz im very noise sensitive and you people are loud

But you dont need to talk to me differently than everyone else here thanks

It just feels condescending

#i really need to come out to my parents so they stop referring to me as their daughter #it didnt used to bother me but its starting to REALLY bother me #also i got ma'am-ed at the grocery store twice last sunday (which ive always hated) and came home and drank 3 glasses of wine #and then felt like shit for like 3 days #ive been avoiding anything that needs to process through my liver to give it a rest which means ive been without pain meds all week #cuz the other pain med i have is ibuprofen which makes my acid reflux worse and it was already pretty bad all this week also from the wine #SO #no more alcohol for awhile #because ive spent most of this week feeling like death #i am going to be making myself a nonalcoholic mango margarita later tho #*frozen* mango margarita #with chamoy sauce to make it a little spicy so its not just a mango slushy lol #and tamarind soda if they have it #walmart app SAYS they have it but ive never seen it and ive LOOKED for it #but its supposed to be in the same place as the chamoy sauce #which they better not be lying to me about