#i can talk bout it all day.

[ac1dhao]

everyone has moved on and i’m still stuck here obsessing over long hair jeonghan.

#how do u go on with ur day #knowing he cut his hair #im so head over heels for him during super era #like ? literally the best hairstyle #i need more of that #i need a 10k page of him specifically in that super/hairstyle #jeonghan’s so fucking pretty #how does a man look like that #how does he look like fhat #these tags are long #cause im not done #ill never shut up #no im not gonna be quiet #cause? fuck he’s flawless. #im the biggest fucking fan of his hairstyles #hes perfect??? as hell??? #i can talk bout it all day. #🌏;jeonghan #seventeen #seventeen jeonghan #jeonghan #yoon jeonghan

[squuote]

man not to be that guy but like. if I gotta see or hear someone say the fandom is bad one more time I might just kill someone. and then kill someone again. just make an analysis post or idk do something fun and fucking shut uuup ohmy god

#delete later #morning thoughts Uh oh. figured out why I’ve been kinda antsy recently bout this #ok but you can’t blame me for this feeling I’ve had to see like FOUR different posts about this same issue #AND I GET IT!!!! ITS RLLY SHIT!!!!! BUT TALKING ABOUT HOW SHIT IT IS IN THE MAIN TAGS ISNT HELPING!!!! #like idk be proactive. make a self indulgent post or an analysis or something idk get creative #you can complain all you want but if I have to see it four different times in one day in the main tags I am gonna just like. attack you #this isn’t to say you can’t complain btw. I just hate when people complain in the main fucking tags and clog it up #LIKE USE UR OWN PERSONAL TALKING TAG FOR THAT #god forbid I just wanna see silly posts about my fav silly game without being bombarded by fandom bad complaining posts

[spotsupstuff]

what happened to boreas during the events of saint's campaign? I'd have figured because of his self sustaining properties, he'd be one of the last iterators actually functional before saint inevitably bababooeys him

-snaps fingers n fingerguns atcha- you got That right, buckaroo! Boreas indeed is still kicking just fine when Saint enters the Aeolus Root ring, especially if you ignore his mental state consisting of crushing loneliness and nasty ass giant case of guilt. i told Shkiki this- i geniunely think he'd only die if a lot of ice would block his water filtration systems. he's like a damn cucaracha

(see, Beebee is stationed very high up north n i think he's close enough to the sea that he uses That as his water supply. he runs Very cold, much more so than a normal Iterator- this is mostly the case cuz i wanna give the greek god Boreas shout out with it, but in-universe can be blamed on his sheer massive size. he needs to keep himself as cold as possible. can't exactly cool his systems with solid ice tho and so this person who doesn't like/can't handle other people Needs these other people that warm up the atmosphere n keep the polar caps at bay. so honestly even tho he's fine n dandy when Saint finds him, he was already living on borrowed time)

Saint has a bossfight with Boreas just like with Sliver except Boreas is.. kinda more sturdy n also more aggressive n has a bigger chamber- he's like Sliver+, that girl was a weasel. hard mode Sliver.

it takes a bit, but eventually Boreas' puppet falls and the antigravity stutters to a stop. i imagine that working iterators that put up a fight need multiple blasts before they completely die because each blast is killing only a portion of the Hivemind, then the rest of it rushes to fill in the holes, that gets blasted and the process is repeated until there's no more of the collective left. so you can imagine what kind of state B is prolly in after like 9 direct blasts

torn apart, exhausted and so much more smaller n lonelier than before, Boreas finally stops fighting and instead huddles in a corner. for once absolutely terrified out of his mind n insterestingly enough- regretful. he tries to send out a warning signal to the rest of the group, but he can't manage it with how diminished he's become. Saint approaches. Boreas doesn't plead for mercy. he stares the rat down even when its eyes wildly flash

Saint finishes him off. Leaves. Notos watched the whole thing

to say that Notos is fuckin Traumatized from that is an understatement. its special overseer stays with Boreas' puppet beeping at it for an hour, waiting for him to wake up. but of course, nothing

now, i'll add- Beebee n Notty didn't ever really Fully Click together. either they didn't interact much because of their "i gotta work, man" mentalities, they were shit at interaction or they barked at each other (even in mythology it says that fights between Boreas and Notos were catastrophic and absolutely terrifying- fun fact! Notos actually seems more dangerous than Boreas from what i've read n this Is meant to be reflected with the Anemoi Iterators too). like i've had the idea that when Notos calls for an elder brother n Boreas n Euros look up, it'd specify "the elder brother that I actually appreciate" when needin Euros

either way, these two were still siblings and Boreas *did* Mentor Notos when it needed it (along with Euros; the Winds r kinda like a lil self-sustaining group within the bigger group- they are "Elite"/Leading Iterators of The Children of Eo after all) n they still like... Loved each other. even when Notos cut the communications with him after everything started going down the drain, it still loved him. n it regrets some things it said to him (thoughtless.. cruel things...) but cuz of the way it is as a person it never decided to step up n be the one to reestablish contact and apologize

and now Boreas is dead. one of the first iterators of the group gone, maybe the third. it can never say now, how it is so sorry and never meant it

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #Notos' relationship with saint is a strange n complicated one. nobody traumatized notos like saint. saint is its friend. saint will kill- #-it one day. saint killed all of its family. Notos is the one who guided the death to them. saint is the salvation they need. saint is the- #-final doom. its family isnt moving anymore. it did the right thing. it's so terribly lonely and scared. saint hugs it in comfort. #No One Else couldve pulled through All That the whole way. only Notos who is painfully used to what it means to do a horrible thing for- #-the greater good. yet it doesnt mean these things dont torment it. it can state that it is a machine however much it wants. at the end of- #-the day Biting Notos is a Gen 3 technoorganic Iterator. at the end of the day it's still a little sister to over a hundred other Iterators #well this turned into Notos thoughts party my bad GJDSCKMMKLS hard to talk bout just one of em im doin my best to interconnect em as much- #-as i can. i Might make a comic for Boreas' fight at some point too but rn theres other things i wanna do n also just. need a bit of break

[seiwas]

the new troye sivan album is so good for situationship iwa tho 😭

#guys i go insane over at least one situationship fwb iwa thought a day i seriously Need him #the ff are all song lyrics #international straight shot to my heart???? #open invite if u wanna come 😭😭 god i wish it was yoUUUUUU #i hope that i got u the way that u got me baby ??? #COS I FEEL SO GOOD AROUND YOU?? can u imagine what we'd get up to??? there's smth diff abt tonightttttt #i dont think i can stop it i dont wanna go home alone alright ???? #KINDA MISS USING MY BODY ?? FUCK IT JUST LIKE THIS PARTY DID TONIGHTTT #dont go bringing me that close cause i feel so good around you im going in tonight like i love youuu #inching closer to sunriseee how we're laying side bby sideeee #in the morning ur hands around my waist?? just us two??? in the evening on my mouth ??????!!??! #i dont wanna clean up yet keep it messy messy messyYYYYYY ?????? #cause u mess me test me wrECK ME??!?!?!?!?!? all alone in my room m just thinkin bout youUUU #im still in it like that baby :-( a love junkie like that :-( im so silly like that :-( can u hit me back??? #IM UNWELL #i talked so much again

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Quirky representations of dementia should go die actually

#pardon me my friends i know I'm in a Good Mood today and will probably continue to be once I've taken some time to be mad/sad #but god the other night our ex-neighbour was obvs trying to comfort me #by talking bout a lady with dementia she knew who was onviously sick but in her mind she went out and did things and danced #and i was at the dinner table with my own sick lady #and therefore could not say honey. good for her i guess. #but my mum is almost aggressively trapped in her here and now #she doesn't know how to exist without us #her safe person is the husband her marriage was failing with #if we go out for five minute she panics and scratches at the door #she is sad and confused 95% of the time #content and confused the other 5% #and i can barely even visualise her as my mum anymore #because the mum who raised me would've killed herself if she knew this was coming #(like she used to tell me that. frequently tell her small child she'd rather kill herself than be unable to look after herself) #(which had a very normal impact on me I'm sure) #anyway. I'm a huge hypocrite and will still go and listen to marbles by the amazing devil and think it's the loveliest most romantic thing #and maybe some people do get lucky and find some joy in their minds when they have nothing else #but i have to just watch her brain fester and decay every day and there's just nothing quirky or beautiful about it #and all i can think is about how there's those mums who don't like raising small kids but enjoy parenthood when the kids are grown #and how that was supposed to be her #for a little while it was her #for a brief window of a couple of years she and i were each others best friend #and now she's this sad scared anxious thing shaped like my mum #who doesn't trust me as much as the man she was maybe a year or two out from leaving #and she's trapped in her brain and swiftly rotting #and it's just not cute and it's not funny #anyway #it is what it is #mr. bees speaks

[todayisafridaynight]

What’s a genuinely sweet moment with Jo?

LOL

#snap chats #if you talkin rggjo then him meeting up with mitsu at the bar was kinda sweet #its my fave scene cause i still think him ambiguously forgetting his wallet is funny #but if we’re talking y7 uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhLOL #he really just a sad asshole #the notion he was ready to give up everything for masato once he realized the extent of his conditions kinda sweet. ig #ughhhh no wait jo being like ‘i couldnt kill arakawa how could i’ does make my kokoro go doki doki a lil.. #thats pretty sweet…. #another thing thats Weirdly sweet is just how insane he is about masato during chapter 1 #yk scolding ichi for being late and saying killing him a thousand times wouldnt be enough if ichi left masato hanging #even more so because jo knows its masato’s actual birthday that day #even if no one else acknowledges it its sweet jo still wants masato’s real birthday to be good #following up on that its Again sweet how irate he gets at ichi over the notion ichi stole from masato #I MEAN. INSANE. LIKE CALM DOWN. but its the sentiment behind it considering Everything #all things considered jo can be a sweet guy… just violently lol…. love him…. #wahhhhhhhh now im thinkin bout jo bruh how am i supposed to eat these pancakes now…

[slutauthority]

it’s just!!! So easy!!! Like if queer is not a fucking slur than why is it supposedly this all powerful word like how did it get to that point? It’s so annoying bc this shouldn’t be that big of a fucking deal but you cunts call us TERFs and literal fascists for asking not to be referred to as queer and I don’t want to keep being forced to have this conversation. Like I had to see someone say calling queer a slur is ahistorical!!!! Which is insane!!!!! like!!!!! aren’t you fucking embarrassed? You fucking should be

#q slur #I don’t wanna keep talking bout this but I feel like I gotta shout it from the roof tops every other day #YOU can keep calling urself that and I won’t call myself that and all you have to do #IS NOT CALL ME THAT #THATS IT

[what-the-fuck-khr]

if I have to see another fucking video that calls me a fucking neurospicy/neurospicies I will personally find the ASMRtist in question and rip their fucking hands off

#how……. fucking……. #like how fucking weird. infantilising actually. wow #just!!!! just fucking say neurodivergent dickhead!!!! #even better just say autistic or ADHD when it’s clear that’s what you mean anyway!!!!!! #neurospicies……. I’ll fucking kill you #hot fucking tip. I’ll bite all of your fucking fingers off if you use it #like WHAT is up with people recently #in this bout of ‘we love and accept neurodivergent people! no not them they’re scary. the safe ones of course!’ bullshit #but the way these motherfuckers talk to the small demographic of neurodivergent people they aren’t scared of lmfao #it’s in the most infantilising baby talk ass way fucking known to man #I mean this so seriously. I’d rather you just start insulting me at that point. wow #ooc #head in hands. god #asmr and asmrtists trying to profit of neurodivergent people #is also…… the uptick in ‘asmr for people with adhd!’ videos these days #when all the video is is faster than usual or the trigger change faster than usual #and nothing else has been taken into consideration #you can tell it’s the weird ‘we only like these safe neurodivergent people!’ virtue signaling they’ve been doing lately #and not actually from someone who actually fucking knows anything about neurodivergent people let alone actually autistic or ADHD individual #GODDDDDDDDD JUST. SHUT UP

[aria0fgold]

Whumptober day 10, alternative prompt used: Hunting

Character: Panacea

Once upon a time, there lived a prince, a witch, and a hunter. The witch cursed the prince, the hunter killed the witch, the curse was lifted, and they all lived happily ever after.

But what if the prince and the witch are one and the same?

The world becomes the hunter then.

Panacea hugged himself tighter as he sat curled into a ball at the corner of a cave he hid himself in. It was cold, dark, dusty, damp, and quiet with only the occasional sound of droplets from the ceiling hitting the ground piercing the deafening silence. He took a shaky deep breath, body heavy from the exhaustion of another cat and mouse chase. With his soul exhausted from the weight of it all.

It was always the same, the stray mouse found a home with friendly cats. Cats who cared about the mouse, and the mouse who trusted the cats. If only the world was like the fairytales, it would've ended happily then. But life is never like the fairytales. Because the stray mouse will always be a mouse, and the friendly cats will always be a cat. There's only one ending for such a story like that. The cat bares their teeth and chases the mouse, the mouse then runs with all their might. Because it was either death or survival.

He was exhausted. Was it so wrong to want a place to belong? So wrong to want someone to care about him? So wrong to want his own “home”? Why? Because he wasn't human? Because of something he has? A blessing to others yet a curse to himself. It was his name, a constant reminder of what he is to others. Panacea, cure-all. He once liked that name, not anymore.

It was the only thing he had, no memories, no family, nothing but a name, a power, and a weakness he can never tell or show. But now he has none, not when his name is nothing but a reminder, not when his powers is for other's to use. What else is he left with? A weakness.

He's exhausted.

Panacea took another shaky deep breath, putting his head on his knees, pursing his lips as tears flowed down his cheeks. Why was he even born to begin with? To be a tool locked in a golden cage? Why does he always put his hopes up? Only to be let down again? Why must he even keep living? When everything in the world can easily kill him?

He always believed in the rainbow after the rain.

#ariawrites #whumptober 2023 #ariaoc #ariaoc: Panacea #whumptober day 10 prompt: alt #oh lookie here another oc appearance that i havent at all spoken anything about #am gon see if i can give lil info bout him in the tags without flooding it #so panacea isnt human aight? he's like... a typa supernatural being which is an og species of mine that i cant talk bout in tags #cuz ill be flooding the tags so ill talk bout that in a diff post #but he adult. i didnt put the age cuz he... well he cant rlly keep count of his age with no memories tbf #he was around 20+ when he got turned to that and stopped being human #yall i gotta be real with ya i have barely written anything for this boy yet im pulling this out through my ass like i got nothin #but i love how pan is attached to fairytales and childrens stories and i tried to get the snippet to reflect that by using more #simple words? while sprinklin a couple not so simple words yaknow? yaknow? am i explaining this well enough?

[mysicklove]

Well now you have a Halloween costume idea

Alice mccullen

i didnt see this. but then how am i supposedd to be pussy in booties 😔

#💌 - love letters #secret admirer #they r talking bout my new hair btw #also #idk if i can even DO anything for halloween #i work 6 am shifts all of halloweekend #and i have quizz on halloween and a test on the day ater #vruh

[stevebabey]

i-

#lmaoooo not that one steddie ficlet overtaking the notes in under a day on my fic that was posted like 4 days ago #underestimated the fact steddie was indeed Number Two of ships this year #delete later #ruby talks #all the talks about part 2 are making me cry 😭😭 i promise i will i just feel strangely egotistical if i respond to all the comments #can u believe i was worried bout how it would be received now? lmao

[judarist]

again my s*ster continues to be the most useless 

#arguing about how long she takes in the shower and how she always showers around the time i need to #and ive told her for AGES 'yo dont be doing that its rude' #and 2 days a go i had enough and was stern w her #and now shes pressed talking bout 'why should i listen to you who do you think you are why should i listen to someone who's shouting at me' #girl i am at the end #bc what r u supposed to do when im being pushed to my limit and tested #and when i lose it thats all she can latch on to #she just talks in circles and will do anything to not take responsibility and remain the victim #idk what to do anymore #all i can do in times like this is cry #bc no one is listening to me #i really do feel like the villain of this house lmao #its not even about the shower its about her constant disrespect and selfishness #i dont want to share any space with her

[abimee]

despite how much WOL art i make i still have the ''I NEED TO DRAW 14 ART'' crave in my gut like i need to draw canon scenes and canon characters and such. it is disgusting how much this game motivates me to pick up a pencil and write or draw NOTHING has ever pushed me like this

#the need to create and share my thoughts and feelings on it has not weaned every day i wake up with a zest for it #when i get home from work and all my obligations are taken care of and my birds are fed and played with i sit down #and either plauy this game or draw for this game. or both back to back #its so funny too cause when i talk to other people they seem to have like hyperfixations that last in bouts of only a month or so #and they jum #p interests quickly but every day i wake up untired thinking of this game. and it does NOT help new content comes out every #5 months #but look at me. its been over a year and im STILL thinking about endwalker. and its OVER. DONE WITH. NO new content #ive been thinking about heavensward for a #lmost 3 years #something unwell. i can criticise and pick at this game and its fans for days but theres also a lot i fenuinely love about it

[0iam0]

hi

Idk I take this blog too seriously or something so just posting whatever. I'm in some laboratory and idk what we're doing, what readings are we supposed to be taking

i bored

feel free to talk. always feel free to talk btw. u can even spam my dms I wouldn't mind

#my GOD we're not doing ANYTHING in here #I'll just post randomly from time to time about anything idk #talking #except maybe it's too random for even that #i think too much #random bs #yeah that makes more sense #what can i talk bout uuhm literally anything #beyblade definitely yfm too birbs omg it's all in my bio lol #did u know there's NEVER day in dead gran #I'm sick #i miss the 18 hours ago i wasn't sick

[scribbling-dragon]

something i miss about a few months ago, despite how i was constantly stressed in that time, was how i got to talk about the vigilante au with people through asks and stuff

ive fallen out of love with that au now (who knows, maybe ill revamp it for s2) but i domiss talking about something like that with very little concern over spoiling what mighy happen, because it was partially written by asks.

#its late and im tired so you guys are getting chatty juno tonight #sorry bout that #but like. i miss the vibes #being excited about that and looking forward to finishing a day of hell (exam prep) so i could read all the silly little asks in my inbox #i just. miss having a pet project that i dont need to think about writing i guess #something that i can just chatter about without any need to do proper writing unless i wanted to #(there are asks in my inbox for prompts. and i feel bad for not getting to them immediately) #(just. i want to write but ive got a small case of writers block rn and its making writing difficult. shocker i know) #anyway #feel free to ignore this #a tired juno is a talkative one #juno.talks

[goldenguillotines]

Hi Jaevya! You know Naka right? Can I ask how you two met and what your opinion of him is?

"..."

->He debates.. clearly unsure if he wants to speak about it..

"Not like it's much of a secret anyways. That boy enjoys talkin' about people he's friends with.. I don't mind."

"..We definitely go back.. I reckon back when I looked a little different too. Probably four cycles ago."

"..And before he bit the dust. Not hard to see he's reanimated. Many think he's got some weird marks on his face and some tattooed sclera... so I think it's better that way.. till he runs his damn mouth 'bout it. Somethin' bout bein' transparent ta others. He hates makin' others wigged out 'bout it."

"I accidentally found the purple when he was still a grub. Real active one he is. Wandered off from that old Lion Lusus of his.. and he somehow meandered few acres over ta my property.. Just kinda made noises at me and started to lightly hit his head against ma' leg. Definitely picked up them traits from his lusus.."

"I just kept him 'round till his guardian showed up. She looked tired. He scampered over. They left."

"Rinse and repeat... hmm.. many many times.. even had his twin squeakin and runnin up too."

".. Then it stopped. I think that's when they were startin' ta get around themself. I got worried. Went and checked up on em.. and one check up turned into two... then three.. four.. and it was kinda sealin' my fate. I was stuck hangin' round the Skeuno twins. Kinda funny in reality. Turned into the one poppin in unannounced."

"I've seen the good and the bad moments. I was practically like a damn mother hen. Did more than that sorry excuse of a lusus ... and have kinda been round whenever.. Till Naka died. Its... a complicated affair. Gave me a deep understandin' of the boy... and watched another drift away."

-> His tails flick aggressively at the memories.. frustration.. that is what it was. He knows things he shouldn't know. He sucks in a sharp breath..

"..... With that understandin'.. comes my own complicated feelin' 'bout him."

"I ruined whatever this.. new life.. of his.. Actions have consequences. I ruined a happy kid by being selfish and emotional."

"That boy might pretend to be happy chipper 'bout it.. being back. But I know it not to be true. The only difference now.. is I think he's copin' better with a like fated person round him.. and some new people in his life. I want him to be happy. Not the fake one he puts up. A real happy."

".. I clearly like the kid if I'm ramblin' bout my feelings so openly.. I just want the best.. and to make this new life of his one where he can start to move on from the burdens of the past."

"But it ain't sugar and spice I tell ya that."

#Jaevya #ic #ask #HEHEHEH ty wren <3 #actually rlly wanted to talk bout dis.. maybe one day someone can aggrivate the hell out of him so i can drop lore #long #ill also be harassing all my favorites of urs here in a minute prepare urself #💣