#i cant even express that properly

[anony-mouse-writer]

Down With The King!

I will be watching everyone’s povs for this cuz why not. spoilers for the king’s vault on hermitcraft season 9

[[[READ MORE]]]

- the king issued a challenge to the server. if they managed to beat his impossible vault, he would return the diamonds and resign as king. if they failed, he would be king of the server forever more

- ren: welcome to the vault!

everyone else: booo

ren + co, who have spent a week doing massive grind making this vault: wow such enthusiasm

everyone else: woo

- everyone takes off all their gear. this does mean dwarfpulse is beardless the whole time, which is cursed

- the knights of the square table all watch from little tinted glass tunnels the whole time its fantastic

room one was cub’s parkour and a mob fight. everyone fails the double slime jump

- jevin (dare sticked to be useless) pulls a midnight black cats but the hoglins were all weirdly passive so its fine

- a brief aside with bdubs versus about half the server in pvp

- after bdubs was skain, joe, in chat is all ‘oh no, cleo we better prepare for trouble’ and im so so sad no one made a team rocket joke back

room two was cleo’s explosive game of red light green light.

- doc and etho just fucking cheat at the end and no one stops them

- cleo threw a lever just for fun and jevin got in a huff ‘fine you wanna cheat? we can cheat!’ and then immediately dies and ends up at fucking spawn

- redstone door fails and joe manually has to set it off. this feels right somehow.

- another aside with a worse-for-wear bdubs vs half the server pvp part 2. he’s got a black eye and a missing tooth

room three is scar’s pay to win parkour

- grian, having 3rd life flashbacks: scar put your shirt on

- for a bunch of people bitching sbout being broke they sure are quick to pay to win loll

room four grian: ready for top ten anime betrayals?

- everyone choosing to just skip grian’s room while he tries to convince them that its a bad idea by explaining his fae-ass logic

- grian is so sad that no one trusts him

- everyone goes to fight the king and gets fucking wrecked in a kill box, its incredible

- grian got like half the room out on the first two questions lolll

- ‘if its not lit up, its not scar safe’

- grian: ren had no supervision over my loot table >:)

the final fight was against the knights of the round table in increasingly powerful armor lol

- my first thought was cub was in netherite, but no it was enchanted leather lol. i wonder if it was as good as zed’s

- joe didnt even know he was gonna fight loll

- bdubs was in full diamond fighting a small army in full diamond and this ended exactly as well as you’d expect

- rip doc monster who i think was the only one to actually die in the one on one fights

- bdubs’s vault is may have had a puzzle, but everyone just flipped levers until it opened

results: the diamonds are missing. i saw someone say mumbo stole them and yeah. ill incorporate that into my world view.

- they reskinned snowballs into tomatoes to throw at ren in his cage and im cackling

- everyone: booo hiss

ren: :(

everyone: uhh. sorry

- team effort to take down the afk banner my beloved

- grian asks to take the crastle loll

miscellaneous:

- i was wondering where all the cursed ren heads came from and apparently joe killed him a bunch (source: gem 19)

- soup group’s training montage my beloved. impulse’s mcc audition tape?

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft spoilers #hc9 #i adore this so much #i cant even express that properly #mcyt #op

[chewysgummies]

Reminder that killbot 86 has the cutest fucking eye I've have ever seen🩷🩷

#chewys notes #killbot 86 #woy #wander over yonder #just random ramblings #Puppy like eye💕 #God i fucking love him #I want to talk about him more #even if i cant properly speak or make a clear statement about him in real life #my mind get a bit haywire #and i can express my thoughts clearly online #but holy fuck #he's so fucking precious to me you have no idea #off topic #but i wish i can properly make a clay model out of him with tools and such

[monbitemon]

Sofa Wine

here's an extremely half-assed sketch of a concept i've been sitting on for a minute

i had a doodle of this in my sketchbook from like a month ago that i wanted to digitalize but i've been in this bad funk for a minute where i just hate anything i make so this is all i have to offer rn

i rewatch this show like all the time and i noticed a moment between summer and morty where they mentioned sharing "sofa wine" and i just had to sit there for a minute and absorb that. like it's already a fact that summer uses substances but morty getting drunk to feel better is something that i wanted to make an illustration based on. i wish i could properly finish it but i don;'t know if i have the mental capacity to do anything right now

#just imagine being rick and walking in on your grandson passed out wine drunk on the couch #cuddling the empty bottle like it's a security blanket #he already sees so much of his young self in morty #but seeing this part in him too #ugh i cant even properly express how this makes me feel #morty inevitably falling into his generational substance abuse is something i feel so spiritually and i will never shut up about it #rick and morty #morty smith #rick and morty fanart

[coldbasementruins]

AS A WISE MAN ONCE SAID, "YOU CAN'T SPELL ATEEZ WITHOUT ATE"

#vibrating at increasing frequencies #I AM SO HYPED UP YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #i think everyone should listen to the album #even if they dont stan ateez #which is also something i think everyone should do #dude i cant even properly express my love #speechless fr #ateez #crazy form

[wastedpotentialsblog]

Bungie. Listen to me. You can cook. You have the potential to cook SO Motherfucking Hard right now. I belive in you. I know art can be misleading, but you put Pyramids in the Last City. These were the vibes I was hoping for in Lightfall. I still crave that vibe. I am EAGERLY waiting for it. You have my attention.

#destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny #destiny 2 into the light #i cant even properly express how much this SINGLE piece of art has scratched an itch ive had since Lightfall dropped #hasnt been scratched since Arrivals

[brightokyolights]

.

#omfg i feel so completely melodramatic for typing this out rn but i have so many feelings and i need to get them out!!! DX #anyways so since just before the sunshine court came out i have yet again gone down an aftg rabbit hole #and what im here to specifically cry about is kevin #when i first read aftg my opinions on the characters were so different to what they were now #i cant completely remember how i felt about kevin. part of me thinks i felt that he was treated way too harshly by the others considering #the trauma he went through but part of me thinks maybe? i didnt care too much for him back then because i was taking the book at face value #and just going with how neil viewed him which is that hes The Best at exy but sort of annoying and harsh and needs to stick for himself more #idk idk but as of recent ive just been having a lot of emotions thinking about him. and especially wymack and him. #like he was just robbed of so much. and hes honestly so brave despite what people may think? hes soso flawed but thats what makes me love #him even more. he's just trying. so hard. to undo everything thats been engrained in him. and i just wanna cry and cry and cry!!! #because hes come so far! and hes amazing. and i wish i could properly express everything thats running through my mind rn but thats all i #got. back to reading fic centering kevin and wymack now 😭 #le text post

[rashfordian]

daily shuffle ting 📸

#im having a mid crisis when im not even middle aged n i dont wanna go back to school #good day and good night. i wanna sink into the floor #bc a football club i decided to support with my heart n soul has betrayed me n i dont even like to watch games anymore #also im reading a drarry fanfiction like im 13 again. #and my skin is awful. and and and im having a crisis n so many emotions that i dont even know where they stem from #i cant even smile properly anymore ive been facial training again bc ive slacked during covid n now — #i dont know how to my eyes have expresseds n i dont know how to smile or look like i care and i TOOK A HARDER HISTORY CLASS FOR NO REASONNN #I DONT EVEN LIKE HISTORYYYYYYYY #and i hate everything n ive been avoiding all my friends n texting ppl less n im just in a Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i feel worthless n disgusting n my first thought when i wake up is 'i gotta take my acnetame and maybe if i deserve it i can shave my legs' #i naired one of them— my right. she is smooth in ways she hasnt been in a while. my left? chewbacca #n my school changed my passwords for my canvas so now tmr at 1:30 !! I GOTTA WALK UP THERE N GET MY NEW PERSONAL INFORMATION #the clothes i bought i didnt rlly like. but i just wanted to leave the store n make my grandmother happy. now im going into the school year #with clothes i hate n they dont feel gpod and theyre Not the right texture theyre too tight. But not in ways i love theyre too Tight. #n i .s.msneenen all my shoes r blk !!!! theyre all blk !!!! #sjsndjddjd and my hair !!!! my hair!!!!@ sjdjdjdu #God i just wanna lay in my room take showers n rot #roll around and hit myself on my headboard so hard i go into coma n i miss my entire year #n then i fuck off to hershey for chocolate bars and chocolate bags #cant even scrapbook right itsall paint its all paint n aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im in agony bc im not even saying whats rlly wrong with me #im focusing on the little problems and not the one it stims from. Like a web but if the spider only hang off the edge n never the middle #n everyone keeps talking at me n when i respond they yell at me for everything n i get pushed to the side #bc they hate whatever i have to say for whatever reason n wtv ig i hate them back. always pushing me down fuck them fuck them get out. #n now my friend is texting me her stuff after never speaking to me unless she has a problem #Anyways. sorry sorry. im whining im complaining im really depressed rn n def not in the right headspace to post any of this #or talk to anyone who is reading this. this probably doesnt make sense i left holes in my sentences #so sorry super sorry #that is a photo of me as a baby btw. it is the only one. please love her and maybe tell her she has nice eyebrows. she'd love that #we always take rlly good care of our eyebrows. thats a rule. we just plucked them today #anyways. see you. ill post hp gifs later n forger i ever felt bad to beginning. all of the best.

[poisoned-sugar11]

I've noticed that I'm very enthusiastic, and I would like to make it clear that it's not hyperbole and that I just feel very strongly about a lot of things /gen

#also even if i seem less enthusiastic about something im reblogging im probably still very excited #i struggle to express just how much i like things sometimes #poisoned sugar11 post #sometimes i reblog art without any commentary because i do genuinely really like it but i cant word it properly

[sweet-milky-tea705]

On one hand i love being trans and know i wouldnt be happy within the gender binary but also. Its so annoying.

#i was kind of a dick earlier bc i was tired and i still feel bad #and a few people have just been really. big dealy about my gender slash name slash pronouns and they mean well but i just get so annoyed #and i cant mask. or properly express myself when in tired. so i just kinda. deadpan-asshole voice said ‘its whatever. who cares.’ #when someone asked about my pronouns. when someone asked my name i said ‘its jayce. no yeah its just jayce. no worries. yeah.’ #but like its sooo obvious im annoyed they even asked and ugh like its their fault #i need to chill methinks. #and idk. maybe fucking sleep

[lollytea]

Hello and good afternoon, new Atlas n Avid Reader art that I'm screaming over

#fic art is very often on twitter and insta these days #not always here #so i gotta keep doing this #i COULD just be more active on other sites but i stubbornly refuse #but i LOVE twitter and insta huntlow artists so much they are fantastic #ANYWAY IM SCREAMING #this art goes so hard oh my fucking GOD #MUTUAL BREAKDOWN SCENE MY BELOVED!!!!! #LUZ!!!! LUZ LYING WIDE AWAKE IN BED AND LISTENING TO THEIR CONVERSATION #''YOU DID'' OBLIVIOUS TO LUZ'S EAVESDROPPING AND RUBBING SALT IN HER WOUNDS AS A RESULT #SHE BLAMES HERSELF FOR THIS!!!!! #ALSO I CANT EVEN FUCKING GO INTO HUNTER AND WILLOWS EXPRESSIONS #THE UGLY SOBBING THE HELPLESS ACHING HURT THE DEVASTATION #THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN SHE WIPES AT HIS TEARS??? INDESCRIBABLE #fucking wild few days for atlas. i am literally vibrating #i AM at the end of my rope #and everytime i get a new art im like am i yelling enough?? do they understand just how excited i am?? am i expressing myself properly?? #do they fucking GET IT??? #like i feel like i should yell about it for several days straight because that feels like thr only way to express it right #but i do not want to be annoying to the artists #anyway. ART YAY #Lolly's fic art

[everyonesfavoritenotetaker]

[[NEW GAME LATER THIS MONTH IM ABSOLUTELY LOSING IT

FIRST THE PLUSHIE AND NOW THIS YES

YES!!!]]

#behind the notepad! [ooc] #[[Motivation is returning it is flowing through my blood]] #[[ALL OF THIS. AND A BRAIN GAME UPDATE IN 8 DAYS.]] #[[IM SO HYPED I CANT EVEN EXPRESS IT PROPERLY]] #[[wild broccoli in the announcement]]

[okinerua]

im so pissed off this idiot ruined our slides for our powerpoint. like we had such a cute theme and he did some dumb shit like change the color now its messed up i am IRRITATED

#the font is all wrong nothing is aligned properly #i cant even express my distress like the anguish i am feeling right now

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#so the new meds wont absorb properly w/o a min of 350cals #which is rather unfortunate bc of my constant stomach issues&even more unfortunate bc of how things have been lately lmao #but my new psych doc made it clear that if i cant keep the meds down or the amount of calories i need down #then im going to have to stop injecting&i cannot express how much i do not want to trigger myself every night #by having to shoot up w literally the exact opposite of the only things i would ever want to fucking shoot into my goddamn veins LMAO. #... **start injecting. how do i always do the thing where i write the exact opposite of what i need to like what the fuck is that lmao.

[piplupod]

cant tell if im sick or if im just extremely stressed and upset. ack.

#theres toooooo much. i have words to say to people that I have no way of reaching #i cannot even come up with words to hand them though. i just wish i could express I Get It and that i wish things would be better #idk how to do that properly though without sounding shallow. doesnt matter anyways tho bc i cant msg them at all dhfjslls #i do not know them ! but golly if I don't sympathise immensely! #and tumblr staff refuse to ban terf accounts bc it doesnt ''violate hate speech guidelines'' when it literally does ??? #just got another report rejected lmfao #and theres. yet another a shitty movie being made abt one of my disorders so yayyyyy #i looooove being seen as a villain for smth i cannot help and smth that somebody else caused in me by being cruel to me when i was a child #i just woke up ;-; this is too much !! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[cherry-flavoured-thot]

so glad other people like having lucifer suffer as much as i do <3 

#shall we date does this thing #where there's that one guy who cannot express their emotions properly #i have played so many of their games at this point and i am always gravitated towards these clowns #normally its because of past trauma or a sense of duty #sometimes its both #and it creates this fun little narrative w #where they cant step over this little boundary of safety they've created #but they end up suffering twice as much because of it #lucifer is funny because he uses the power of misdirection to prevent any genuine emotional dialogues sometimes #mc lets have sex because i dont really know how to verbalise my love with you as i dont like vulnerability #and even better is that it leaves room for people who are like #yes d*ddy dom luci <3 #or clowns like me whose like sad emotionally constipated old man #yes pathetic man who is on his knees for genuine emotional connection <3 #if youve read my tags you have three choices #hand in marriage #a forehead kiss #or a cookie #om! #i am shall we date stan account #i can tell you about the other men that fall under this category based on memory if people are interested lol

[capulated-canthea]

gggrrrr frustration (vent in tags)

#ive not been able to talk to people for years #even my closest friends can get barely a sentence from me #and this has always frustrated me because i cant communicate my desires well or express myself properly #but now that frustration is the strongest #i have this crush on a guy and hes bascially a part of our frined group he hangs out withus sometimes #and is also in one of my classes and sits at the same table #everytime i look at him all i can think about is how much i want him but despite him being right there #i cant say a word to him. ANGER. #this wasnt triggered by any event or anything. i just wanted to state my feelings.