#i cmat dl this idk what to do

[userwoosan]

Im just venting bc i feel too bad venting to my friends sorry

#im just so uoset #everytime i think im happy and conquoring my deoression #someone fucking leaves me again and i cant #if my current friends leave me i seriously think ill never trust anyone again #like im so serious #i just want one person in my life that im sure will stick with me forever #i thought my last best friend was that person #i cant fucking do this i rly cant #everyone hates me and idk hoe to fix it #ppl keep telling me im a good person amd that ive done nothing wrong #if ive done nothing wrong then why are ppl blocking me or unfollowing me or not talking to me? #there HAS to be another reason #this person recently blocked me ROGHT FUCKING AFTER i sent them a nice ask and they relsonded to it. #they responded to it!!! #then before that i lost someone who i thought was going to be my best friend for a long time #i cmat dl this idk what to do #im literally bawling my eyes out bc im just at such a loss #nobody cares about me #and thats been shown #idek why im holding onto hope anymore #i cnat even vent on my own perosnal blog without people thinking im desperate or stupid for venting #or that im petty for being open #i seriously dont have beef with anyone everyone just leaves #indont get it #what am i doing wrong #personal