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#i don’t even want to think abt sleeping bc i know thatll suck too I’ll have some horrible stress dream
l-cereta
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6 months
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Like everything is pissing me off rn
#it’s like my body recognized the unspeakable amt of random sadness didn’t fix anything so now she has to make me hate literally everything
#the just like backseat background constant dysphoria over not having any e in my body is like. sickening it makes me feel awful
#and I’m starting to really properly run up against the cost of hrt for the first time which is SUPER awesome too
#and ofc there’s stress over this STUPID!! FUCKING!! ACTING PROJECT!!!!!
#and that makes me want to kill someone
#but there’s also stress about like everything else. and world situation isn’t doing anything
#and also everyone around me makes me angry
#and also everyone makes me angry.
#like if anyone’s reading this genuinely go fuck urself u have no ability to help me and you’re really!! really stupid for thinking you have
#ANY
#idea what it feels like for me rn. and let’s be real you don’t have a solution either so what’s the point
#i really really reeeaaaaalllyyyyyyyyy just want to rip someone’s throat out if I can be real
#god i need to get any kind of sleep at all
#EVERYTHING SUCKS. GENUINELY EVERYTHING SUCKS. ITS BAD!!!! ITS BAD!!!!!!!!!
#i like actually want to cry
#& every time i start thinking abt it contextually like actually I don’t have it so bad and all of these feelings are transient or whatever
#i want to rip someone’s throat out even more
#& ofc that anger also turns inwards but for the most part I can just call that as stupid and move on
#but like: why the fuck am i treating a Tumblr blog where none of the readers actually care abt me as if it were a fucking confessional
#i don’t even want to think abt sleeping bc i know thatll suck too I’ll have some horrible stress dream
#god I’m gonna start crying again actually yall i fucking hate emotions can I be real
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