#i feel really insane but im compartimenalizing pretty well because i had a decently productive last 2 days despite everything

[mainfaggot]

got snowed on and got slushed on but im still standing

#todays outfit is just faggoty realness ill post pics later maybe. think sleek sexy and understated #yesterday i was having a hard time focusing bc in the back of my mind i was agonizing about the logistics of existence and suicide #really not that poetic just like. philosophical and upsettingly so #but i think i can set some goals for myself and maybe . i can slowly comvince myself theyre not pointless to have #ill talk to my therapist about it later this week. and tomorrow im hanging out with my crush!! #i feel really insane but im compartimenalizing pretty well because i had a decently productive last 2 days despite everything #going on in my mind at the same time #im really fucking tired lol #z.post #*COMPARTIMENTALIZING