#i got really upset and was like guys you’re barely involed as is. i’m not asking you to wipe his ass with me but just AHHHHH

[lilgynt]

i’m gonna blow my brothers up with my brain

#personal #i’m planning my dads funeral and going over costs with my brothers since we’re all paying for it #and my brother was like hey this is depressing can we stop talking about it for a few days #and he amended that he meant the money aspect not necessarily the planning #but in the moment i have never been more insulted like #okay. so it’s too depressing to talk about but it’s fine to leave me alone to plan it and still care for dad #like i’m not trying to dictate his grief or pull the i have it worse card #but for gods sake have some fucking perspective #so i say okay and leave it at that bc i don’t want to yell at anyone #and he’s not not trying to come at you but #he’s like* #and i’m like i don’t want to be mean but the above i’ll stop talking about this but please keep some perspective #and they both got butt hurt about it #and it’s like i’m not upset about the money - although thank you guys for the taking care of that now #i don’t know if i’m speaking fucking french i’m only asking you guys keep some perspective #i got really upset and was like guys you’re barely involed as is. i’m not asking you to wipe his ass with me but just AHHHHH #and i even said i can’t dictate ur grief and my other eldest brother said something like #i don’t even know it was so not related to the convo i was lost but now i have no idea if he’s gonna visit dad #which at this point don’t care never see ur father again i don’t know man #and the other one got mad bc he’s been helping financially and emotionally with my mom so i apologized for that one #which is fair that was out of line a bit but also it’s like i say a mean comment you guys actively ignore me asking for support for months #like. still bad on my side but i’m very bitter and am going low contact after this