#i have seen this majorly in the

[tam--lin]

The thing is, you don’t have to have a diagnoses to make simple “unmasking” changes that make your life easier. You don’t even have to self-diagnose! You are not appropriating anyone’s culture or struggles or hijacking anyone’s movement by allowing yourself to sway in line at the grocery store or buying a weighted blanket or using study or household hacks intended for people with ADHD. If you start favoring the needs that make your brain and body unique over the arbitrary norms of society, you’ll be better off, and you’ll be expanding the norms. It’s a win/win.

#sometimes I consider What I Have Going On Upstairs #and think 'should I try to get some sort of diagnosis?' #but it wouldn't help me right now! I don't need work accomodations - work IS the accomodation #but allowing myself to sit on the floor in the corner of the airport instead of on a chair #or fidget in lines #gives me one less thing to worry about AND makes my brain happy AND makes 'odd' but harmless behaviors #more normalized which ultimately helps people #who have needs that are several standard deviations away from ~~normal~~ #it's a win-win-win #tam.txt #related but on a different line of thinking: #somewhere along the line we majorly screwed up with how we talk about appropriation #I think we're getting better but whoa boy... #seen some baffling takes about pretty normal things like socializing color codes for get-togethers #or weighted blankets #being Only For Autistic People #nah bro that's the last thing on earth the vast majority of disability advocates are interested in

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Brazilian Grand Prix - Jenson Button

#no matter how many times i have seen him kissing the camera i still combust and fall onto the floor every time i see it #JENSE SINGING WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS ON THE RADIO I FELT SO UNWELLLLLLLLLL JENSEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! #AAAAHHHH HES SOOOOOOOOOO YKNOW???? HES SOOOOOOO!!!!!! #ANYWAYS I LOVE BRAWN!!! BEST TEAM!! BEST UNDERDOGS!!! #i fear that i am dreadfully painfully wholeheartedly in love with him.... #god ive not even delved into the pics from this race bcs i think i will melt into the floor and sob when i do #also i am not immune to a man loving and supporting his son sob sob sob ;;; jense and his dad always make me feel so warm #again ty to lemon for pointing me towards the one clip!! #usually these posts are just moments from the main race archive but these all came from 3 dif videos so that was v fun as you can imagine.. #im not quite finished the season yet but i can still commentate on this bcs now the wcc and wdc are tied up #but its wild bcs this season took me longer than the last one but since it had less races it still felt shorter/faster to me somehow #for the midseason i was practically lined up with the current season(i.e. watching Monaco 09 the same week as Monaco 23) #so it was pretty fun to experience both and see the differences(i think i like 2009 better hehehe) but now i have majorly overtook 2023 #jenson button #jb22 #brawn #brawn gp #2009 brazilian gp #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1

[lewishamiltonstuff]

Shades of Pink ft Lewis Hamilton (3/6)

#I might have seen red as pink as well I'm sorry my eyes haven't been working properly #on wednesdays we wear pink #And it's actually Wednesday today so yayy for me #lewis hamilton #formula one #lewis #formula 1 #f1 #lh44 #team lh44 #f1blr #mercedes amg f1 #fic ref #flashback fic ref #pink moodboard #pink fashion #sir lewis hamilton #coachella #Source: Pinterest majorly #angela cullen #roscoe hamilton

[chill-vibes-but-rainbow-panic]

Now that I think about it, whenever Polidori's plan isn't just killing them, but capturing them to "prove their real", I'm not sure how he's actually expecting that to go, once he has them.

Like, my guy, people are skeptical. It's gonna take quite a lot to actually convince them vampires exist.

Best case everyone will be wondering why you're so obsessed with this particularly large bat; worst case they'll see you kidnapped and imprisoned a sickly-looking 13 year old child (or hell, even younger if we look at Klot. Not a soul would believe the little guys a vampire, even if he straight up admitted it)

Paulus, like 8-out-of-10-times, you are going to be charged for a crime, you know that, right?!

#On one hand I tend to kinda feel bad for those villains that in-universe are seen as insane but *we* know are right #And we have been shown that adult-vampires do bite people #But the man is just straight up trying to commit murder most of the time. Often on children #Doesn't even seem like the vampires really majorly injure anyone or anything; they just want/need to eat #Idk man stuffs weird #die schule der kleinen vampire #school for little vampires #school for vampires #paulus polidori

[recapitulation]

I love seeing commercials of meds I've tried that did fuck all. its like....actually thats incorrect <3

#have you seen the skyrizi commercial its so funny. the classic enemy of crohns disease......the roller coaster #actually one time i did have an Episode in line for a roller coaster and it sucked majorly

[todayisafridaynight]

reminiscing on the period where i didnt know sawashiro was modeled after ttm and the second i learned and embraced that it 1000% altered the way i drew him These Are Not The Same Bitch

#snap chats #i still remember the day someone inboxed me that fact like ik i mention this story every three seconds but its still so funny #like The Beginning Of The End For Me <- i became somehow even more wacko #thank you for singlehandedly changing the trajectory of films and movies id watch for months anon ill cherish you forever #this post is brought to you by one of my fave artists being like. with whatever jpn knowledge i have to translate. #'if i draw sawashiro as a man in his 50's it wont look like ttm... im glad he's a beautiful girl...' #LIIIIIIIKKKEEE SO TRUE BESTIE.... ttm is the prettiest girl ive ever seen this is true #the cool thing about ttm is that he has incredible range however this does not negate the fact he is Very Pretty #this just a restated version of that post i made the other day LMAO LIKE MECHANICALLY ttm can play sawashiro. very well even #And I Repeat rgg not committing to making 90's sawa look like ttm in his 30's was Majorly To Their Benefit #he can have the voice of a no-bullshit yakuza yet he still has the face of an angel its very funny all things considered #on the real tho its so funny like i only drew sawashiro like. idk five times before actually referencing pics of ttm #yet the difference is like night and day he ACTUALLY looks like a jackass. and much older than 38 BYE #its 1000% the lips. and the doe-like eyes but anyways im sick #i love being seen i love being heard... thank you how_to_open #i should redraw my first sawa drawing... or second.... my first sawa drawing was the one with masato im p sure #the second one's just a headshot so it'd be a better focus on how i draw sawashiro differently.. lol... #its like when rgg recasts a chara and their model just different as hell. amazing. #srry i mention how pretty ttm is eveyr three seconds this isnt healthy and ill stop until im reminded of the fact later on #ok bye i have to take an exam. “”“”“take an exam”“”“”“ all of the answers are on google BYE

[lesbianpegbar]

IT WOULD BE SO WEIRD IF TWO TIMELINES WERE NOT HAPPENING RN...the eyes were completely different when lu guang rescued cheng xiao shi the first time...theres just no way. he better not get on that boat or i swear to god

LITERALLY LIKE. it would be such a disappointment tbh. it would kinda stomp on all the careful planning and small details they put into s1 that made it so compelling and rewatchable. watching s1 over and over i’d be like OHHH so that’s why that tiny detail is that way it’s building up to this bigger thing. so if they forego small details mattering this season and all of this just builds up to like a basic murder mystery plot or something it’ll just leave such a sour taste in my mouth. it’s like it would be punishing you for paying attention. but obviously i’m withholding judgement until the season ends, all i’ll say is cheng xiaoshi better not get on that damn boat

#and if he does they better have something fucking good as a backup plan #a lot of the cliffhangers have felt a bit more hollow this season bc they’re immediately resolved or don’t matter #like last weeks i literally said i bet he’s not gonna get found out and someone’s gonna call this cop to come look at something #and guess what. #it’s just a little nerve racking and exhausting i’m very scared this season is just not gonna be as thought out as the first #i knew going in that it probably wouldn’t be as good as season 1 so. idk #season 1 is just probably some of the best television i’ve ever seen in my life #and if this season ends up sucking majorly that won’t change but it will be a huge disappointment #anyway. here’s to hoping they can wrap up this season well in three eps lol #link click spoilers #shi guang dai li ren #mine #asks

[armed-saphire]

I have a lot of few and far between memories of MH from when I was little and one of them is I remember actively disliking Jackson and thinking he was untrustworthy

#monster high #I somehow either never knew about Holt or didn't know him and Jackson were the same person #(I watched ghouls rule when i was little so i have no idea how i couldve managed that) #But i remember majorly not trusting jackson and thinking ''its your fault you're getting bullied you're a human in a monster school'' #every time he was in a webisode i was like ''omg corny booooo tomato tomato tomato'' #i remember the opinions i had of him so i have to have seen him enough to form opinions but i somehow still knew nothing about him #goes to show how good my attention span was when i was little #then again i was definitely too young to know about jekyll and hyde as a story in general #still really shocked i didnt ever remember a single sliver of holt #i literally only learned about him when i watched ghouls rule again last october #anyway #jackson jekyll #holt hyde #rant

[whataboutyouisamascot]

Hello my local library

My local library, I love you

I love you, hello my local library

#posts brought to you by driving in the foggy cold rain to get some books #while quietly playing my 'august and everything after' cd #because i'm old and still use cds #also my car is old and doesn't have an aux #i got majorly humbled about my age by some little girl scouts yesterday man #and i'm still not entirely over it #anyways i take pride in being a library adult #hey have y'all seen that one instagram page ran by a librarian that's all about uplifting library kids #because it makes me emotional every time i see their posts #i'm very ramble-y in the tags today #my apologies #non music post

[mythvoiced]

Aeri can’t decide what she hates more - the way the bejeweled pin in the victor from District 8’s hair is lopsided, or the girl herself. Oh, what Aeri wouldn’t give to wear such an accessory again, or even wear the finery the victor has been gifted to wear to the viewing. That was her once, wasn’t it?

But now? She’s stuck here, watching this spectacle. The brat, who has no idea what privilege she’s been presented with, keeps on creasing the delicate threads of her gown and her stylists also clearly have no idea on how to do the brat’s makeup. And then there’s that damn pin- Aeri’s pin once upon a time- only in place because it’s tangled in there-

And Aeri can’t hold back. When the brat’s stylists are gone, she reaches into the girl’s hair and extracts the pin. Her fingers, callused from years of hard labor that still feels foreign to Aeri, are quick to untangle most of the obvious knots in the brat’s hair before shetwists the locks into a ponytail and then a bun. The pin goes back in.

Aeri glares at the girl through the mirror. Don’t you dare mess up my work.

( congrats lenlen!! you get....aeri, being really resentful, i hope marìa doesn't mind too much ^^' )

@stillresolved | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET HER BE RESENTFUL

---

There's a harshness to being dolled up when you are in no way receptive to it.

María isn't foreign to the roughness of life - she's a fucking Victor, after all, isn't she - she's started working in factories just about around the age even the most moral of District 8 people might turn their back in fear on seeing her walk in, pretending not seeing her would free them of the responsibility of working with a child.

Her hands and nose and palate and lungs had long gotten used and keep getting used to the aftermath of working with chemicals, of being so very intimate with garments and colours, with fumes and heat, with the hard work of surviving, with the hard work of fighting to be allowed a minimal chance at said survival, at figuring that there's little more for people from District 8 to fight for.

Still... it's not the same.

Being pushed around, dressed in things she would have never chosen for herself to serve a people, a man, because she's not stupid enough to not be able to tell what is Capitol and what is Snow and how Capitol is Snow, it's a kind of biting and harsh and rough that doesn't leave behind the usual kind of scars and memories and bruises.

Even surviving the Games had come with a desperately accepted sense of relief, one covered in blood and the humiliation of all she'd done and all she'd thought she'd get to accomplish, only for reality to crash in on her in a victory she hadn't wanted to partake in, hadn't wanted to make possible, when she'd wanted her Games to be victor-less in lieu of ending the Games themselves.

This... this is humiliation in the long run. This has hardly any hope attached to it, waiting for her on the other end of the line. Sometimes, on the worst days, it feels like the true brunt of the battle, walking with blood-stained soles and palms and sparkling as she does, wearing all that might make even the softest source of light appear like flames reflecting off her frame, covering her in fire that had not eaten her alive - much to a few people's disdain.

Picking at things, not holding still, grimacing, shifting her muscles, arms, face to make her stylists' life as difficult as possible, it was all she had to fight back.

The Arena came with death and violence, and living back at home had been physical labour upon physical labour, straining her young body until she could no longer tell if she was broken beyond repair or fitter than children her age should be - had they grown up privileged within the Capitol's safety.

Here she has only threads to tear apart and reflections to glare at.

And a new challenge behind every door.

She feels yanked back, an intensity of motion caused less by the avox suddenly in her hair and more her own stiffness that hadn't prepared her for submission to someone suddenly rearranging her.

After her stylists had left, she'd succumbed to the tension of not wanting to be there, without the added hard work of making sure everybody else does. Lost in her thought, somebody's hands suddenly returning on her had fortified, molten it into a newly forged blade, stiff and ready to strike, tensing everything within her and making a few fingers in her hair turn into a grappling hook tied to a moving mountain.

María is startled enough she can't remember how to glare.

A frown does accompany her widened eyes anyway, making her look... appalled, almost, an addition to her expression so unsuited to typically frightened features, youth tainted by the face of someone used to having to fight to stay alive.

It almost happens in a flash then. The reflection moves and adjusts and fixes and what had started as something that had María's lips split into something acid and trembling, turns into something unpleasant and acrid, but silent, as María sits and lets herself be mandhandled one more time.

That's when she glares. After the avox finishes up, after their eyes meet in the mirror and María sees none of the downturned gazes they're trying to make her accustomed to.

Seeing avoxes pisses her off.

Why take it out on them.

She understands what they are, what they're supposed to represent.

To her, an avox is a statement. No longer a person but rather someone rid of their innate right to be considered one. Even with the determination and life in this avox' eyes, María has come to understand them as tools Snow uses to assert his dominance, people from all circles of life, punished with the robbing of their words... and their detached tongue metaphorically forced to lick away at the tip of the shoes of people like María.

All a scheme.

Infighting.

Use the prey on the prey, make them take each other out.

It'd be easier to feel pity if María could sleep, if the avox hadn't adjusted her appearance, and if the avox wasn't staring her down as if she had any right to do so.

She's oddly beautiful.

She's oddly familiar.

"Why are you helping them?" she hisses, low, whispered, because she might never admit it, but she's... she's a little scared, isn't she? Lately? Devora's face swims before her inner eye, so stern, so wrong.

"I'm on your side more than they are," she adds, pulling a strand of her hair out of the freshly adjusted bun.

#stillresolved #the seeker;maria #the seeker;joan of arc;hunger games verse #CONGRATS INDEED I FEEL LIKE I WON A MAJOR AWARD HERE??? EXCUSE ME???????????????????? MX LISTEN- #EVEN IF MARIA WERE TO MIND I CAN'T FIND IT IN ME TO MIND THAT SHE'D MIND BECAUSE THIS IS MAJORLY EXCITING #NOBODY MOVE NOBODY MOVE NOBODY FRICKING MOVE I NEED TO FOCUS #not gonna lie Aeri's point of view here is so fking good it's so FRESH IT'S SO--- #NOT TO BE HYPER-FOCUSED ON MY DESIRES FOR MARIA'S ARC AND HOW IT DEVELOPS BUT #THIS IS VERY GOOD SGKLSDLFJGHGLKHGFKL sorry I just... #if somebody were to force me to figure out ONE thing to like most about this depresso verse #if i was being held at gunpoint about it basically and forced to pick One Thing #it's gotta be how brilliantly different perspectives come together #Aeri Patrick Devora Taiyang Maria Hyuk LISTEN???? LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #getting an ask from Ferre from their new blog~ i'm holding my cheekies and blushing HEHEHEHEHE~ #also how do you still always win at urls care u lots MWAH ♥ i need to get this into the queue ASAP #gosh it being Aeri's PIN GOSH CAN YOU TELL I'M ALL OVER THE PLACE ABOUT THIS IN ENTHUSIASM #gosh María will simply truly... do the most to assign everyone sides hm? MARIA WHAT ABOUT THE NUANCES-- #i'm not quite sure what you and wonderful Lynnie have established but... if Aeri was well known as Deva's lover #do you think María might have seen her? in pr thingies? that would explain why she's familiar that's why i added that line~ #IF NOT then she's familiar because the look in her eyes would remind her of Deva IT'LL STILL WORK >:3 i went witty >:3333 #;queue

[starlooove]

Actually don’t go in those notes very rancid in there

#i can’t take white beef seriously I’m sorry #and me personally I’m not gonna have an opinion on smth i don’t know about #however I wanna know what some of y’all are tryna accomplish with the type of discourse you get up to #and this isn’t judging I’m genuinely so curious like how does excluding ace ppl or ppl not trans enough for u furthering ur community #and Imma keep saying it I’m genuinely asking this like I don’t understand why we care so much #like words and definitions are important and everything but I don’t see the issue in including ace/aro ppl in the community? #i genuinely don’t understand downsides #and the whole u need dysphoria to be trans thing like some ppl don’t have dysphoria and transition anyways so do they not count? #again. just to reiterate. since some of y’all don’t like to read #Im genuinely confused as to what ur accomplishing or tryna achieve #like idk these feel like post liberation convos to me #like maybe worry about that after we’re not worried about our queer siblings getting killed every single day #but thats just me #and maybe It’s being black on top of it bc the convos in majorly queer black communities are just different #like not to say there aren’t discussions like that but I haven’t really seen the vitriol from other black ppl on that front #but maybe that’s just how I curate my space #like i just feel that there’s more pressing shit to attend to #but also! again! everything I’m saying is 1000% genuine like I do wanna know #and this isn’t saying we can’t worry about multiple things at once and I looove gatekeeping I just don’t understand this specific gate #like why do u draw the line at ace ppl neopronouns and lack of dysphoria?

[muse-stellium]

"We don't talk about Reina" rightfully bout to be the Tekken fandoms anthem 🫠

#✧･ﾟ:*𝐿𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝓈*:･ﾟ✧ - Random Thoughts #|| like.... the leak happened months ago #|| I have not seen one person happy about the idea of her since then #|| it's one thing to do the whole ''don't ask me for shit' thing for some stuff #|| but when it's something this genuinely majorly hated thus far by fans #|| you had months to scrap the character - you had months to say this can be a dlc character- #|| -so you can at least rework their story a little #|| I- ..mmphmhmh #|| every day I get closer to the edge that is ranting about how t.ekken treats it's fandom I swear

[blueslight]

Apparently in the newest tales from the pizzaplex book, its said that Sun & Moon where originally supposed to be performers on stage (ig where comedy bot is now), where Moon being evil was part of the performance, but then Sun got reprogrammed to be the daycare attendant and it was too expensive to get rid of Moon so they decided to just always keep the lights on. Of course, the Fazbear Frights books arent necessarily canon to the games, but thats actually really interesting and would explain why Sun+Moons designs dont fit the daycare or any other part of the Pizzaplex at all, and why Sun acts the way he does, and why Sun+Moon only have that messy room above the daycare to live in. However, I guess that would mean that stuff like Moon plushies would have to be from pre-reprogramming, since afterwards no one would be supposed to see him. Again, ofc its not necessarily canon to the games, but I actually like this idea

#fnaf security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #I also think this is funny because I dont think ive ever seen anyone have this idea at all #I dont think ive ever seen it be majorly quesrioned that they were supposed to always be the daycare attendants #ALSO man the fazbear frights books (and ghe first pizzaplex book i hated that one) are so fuckinf SHIT it makes me upset cuz i would love #good stories about peoples experiences and stuff inside freddys restaurants/the pizzaplex cause I love those places even apart from the #horror BUT THE STORIES ARE ALWAYS SHIT !!!!!!

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

hello hello hello i just remembered that my english teacher told me a week ago that she's interested in my writing and sent her my two (currently) best short stories with a very polite unnecessarily elaborate message i just Did that i did do that are you proud of me

#also i got early enough to eat breakfast today #which. i havent done the rest of the week #BUT in my defense my alarm clock is kinda broken #also i took a walk #i mean mostly it was spite bc our buses just got more espensive (like a Lot) and this way i can go by bus both ways tomorrow #and it wasnt actively snowing but theres snow and it smells nice so i decided fuck it and walked home #but like i also did take a silly little walk for my silly little mental health and fantasized about silly little blorbos meanwhile #AND i finished a fic of sorts #and i took a five minute power nap on the floor of that one room we kinda lurk in at school in our free time #and majorly surprised a classmate whod seen my jacket but not me (<- lying behind the table in front of the heater under the window) #which was very funny when i just sat up and gave my comment to the Homework Situation and she just went Whoop Biscuit Youre Here?? #no it was. it was a good day i think #ik i didnt think so all day but. i dont actually remember those parts. thats. thats pretty neat #a biscuit's rambles #anyways i should go to sleep i have two exams tomorrow yippee #theyre not gonna be too bad tho. pe is gonna be worse lmao

[pitchlag]

Man I would love seeing more non-western readings of Houseki no Kuni

#houseki no kuni #hnk spoilers #Or at least readings by someone with a greater understanding of different branches of Buddhism #And of the role of an individual in Japanese culture #Bc surprise a Japanese story made for a majorly Japanese audience will not have the same social morals as what you're used to #I see a lot of people wishing for Phos to leave literally everyone hanging and I'm here like Bruh. #This ain't your revenge fantasy scenario #It was always about suffering caused by the self and impernance #by highlighting the stagnancy of the descendants of humanity and how Phos is the only one to go through significant change #If anything #If Phos is able to overcome their suffering and reaches enlightenment #If they become a Buddha basically #They would also become a guide to end the suffering of others #Whether that's an obligation or just. the right thing to do. #Because what else are you gonna do with an eternity in your hands #EDIT?: Actually 'social morals' is not the right word for this 'social norm' fits better #Like 'moral' would imply what is seen as 'good' which isn't what I'm going for #Like karoshi (death by overwork) isn't Moral or good even by Japanese standards #but it is. kinda seen as a norm. #And might not make any sense to more individualistic cultures #Also let's make it clear I'd LOVE for the lunarians and gems (and admirabilis?) to put in the work to escape the cycle of death and rebirth #Part of which is at least an apology to Phos

[wolves-etc]

there's a moment in the second hobbit film, a flashback, where thorin's sitting down in the prancing pony inn and going straight for the food and watching as a human dude just picks up a hobbit and sets him on a barstool, right?

it's a moment that looks habitual. familiar. the human says "master saddle," the hobbit seems comfortable with it. thorin doesn't even visibly react much. but I love the thought of him quietly in the back of his mind thinking "if anyone tries that with me, by my grandfather's blood they will get stabbed," and also "I will never find it in me to respect a hobbit."

#admittedly I think the dwarves are too heavy to lift that easily but a person could still try‚ and regret it in more than one way. #the hobbit #the desolation of smaug #orig #I'm having more thinky thoughts about thorin on this watch-through #and realising that he is multiple layers of trauma and fear and horrific expectations bundled together really helps matters #though interestingly I feel like even when he doesn't yet Respect bilbo he does still want good things for him #bilbo's life in the shire is the kind of home and safety thorin feels he can never know now #not now he knows what's out there. not now he's seen what the world can do. #so every dismissive and rude comment suggesting bilbo should be back there is ABSOLUTELY what it seems to be #but it's also maybe a little ''you can have that. I can't. you can still go back and have that‚ so you should.'' #anyway yes I can't remember anything i've seen about the ship I'm just poking at the films out of curiosity #the book kinda confused me as a kid when I reached the point of bilbo's betrayal #I've yet to reread as an adult and am not at that point in the films yet #but I seem to recall they presented it maybe more clearly as a kind of protecting thorin thing? #which I could buy. #bilbo's interesting. clever and mild and manipulative. I don't like him as a person but I kinda do as a character. #but thorin just… the guy feels doomed from the start. you can't put a person on that kind of pedestal without messing them up majorly. #the ''I looked at him and saw someone who could lead us as king'' moment (paraphrasing) was chilling to me #as grand and noble as it was meant to be too. but that might be what made it so tragic. #I'd apologise for these tags but I'd be lying. reserving the right to come back and shape them into coherent thoughts later though.