Bella !! I just realized I submitted a req to the wrong acc đđ by any chanceâare you up to writing Drabbles or request for your PWYC series? I just reread it and omg I very much miss our dirty rough and tough biker Bucky â¨đ anyways! Here is my silly lil request:
Imagine this: reader stumbles across a specific kink, (praise kink, daddy kink, degradation kink, knife kink, chase kink, whatever one you can come up with!) but sheâs too nervous to bring it up to Bucky! Though, she forgets that Bucky can feel/sense her emotions through the â¨soulmate bondâ¨. When Bucky figures it outâheâs a lil pissed/sad that his pretty girl didnât just tell him. Soâhe starts to do little things to trigger her new secret kink. He just canât help it! He loves the way she blushes (when he calls her good girl, does shit with knives, you get it!) But suddenly Bucky canât take it anymoreâhe pounces! Next thing ya know our lovely pair of soulmates are screwing!
I know itâs a bit long but I just desperately love this series ! Keep up the great work lovie!! ~đ°đ
the thrill of it all
pretty when you cry series masterlist
pairing: pwyc!bucky x curvy!reader (dark!soulmate au)
warnings: 18+ ONLY. smut. chase kink, choking, primal play-ish?. probably forgetting stuff, please let me know if you come across something that should be added.
words: 5.5k
notes: thank you for sending this in, and sorry it took ages. itâs not exactly what you asked for đ but i hope you enjoy it! đ¤đ¤đ¤ i didnât reread this bc iâm about to pass out but i promised iâd post it tonight so itâs going up rn and iâll go over it tomorrow to fix anything i think needs fixing lol. fingers crossed itâs cohesive đ as always, reblogs and comments are very much appreciated! thank you for reading.
Getting home from the grocery store, you were surprised to find your laptop sitting half open on the table in the kitchen. You remembered youâd been reading on it this morning as you ate breakfast, but you could have sworn youâd shut it when you left. You set the bags down and went to the table, opening the computer the rest of the way. It was still on the story you had been reading earlier and you felt yourself warm up not only at the idea that you left it open so carelessly, but also at the content itself. Smut.
A reader being chased through the woods by her boyfriend who also happened to be a demon. Youâd had to leave before you got to the inevitable, the part where heâd stop toying with her and finally catch her. To have his way with her on the forest floor, the moonlight shining down on them as he took her apart.. You were getting flustered just thinking about it.
Youâd have been mortified if Bucky had seen it and you were grateful he wasnât home to have stumbled upon your latest reading material.
It was soâŚkinky. And you hadnât talked to him about any of your new self discoveries or âinterestsâ so to speak. You hated it but you were truthfully a little ashamed. Embarrassed. You knew itâd probably be in your best interest to talk to him about it, but you kept talking yourself out of doing so. Convinced yourself that it wasnât that big of a deal. Though if it wasnât, why were you so concerned with keeping your fantasies to yourself. If you knew Bucky, you knew heâd want to help you fulfill any fantasy that crossed your pretty little mind, but still the thought of having to bring it up yourself was just too daunting. You were fine just reading your kinky erotica and not having to ask Bucky to act it out with you. Really. Though your occasional daydream about doing just that was popping up more and more frequently, you didnât bring it up. How weird would it be to tell him you essentially wanted him to hunt you, chase you, pin you down and just completely ravish youâŚGod, the thought of it was getting you hot all over again.
You had closed your laptop and set it aside as you started taking the groceries out of their bags and putting them away. Your eyes went wide as you heard Buckyâs footsteps, the ones you only heard when he wanted you to, coming down the stairs. How long had he been home? And did he happen to have come into the kitchen..did he open your laptop? Immediately you worried that he had at the very least looked at it. You swallowed hard but kept focused on your task, putting the food away where it belonged. You would just wait and see if he said anything, no way youâd bring it up first and make yourself seem suspicious. He came into the kitchen without a word and leaned back against the counter as he watched you put the last few items away, his arms crossed over his wellbuilt chest.
âHey,â you greeted, throwing him a quick glance over your shoulder. âThought you said you had a meeting with Stark today?â
âSomething came up, we had to reschedule.â
âOh. So, whenâd you get home?â you asked, hoping you sounded nonchalant.
âNot that long ago,â he answered vaguely. You narrowed your eyes at his avoidance of a real answer before you turned around to look at him.
âI didnât see your bike when I pulled in,â you alluded.
âItâs in the garage. Iâm about to give it a tune up.â He kept his eyes on you, his gaze heavy and slightly unnerving. You hummed in response as you stared back, trying to suss out why he was being so weird. There, of course, was an obvious answer, but you wished heâd just come out and tell you what he was thinking.
âYou left your laptop down here,â he said, nodding in the direction of where it laid on the table.
âI saw. Did you..were you on it?â you asked, again trying to sound like you didnât care one way or the other.
He shook his head vaguely as he rubbed the stubble along his jaw.
âJust saw it when I came in earlier,â
You subconsciously let out a breath of relief, nodding at him.
âWhy?â he questioned, his eyes never leaving you, even as you looked down. âYou hiding something from me, sweetheart?â
Your eyes shot up again at his question. âWhat?â you laughed nervously. âNo.â
He pushed off the counter and started to walk toward you as you stayed in your spot and watched him.
âGood,â he said as he got closer, closing the distance between you. His hands came up to cup your face, taking you by surprise as he suddenly pulled you in for a fervent kiss, eventually breaking it to look you in the eyes again. He kept your face in his hands, forcing you to hold his gaze as your hands found his wrists. âI donât want you keeping anything from me, got it?â
You swallowed hard before you nodded lightly.
âGot it,â you breathed.
He looked at you a moment longer, his thumbs brushing the soft skin of your cheeks gently before he slipped away. His gaze was even more heated now and you had a renewed sense that he was clearly lying when he said he hadnât been on your laptop. Why else would he have been acting so weird? Telling you not to keep things from him. He had to have seen something.
You werenât sure why you were so embarrassed by him finding out about your newly realized kink, but you were. Bucky had seen you at your most vulnerable countless times at this point, in as many compromising positions as you could think of. But youâd never really been entirely comfortable talking about or asking for specific things from him when it came to sex. He certainly loved when you were vocal, crying for him, and he loved hearing you ask him for exactly what you wanted, but you were usually forced to verbalize those things lest he just continue torturing you with tantalizing but unfulfilling touches until you used your words, face hot even as your neediness tried to overpower your mortification. You were still relatively inexperienced and even morso when it came to the kinker side of being intimate.
You really never even thought of yourself as kinky, but since Bucky, you couldnât deny the dirty thoughts that would run through your head, or the tags youâd go searching through when youâd look for new erotica to read.
You knew in reality that Bucky would love it if you came to him with ideas for things youâd want to try with him, but you just couldnât get past the embarrassment to bring it up. Hell, youâd only very recently started to even just initiate sex with him and that took a helluva lot to get comfortable with.
It took constant reassurance from Bucky that any time you found yourself getting worked up for him, all you had to do was let him know. Weeks of finding yourself flustered and wanting when youâd catch him working on his bike or on a car in the garage⌠in the kitchen cooking dinner for you⌠even just cuddling you tight on the couch... or fresh out of the shower as he was getting ready.. You often forgot he could so easily tell when you were turned on. He could feel the way your heart would flutter and the change in your breathing. Heâd shoot you a cocky smirk and youâd go wide eyed and make yourself scarce before he could really call you out on it.
Though half the time heâd catch you before you could get far and youâd find yourself naked and full of him in no time at all, always ending the night with him reminding you that anytime you wanted him all you had to do was ask. It took awhile for you to do so uninhibited, but when he finally pleaded for you to just tell him, you realized not only how badly he needed you to, but also how freeing it felt to not stifle your need for him, either.
That day had been a big eye opener for you, and you thought back on it in vivid and arousing detail as you stood in the kitchen. That was the day youâd realized exactly what it was that got you so worked up. It hadnât been the first time youâd felt cornered or caught by him, but it suddenly clicked that that was what made certain memories stand out in your mind when you thought back on the most memorable times youâd been intimate with Bucky.
The uninhibited passion. Raw desire for one another. The possession. The chase.
Heâd just gotten out of the shower and you were admiring his form as he walked toward the closet while you were folding your laundry across the room. The way his muscles flexed as he moved, looking through his shirts for something to put on, was distracting to say the least. All of him was distracting. He was just so beautiful. You knew you were staring, but you couldnât bring yourself to care. That was until you were pulled out of your head by his blue eyes shooting to you as he turned around suddenly. You quickly looked away and finished putting your panties in your drawer before you took the empty basket and made to leave the room. You avoided his eye as he neared you, trying to just go get the next load of your clothes from the dryer and act like you werenât just ogling him and longing for his attention. He got closer still and stepped right in front of you, blocking you from moving. You took a step back as you found the nerve to look up at him. His eyes were set on you and you couldnât look away from his heated gaze. You tried to move around him, but he moved insync with you, continuing to block your way. You huffed before trying again, but he followed your steps and this time took the basket from your hands as he threw it to the side. You were taken aback at the swift action, and froze as he took a step closer.
âWhat are you doing?â you tutted.
He didnât answer and only took another step toward you, as you took one back. You felt cornered. You felt like prey. You eyed the door and narrowed your eyes at him before you made to run for it. It was futile, you knew it would be, but you screamed none the less as he took you off your feet, grabbing you by your waist and pulling you back against his chest. His lips were near your ear as he spoke, âWhere do you think youâre going, sweetheart?â
You couldnât keep yourself from leaning back into his warmth as you placed your hands over his still holding you. You wanted him even more now, the thrill adding to the desire that was already there. He spun you around and pushed you up against the wall. His eyes were filled with desire, much the same as yours, you were sure.
âNeed you to tell me you want me, princess. I need to hear it, I need to hear you say it.â He nuzzled against you as he spoke, keeping you pinned against the wall of your shared bedroom, nothing but his towel on as he stood before you. You nodded softly against him in turn.
âI want you,â you whispered before repeating yourself with more confidence, assuring him, âI want you. Right now.â
He crashed his lips against yours, his hunger for you evident in his kiss. He was going to devour you and you longed for nothing more as he kept you caged against the wall. You continued making out as Bucky pulled at you and removed your clothes in a fit, like he couldnât get you bare to him fast enough.
He lifted you up and you instinctively wrapped your thick legs around him, your arms winding behind his neck. He carried you effortlessly to the bed where you spent the rest of your afternoon, completely consumed by him.
From then on, you'd made more of an effort in initiating things, and it was nice, you couldnât lie. Owning your desires and letting Bucky know when you were feeling frisky was kind of empowering. You just werenât sure you were ready to own and speak aloud your kinkier desires just yet. You were still learning and exploring what you liked on your own, and though youâd occasionally consider talking to Bucky about some of these things, youâd always get shy and end up too nervous to bring it up.
You found yourself almost hoping that he had seen what you were reading and that heâd bring it up so you wouldnât have to. It wasnât the most mature way to go about things, but at least youâd get it over with sooner and stop feeling like a teenager trying to hide porn from their parents.
Bucky didnât make the connection right away. Sure, heâd noticed you would get more turned on when heâd corner you and cage you in, and the times youâd try to avoid him and put on a little game of cat and mouse, you would be damn near dripping for him when heâd finally get his hands on you. But he hadnât ever put two and two together. It wasnât until he stumbled upon your laptop youâd left in the kitchen. Was it an invasion of privacy? Maybe. But he was curious as to what you had been doing on it. Youâd been glued to the screen all of last night until he was finally getting into bed. Your laptop had snapped shut and you set it on your bedside table in a flash like youâd been waiting for him all night. You crawled over to him the second he sat on the edge of the bed and he was pleasantly surprised when you looked up at him, lust swimming in your eyes as you tentatively moved to palm him through his sweats. He raised an eyebrow at you, his lips parting, but didnât say anything as he leaned further back onto the bed. You pulled down on the top of his pants and he helped you get them down just enough for his cock to slip out past the waistband.
You wasted no time and took him into your mouth right away, moaning as you felt him stiffen further in your mouth. You took your time pleasuring him, bobbing up and down while twirling your tongue around his length as best you could, his hand fisted in your hair and grunts and curses were falling freely from his lips as you sucked. He almost came before he pulled you off of him and you gave him a pout at the loss, wiping some of the spit off your lips as you looked up at him.
âFuck, sweetheart,â he panted. âWhere the hell did that come from? Not that Iâm complaining,â he smirked dopily.
You shrugged as you stared up at him, âJust want you.â Your words brought a proud smile to his face and with that he pulled you up and smashed his lips to yours, meanwhile you shimmied off your shorts and panties as quickly as you could while he held you to him.
You were near insatiable last night and he knew whatever it was youâd been doing on your laptop had something to do with it. He could sense you getting flustered even before heâd entered the room, your heart racing faster, a sense of anticipation and excitement taking over you. Heâd let it go the first time he noticed, got more curious the second, but after last night, he decided he needed to see what it was that was getting you so worked up, since he knew you wouldnât be the one to tell him.
It was really just a coincidence that Stark had to reschedule the meeting they had set and he got home early. But one that worked in his favor. You werenât home and your laptop was just sitting there, like it was begging him to take a look at what was on your screen. It was closed, sure, but easy enough to open.
He typed in the password he knew you used for everything and got in on the first try.
His eyes scanned the text on the screen, trying to get a sense of what exactly youâd been reading. There was another tab open and when he clicked on it, he was brought to a blog page. Your blog page apparently. All the posts were story after erotic story. Just reading the warnings some of them had he quickly realized these were what had been getting you so hot.
There were a lot of kinks littered along your page, but the one that stood out the most was the chase kink. It also appeared the most. And when he thought about it, he wasnât surprised in the least. Though he was a little disappointed that you felt the need to keep it from him. He was always happy to get kinky with you, and now knowing what you were into, it gave him a few ideas. If you werenât going to come out and tell him, heâd just get it out of you himself.
He went back to the tab your laptop had been on and sent himself the link to what youâd been reading. He shut the screen but didnât close it completely as he was distracted by pulling up the page on his phone. He went upstairs to give it a read and figure out what he wanted to do with this new information.
Bucky had been outside working on his bike before he went upstairs for a shower. You had been in the kitchen baking pumpkin bread, making loaf after loaf until the can of pumpkin puree was empty. You figured you could take one to Eva, and maybe bring a couple to the shop for everyone, too. Youâd figure it out later, you just wanted to finish up baking them. You were so caught up in mixing the last batch of batter that you didnât even notice Bucky enter the kitchen until you turned around to grab your wisk, yelping at his unexpected appearance. You placed your hand over your heart as if it would help settle the beating as you steadied your breath.
âJesus christ, Bucky, why do you do that?â you admonished. He smirked in response.
âYou look so cute when youâre all helpless and scared, I canât help myself.â
You swallowed hard and felt your face grow warm at his words, turning back around to combine the dry ingredients into the wet.
ââM not helpless,â you argued.
He was behind you in an instant, you gasped at his metal hand on your throat forcing your head back so you could look up at him, eyes wide.
âArenât you?â he leered down at you. âDonât you wanna be? Youâve been keeping secrets from me, pretty girl?â he purred in your ear. âYou should know by now Iâm always gonna find out whatâs going on with you.â You whined pathetically as he tightened his hand around your neck, pulling you closer as he leaned down, your breathing shallow as he kissed your lips, taking advantage of your lips parting again as he flexed his fingers around your throat once more, slipping his tongue inside the warmth of your mouth.
You reached up and grabbed his hair, trying to pull him even closer. His hand slipped from around your neck and slid down your chest, groping your breasts as he breathed into you. His hand drifted lower and made its way under your dress, cold metal grazing the soft skin of your thighs, sending chills up your spine. You moaned into his mouth as he began rubbing at your clothed folds. The sound of the timer going off on the oven made you jump, but Bucky held your waist tight as you reclined into him, his lips moving to your cheek as you breathed deeply.
âI have to get that out,â you breathed as you pushed his hands away from you, reaching for the oven mits before you turned toward the oven. Bucky blocked your way and fixed you with a look.
âAh-ah,â he tutted. âYouâre not gonna get out of this, so might as well talk.â
âGet out of what?â you said, playing dumb. âItâs gonna burn, Bucky, I need to take it out,â you whined.
He turned and opened the oven door, grabbing the loaf pan with his hand.
âBuck,â you gasped before realizing he was using his left hand. âGod,â you muttered, shaking your head.
âWorried about me hurting myself, sweetheart?â he teased as he set the pan down on the stove.
âI have to finish this,â you avoided, gesturing to the batter still sitting in the mixing bowl.
âOh, donât you worry, princess. Weâll definitely finish this,â he said. You looked up at him from the bowl, biting the side of your tongue in your mouth as he left the room
It was almost two hours later when youâd taken the last loaf out of the oven, the dishes washed and the cooled loaves wrapped, packed, and stored away to give out tomorrow.
You washed your hands, grabbed the load of towels youâd washed earlier from the dryer and headed upstairs.
You entered the bedroom and didnât find Bucky, but you didnât think much of it as you went to the bathroom to put the towels where they belong in the cabinet.
As you were on your knees, sliding the folded towels onto the lower shelves, the lights in the bathroom went off.
You bristled at the loss of light and called out into the room, âIâm in here, Bucky!â
No response. You rolled your eyes and got up with a huff. The light switches were by the door leading from the bedroom to the bath so you had to walk across the room to switch them back on. You were stopped in your path as you saw a figure standing across from you in the dark. You screamed in fear at the sight, stumbling back on instinct before your rational mind came back into play.
âFucking hell, Bucky! Itâs not funny,â you cursed. He stayed silent, his face still concealed by the dark, as he took a step to you. You stayed still, breathing heavy as you tried to discern him in the darkness. You pushed past him and got to the door of the toilet, flicking on the switch in there, giving you enough light to see Bucky now.
He kept inching closer and you kept backing away, eyeing him warily. His continued silence was perturbing and the look in his eye was intense and sure.
Every step he took, deliberate. Methodical. Like he was leading you into a trap of some kind.
âBucky..What are you doing?â you asked. âYouâre freaking me out.â
As you made your way back into the bedroom, you realized he had turned the lights off in there, too. âCan you say something, please?!â you snapped. You hadnât been looking where you were going, and even if you had the light from the bathroom wasnât giving much of any illumination that far into the bedroom. You tripped over something and only barely caught yourself from falling back on your ass.
âBetter watch your step, sweetheart. Youâve read enough scenes like this, Iâm sure you know how it goes. One wrong move and it's over. And you wouldn't want it to be over so soon, where's the thrill in that?â
You didnât know how to respond. You had been pretty sure heâd seen your laptop, but now knowing he really had, you didnât know what to feel. Though you were thoroughly embarrassed, you were also relieved. And growing more and more excited⌠He knew and he was playing into it for you already. And he was doing a damn good job, too.
He was nearly on top of you now, backing you into the closed door of your room. You felt that familiar thrill come over you. Your heart picked up speed and you were sure he could tell how aroused you were getting at his predatory gaze.
âNow we both know I can catch you in a heartbeat, so I'm gonna be nice and give you a little head start,â
âWhat are you-â
âIf I were you, princess,â he said as he got closer, your back flush against the door, âIâd run.â
You turned quickly and threw the door open, cursing at the darkness encompassing the whole house. The only light afforded to you were the small night lights at either end of the hall and the candles still burning in the living room down the stairs. As fast as you could without falling, you hurried down the stairs, Buckyâs voice counting down from ten sounding from the bedroom.
You didnât really think through where you were going, you just went. Instead of heading to the living room, you headed down the hall across from it. You were walking slowly, desperate not to hit your toe on a corner or walk into a wall, the hall pitch black, no lights left on. When you got to the doors leading to the den Bucky mainly used as his office, you saw light coming from inside.
âBoo,â he whispered in your ear just as you moved to reach the handle. You jumped at his voice so close and when you were suddenly pulled back into him, being lifted off your feet as he carried you away from the door, a la texas chainsaw massacre, you shrieked in fear.
âThatâs the best you can do? I thought you wanted a chase, pretty girl. Didnât even try to make it outside. No one else out here but us,â he mused. âNooneâll hear you scream.â
You were thrashing against him, pushing at his arms, trying with no avail to get him to drop his hold, whimpering as he only tightened his arms around you.
âMmm,â he hummed against you. âThereâs always next time.â He changed his hold on you, lifting your legs into his left arm, holding your back up with his right, essentially cradling you in his arms. You tried to wiggle out of his hold, but he just threw you over his shoulder instead, slapping your ass as he took you to the living room, dropping you unceremoniously onto the couch. The light from the candles glowing and allowing you to see him as he pulled his shirt over his head. The clinking of his belt and the sound of his zipper filled the air as he removed his jeans before he straddled you. You were breathing shallow and you knew you were dripping for him by now as he leaned his face into yours and took your lips into his own, gently nipping your bottom lip before he drifted to your neck. His arms went under you and pulled the zip of your dress down, getting it as much off of you without your assistance as he could. He was impatient and decided to just tear it the rest of the way down the seam as you gasped.
âIâll get you a new one,â he gruffed as he pulled the sleeves off your arms and threw the dress to the wayside. âYouâd forgone a bra, granting him access to your heavy breasts the moment he got the dress off you. His lips descendeded on your pert nipple, his hand squezzing your breast as he pulled and tugged at your other nipple.
âBuck,â you moaned, your hands flitting through his hair, his stubble tickling your sensitive skin. You spread your legs around him and he ground down against you, his hard length throbbing through his underwear. You tugged at his boxers before he pulled away from you to get them down the rest of the way. He tore your own off and before you could complain, kissed your sweet spot and murmured, âSorry, princess.â
His lips traveled back up your neck before landing on your lips again, tasting you as you parted your mouth for him, wrapping your leg around his waist and whining at the lack of contact you felt.
âTell me what you want,â he said. You huffed in annoyance but knew youâd have to answer to get what you wanted.
âWant you to fuck me,â you pleaded.
âWhatever you say,â he smiled against your skin.
He took his cock in his hand and ran his tip along your wet slit, spreading your slick around and rubbing himself against your puffy clit, eliciting a moan from you. He teased you for a bit before he slid his tip inside of you. Your eyes closed in pleasure. âFeel good, baby?â he asked.
You nodded fervently as his lips returned to your neck. âMore,â you pleaded, your fingers pulling at his hair. He pushed further into you and groaned at the feeling of your silky walls gripping him tight. He rolled his hips against you, setting a rhythm as he rocked into you repeatedly. His cock was rubbing against you in the most delicious way and he was stimulating your clit with his every move. Moans falling from you both as he fucked into you. His hand found your hip as he held you down into the couch, thrusting up into you harsher and harsher the closer he got to his release. The way he was pounding into you had you sliding up the couch with each powerful thrust.
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â he groaned into your ear as he held himself up above you, his rhythm faltering ever so slightly. The hand he had on your hip traveled to your clit and he expertly rolled it with perfect pressure as you cried out at the heat building hotter and hotter in your core. You felt your body tense as he slid against your g-spot repeatedly.
âAlways so fucking tight, goddamnit,â he cursed, fucking you harder. You were unintelligible as you moaned and mewled at the pressure growing until you finally came undone around him. âFuck,â he roared near your ear, burrying his face in your neck as he let himself go right after you.
You whimpered as his hips stuttered against you, your arms wrapping around him as he laid his weight down on top of you, placing soft kisses along your neck. You were breathing heavy as you ran your hands up and down his back, his weight a comfort as you shut your eyes.
Bucky pulled out of you gently, grabbing tissues off the coffee table to clean you and himself. He sat back on the couch and pulled you against him, kissing your head.
âI need you to know, sweetheart. You donât need to keep anything from me. Ever. Especially stuff like this. I just want to make you happy. I want to make you feel good.â
âI know,â you murmured. âYou know youâre the only person I've ever been with. I just - I didn't know how to approach it. I guess really I was just embarrassed. Maybe a little ashamed. Iâd never..even thought about any of this stuff,â you laughed nervously. âIt feels..dirty?â
âItâs a kink, princess. Theyâre pretty common. Youâre not fucked up for wanting to be chased around before you fuck. Itâs just a turn on, doesnât say anything about your morality.â
You leaned your head against him as he rubbed your arm.
âYou come across any other kinks you wanna try, you just let me know. You know Iâll do anything for you, pretty girl.â
You smiled softly at that. You knew he would, but it was always nice to hear him remind you of that fact.
âThank you,â you whispered.
He tilted your chin up so you were looking at him. âI love you,â he told you, leaning down to kiss you softly.
âThat was pretty hot,â he said when he pulled away. âWeâre definitely going outside next time.â You couldnât help but smile, a small laugh leaving your lips as you looked at him. âI love you,â you replied, hand coming up to stroke his cheek. ââM tired,â you mumbled. He lifted you up as effortlessly as ever and moved to carry you up the stairs.
âIf you drop me, I swear to god,â you warned him, earning a laugh in return.
âWouldnât dream of it, sweetheart.â
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