#i need to get my transmission flushed. i definitely havent done that since i bought her and id bet my life none of her previous drivers did

[kennabeth]

as a person with anxiety and fear of violent vehicular death, that most people do experience the same amount of car trouble that I do but they usually just. let their car break down before doing something about it vs working themselves into a faint over every noise is a lesson I'm trying to teach myself

#says kenna #im not cursed #my baby is just 1) ancient #2) neglected by all her previous owners #and im resposible and trying to keep up with maintenance #i need to get my transmission flushed. i definitely havent done that since i bought her and id bet my life none of her previous drivers did #steering rack is going #brake pads will need done before this winter #and im hearing a clicking occasionally from a wheel that the mechanic couldnt place last time they looked at it but i want them to check #again #these are things normal people just let their cars break down over #but they have me dizzy and sick to my stomach because i love my car like a person #everyone yells at me and tells me to just buy a new car but first of all i cant afford that #and second of all i FUCKING LOVE HER #WITH MY WHOLE HEART #i love every quirk and rust spot and the failed tpms sensor and the slight lean to the left and pull to the right #we have so much more off roading and road trips to do i will do whatever it takes to keep her healthy #plus i just love driving an older car #i love it being low tech i talk about that all the time #but you really just cant get a non-intelligent car anymore #they all have ai that i do not want on pain of death