#i take it all back

[erial-c]

LASKO CALLING COWORKER DEAR.??????? EVERYONE SHUT UP ACTUALLY

#i take it all back #it fits #it sounds good actually #my villain arc is over (hating the dear petname) #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted lasko #redacted coworker #redacted dear

[sapphia]

https://youtube.com/@Princess_Weekes?si=PKCaJrZ-dYttwZhw

i almost deleted this but i clicked on her first video, a harry potter one, just to see who she was. 45 seconds in:

alright i guess ill fall in love with her then. whatever.

#princess weekes #tbh i actually googled her to make sure this wasn’t youtuber drama first #and when i saw hbomberguy recced her i was like ‘ugh i just DO NOT have time for another video essayist #im barely on top of the two im watching now’ #but okay she won me over instantly thank you anon #i take it all back #hbomberguy

[kindlespice]

🍉 actual hiatus 🍉

hi hi! so... it's been a while! *checks notes* i have not posted since august... of last year x.x i've been lurking around a bit occasionally dropping likes here and there, but for the most part been entirely absent. i feel like it's wayyyy past time for me to check-in, let everybody know i'm okay and all that jazz. but i am declaring this an actual hiatus now

tl;dr

i lost the simblr itch, i thought "surely it will come back" but it never came back and now i'm hyperfixating on other things.

i'm gonna put specifics under a read more if anyone's that interested in what i've been doing, what i will be doing, where i'll be hanging out now, etc. but it's really nothing big or major--just interests changing.

⭐ my content + patreon

(since it's kinda important and i want everyone to be able to see this) i'm not deleting this account and i'm still keeping my content up both on patreon and sfs! you will still be able to download things for free!!! i will be deleting my patreon tier! even though it was basically a donation tier, i feel bad keeping it up knowing i'm consciously not making more sims content (or being really active in the community) for the foreseeable future i'll be reaching out to existing patrons and making a similar post over there as well about the tier change!

i also wanna say thank you to everyone who's ever followed, donated, liked, commented, messaged, lurked or just been sweet and kind to me ❤️! simblr will always have a special place in my heart, so i don't think i'll ever leave leave, but i owe it to you guys to let you know that i'm making the conscious decision to be inactive for some time.

as a closing statement, fk isr*el and i am absolutely 100% without a doubt full stop

AGAINST GENOCIDE AND FOR A 🍉 FREE PALESTINE 🍉

you should be too if you're any kind of decent human being :)

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⭐what will happen to my account?

nothing really. or at least nothing different from how it's been for the last year and some change XD like i said, i'm still keeping my blogs up, downloads won't move, etc. i am just committing to not actively posting content or really being on simblr that much. maybe i'll drop some likes or comments when the mood hits (like i have been), but not really much else. i guess if there's any questions about this i'll answer them since my active attention will be back on simblr for at least a few days while i clean some things up. i would like to do one last thing as a kind of parting gift at some point... i never did end up cleaning up my downloads page or organize the thumbs/sorting for my cc like i said i would so maybe i'll do that before it gets away from me again but i'm not making any promises

⭐why am i on hiatus?

nothing bad happened or anything, i just.... lost interest. I already wasn't really playing the game that much even when i was super active; i mostly just took pictures and did edits. but i just wasn't having as much fun as i used to, opening the game started feeling like a chore, i wasn't all that inspired to make content, etc. i've burnt out on simblr on many an occasion so i just took a break like i always do but it kept going...and going.......and going.........until i realized it had been FOREVER and i hadn't really felt the itch to create here during that time, it wasn't coming back, and i was having much more fun doing other stuff. the times i did consider coming back it was more bc i felt bad about not creating rather than any actual desire to create. so i had to think long and hard about whether or not i even really wanted to come back. and i flip-flopped for probably 6 months--trying to drum up creative projects and never committing--before coming to the conclusion that i think i just need to call it a hiatus XD

⭐what have i been up to?

annoying my family with boycott lists and making them buy alternatively :D bouncing back and forth between many different hyperfixations... i fell back down the skyrim rabbithole several times, genshin, stardew, acnh, made a million notion pages i'll never use--the usual suspects. BUT BG3! at one point i swore i was gonna come back end of july/early aug but then BG3 dropped early and it was over... i definitely did A LOT of heavy lurking here when the girlies were all posting GORGEOUS tavs omg... i spent a while getting ts3 up and running, even made a sideblog thinking "maybe i'll come back with ts3 content that would be cool!"... just to not end up playing and not using the sideblog and not coming back -.- 4LIENS were supposed to have a comeback like... 4 separate times and it just did not happen... i've been making a concerted effort to get back into drawing and art. i've been in a kind of... depression? slump? with it for years now; always feeling like it wasn't good enough, that i should be better since i'm so "gifted and talented", i should be monetizing it and not "wasting" all that skill, blah blah imposter syndrome blah blah getting frustrated when i'm not 100% perfect all the time blah blah feeling like a disappointment to my family blah blah... but i am HELLA sick and tired of having all this anxiety and fear surrounding something i used to love so much so i'm pushing through! i've been trying out lots of different mediums and actually using my sketchbooks and just generally trying to introduce more fun into the process and stop being so hard on myself all the time. i picked up crocheting for a bit. at this point i haven't touched it in so long i probably forgot how to do it but... maybe one day i'll make a blanket or smth I started journalling (relatively) regularly for a bit. i was feeling really down at several points throughout the year and i thought having daily entries would help combat the feeling like every day was just absolute shit. on the contrary, the majority of days are good--at worst mundane--the bad ones just tend to stick out more. trying to get back into reading again... i miss doing it for leisure and taking notes bc i want to and not because i have a 300 annotation school assignment :P and a whole bunch of other stuff probably but it's hard to remember every single thing that's been on my mind for 16 months lol

⭐what will i be doing / where can you find me now?

i'm hoping to start a webtoon/build up art socials in the new year as a part of my "reconnecting to art" process. i made some art socials @kbearie-art here and @/kbearie_art on insta, youtube, tiktok, and twitter; they're empty for now though bc i got scared the minute i made them and never posted anything -.- but i'll be real with you... twitter is a cesspool, and im not fond of tiktok so i think tumblr, insta and youtube will probably be where i'll dedicate my time i've been thinking about getting back into posting videos on youtube again just in general. in fact this thought was the final push for me to make this post bc i was like... if i post a video out of the blue with no word to simblr that would be fked up XD i play games all the time and i had such a fun time recording, learning to edit and stuff that i think i'd like to pursue that further. i wouldn't be doing sims related stuff though bc...well... i don't play anymore XD but other games ya know. my other youtube is kspice (the same place with my tutorials, speed edits, the acnh vid, etc.) if you'd be interested in that

and i guess that's pretty much it!

again, for at least the next couple of days i'll probably actively have my eyes on this post/simblr in general (and i am gonna clear out my inbox hopefully) so if you have questions i'd ask em quickly before i go back into hiding XD

thanks again, i love you guys, free palestine, and have a good new year! 🍉⭐💖

#now... #is it extra if i change my theme right before i leave for an indefinite period of time? #... #it's never stopped me before! #also i hate this knock-off twitter layout i wanna burn it all down #why can't i put a real line in my text posts anymore i-- #i take it all back #the tumblr changes are the reason i'm on hiatus #>:| #kspice.text

[valekim]

.

#just a random post #no one asked and no one cares about my opinion but i want to leave my two cents #i've defended seungri until very recently #forget all i said in his defense #i'm sorry i was so late to realize #i tried to believe as long as possible that he was used as a scapegoat #and that he wasn't actively involved in the scandal #i take it back #i take it all back #i'm just disappointed i've been a fan of this piece of shit for 15 years #i should have trusted my guts back in 2009 #personal

[trinity-trouble]

i'm rewatching potc AND HOW DID I MISS THE OT3 POTENTIAL??

I DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER THEY KISSED??

#potc #that post i made about pirate media and put potc as straight? #i take it back #i take it all back #oh god #what's even the name of the ship #heh the ship #of the ot3 i mean

[sallytwo]

I HATE PENTIMENT NO ONE SHOULD EVER PLAY PENTIMENT

#I TAKE IT ALL BACK

[gamerbot-22]

Me: Oh the tumblr dashboard update isn't *that* bad

Me: Anyways time to finish some of the writing in my drafts--

[spends FIFTEEN WHOLE MINUTES TRYING TO FIND WHERE THE FUCK MY DRAFTS TAB WENT]

#I take it all back #I take ALL OF IT BACK #THIS UPDATE SUCKS WHERE DID THEY *GO* #Tumblr #Tumblr update #UPDATE: FOUND THEM WHAT THE HELL

[silvercaptain24]

HOLY CROW’S NEST OW

#I TAKE IT ALL BACK #GOSH DANG IT MY WRIST REALLY HURTS

[soulsam]

man cmon...

#i sometimes go omg i missed the gore spam in this random discord server thats crazy im kinda morbidly curious #i take it all back #its not funny its not fun its not interesting #its just gross and horrible and i wish i hadnt seen any of it #why would someone do that #it doesnt make anyone want to listen to you if you have something to say #maybe that was the point #maybe it was some kind of fucked up reverse psychology #anyway it was awful and i wish i hadnt looked. #keithposting #;

[debbiechanclub]

I retract everything bad I've ever said about the Young Bucks.

#and I have #people have blocked me for things I said about them 2-3 years ago #I take it all back #genuinely

[quicksilvrr]

If you saw me defend Turner, no you didnt I dont know this man

#bb24 #big brother 24 #big brother #i take it all back #i’ve never seen this man

[thistlecrimes]

How dare you slander the gump, I saw the tags. The gump is not a burden, the gump is our faithful chariot thru the the horrors (Popeye movie et al)

ugh alright fine whatever

#im sorry the gump #i take it all back #you're beautiful

[mythicalthing]

This is truly the worst thing I've ever read I'm begging u to stop describing a rancid fruit as creamy DURIAN ICE CREAM ANON YOU'VE BEEN SUMMONED

#I REGRET ASKING FOR PEOPLES OPINIONS #I TAKE IT ALL BACK

[cactusfool]

why is charlie day so hard to draw oh my god i’ve had some faces i’ve struggled with but i am on [counts canvases] attempt number 22 at drawing newt here and still nowhere near succeeding

#seriposting #im gonna rage quit #@ any ST actor i’m so sorry if i ever said u were hard to draw #i take it all back

[bookwermthings]

This song came on at work the other day and I couldn't stop laugh sobbing for a whole minute. Those who know, know.

#torchwood #jack harkness #i take it all back #take it all back by Judah and the lion #Youtube

[daydreamingleclerc]

MILES’ POST ?????????

#sorry but u guys r right they’ve def had a baby #i take it all back #this combined with lauren’s comment on abby’s post… yeah they’ve had a baby