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#i wish i had desensitized him to car rides and vet visits when he was a kitten
depresseddepot
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to avoid thinking about my cat's surgery I've been painting and I am so fucking bad at mixing colors lmao
#im bad at matching colors too
#like usually im painting from some random picture i find online but this time im really trying to focus on what im doing
#(to avoid thinking about the surgery)
#and i am so so bad at color matching lmao
#i even used a color match site so i could see what the color of an area REALLY is but even when i do that my colors are wrong
#theyre like...the right tone but theyre all too dark
#and lightening them with white makes the tone go off
#is this color theory? /gen lol I've heard people say you need to learn color theory but i never knew what it was
#anyway. for my next trick i will think obsessively about my wip. (to avoid thinking about the surgery)
#okay i cant avoid it any longer. i am so fucking glad his surgery is tomorroe
#hes having knee surgery and his knee has started CLICKING while he walks
#im so nervous i feel like i could go into cardiac arrest but frankly i wish it had been yesterday or the day before
#i wish we had taken him to the vet last thursday. i wish i had trusted my gut sooner instead of letting my mom talk me out of it
#i wish i hadn't let him walk around with a torn ligament for over a fucking week
#i wish we had the vet do xrays on his knees when he was a kitten so we could have prevented all of this
#i wish i had a shorter bedframe so he didn't have to jump so high. i wish i could sleep on the floor so i could sleep with him in his cage
#i wish i had desensitized him to car rides and vet visits when he was a kitten
#i wish we knew who abused him and threw him onto the highway so i could kill them
#i wish we had put him on anxiety medication earlier
#i wish i was a trained veterinarian so i could do my own exams on him instead of taking him to a place he's terrified of
#i wish i was confident enough to give him the injection he needs without fucking it up
#god i fucking hope everything goes okay
#pretending to laugh about how he'll have a nakey chicken leg isn't even working anymore
#wip save me. save me wip
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