#idk gender fuckery and all

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i remember making a post once that was like. geto is a Father but he’s mommy. and kenny is a Mother but he’s daddy. and i just wanted to say it again bc i was so CORRECT wow

#IM JUST SAYING…. #kenny is Husband and geto is Wife :3 #but canonically geto is a Father and kenny is a Mother #idk i just love whatever gender fuckery they have going on i need them Both actually #been thinking a lot abt husband!kenny………… i need to write something for him soon phewww #he is so Peculiar #wants you to give him a welcome back hug every time he comes home from work but he never tells you to do it #he just Stares at you until you’re in his arms. and if you don’t do it he gets all weird 🤨 #he’s so off putting it’s crazy #(the difference here is that geto would Whine for his welcome back hug) #ari noises ✩ #kenny !! ✩

[welcometoteyvat]

arlecchino's official title is "father" when house of hearth members refer to her ......... please just one chance please please

#GOD. me when slightly more masc women #idk i really hope they keep that just bc it would be so nice to have some more canonical gender fuckery as little as it is #i hope they write her well because MAN she's been so interesting so far #. kind to kids; who also end up becoming essentially child soldiers; 'has her own agenda' according to childe.. #thinking back to my own post abt her and house of hearth: seems like she really does care abt the kids in her org (or acts like it well eno #enough . but ahskdjksfjl she could ofc be another person who knows how bargaining and equivalent exchange works. like. save your life for #a debt. win loyalty via small favors that are actually nice things and things she doesn't mind doing etc #think how bai.zhu operates but a lot more ethically questionable #please please let her be a well rounded evil. her design is already so cool (minus the long rat tail ponytail thing :\) #chewing on her and her motivations and backstory for enrichment #genshin spoilers #4.0 spoilers #fontaine spoilers #arlecchino #i hope! they make her self aware enough to know she's doing evil. or not evil but not morally great things . and i sure hope they don't #write it off as 'this for that. food/shelter for doing 'jobs' for me' when the job is literally . murder and spying and all sorts of other #stuff. or ig she can justify it like that but IDK all im asking is that she doesn't get the shogun treatment #teyvat thoughts #ramblings!

[mobblespsycho100]

i rlly like firefly's fantasy disability as disabled rep btw. theres smth incredibly heartbreaking abt being born a weapon of war and not being indestructible but instead just . losing all sense and power. like burning up inside . she just wants to be happee and find the meaning of life it makes me so !!! waah. also mecha armor <3 SAM <3 trans allegory <3

#ough... #trans/general gender fuckery disabled rep of all time fr #well maybe not all time #but so far! so good id say! #disclaimer i think im able bodied . i have some chronic like things . but . idk #clumsiness + chronic sinusitis but idk if thats like disability or not #and ig glasses wearer #but its fine. probably

[lizard-shart]

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#damn I might need someone to explain the f1nn5ter stuff to me sometime #i thought he was doing good things and actively donated to the trans community regularly #and is just part of the crossdressing community? #i thought we needed to accept all forms of gender fuckery #idk what the difference would be of me posting something thirsty online while clearly not passing #and saying that im a boy #genuinely dont understand so i think ill need someone to explain it to me at aome point #bc online he seems respectful and i cant find any compelling arguments so far #bc crossdressing is drag as well #its a performance? #and he is performing? #idk maybe im dumb

[tellmeayarn]

gm: does anyone like pro wrestling?

me: I do!

everyone: 😲

(months pass)

Abraham: I'm going to Oppenheimer, but I'm gonna wear my all-pink suit. And then my friends wanna see Barbie so I'm gonna wear all black to that

Redlocks: don't tell me you're buying into that Barbie shit

me: I'm actually SUPER excited for the Barbie movie

everyone: 😲

#idk how i keep surprising them #they play into my gender fuckery all the time #these are the boys who said 'sorry mom' and 'sorry dad' to me simultaneously #also i must be curating my internet experience well since this is the first time ive actually heard an anti-Barbie statement about the movie

[n1ntendh0]

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#since rejecting gender/embracing my gender fuckery the desire to be a Pretty Petite Woman has mostly been quelled #but now for some reason it is rearing its ugly head and throwing me through a loop #ive been so much happier not starving myself. focusing on building muscle #cutting all my hair off. not preening myself every day #but with all that my status as Extremely Fuckable and Conventionally Attractive is gone #which. because of my trauma i think #ia a really strong and unhealthy drive within me #ive been doing good at working through this recently but as of late ive started feeling pretty low and worthless and ugly #i think i was triggered the other day because i tried on my girl clothes/not gym clothes for the first time in a while #idk man. i just cant wait for this shit to pass #riding the wave riding the wave riding the wave #personal

[brothebro]

In a rural town, where nobody had heard of cosplay before (me included) i cosplayed fem Ranma when i was 13 at the school's carnival party

#idk i think it was the first time i cosplayed ever and didn't even know it #i just had an intense love for Ranma because of all the gender fuckery

[sharp-tooths]

If theres not at least one severely traumatized man im not interested

#or man adjacent #cause i wouldnt call link legend of zelda a straight up man #thats where my gender fuckery comes from #i owe it all to link loz cijsjwjekdoxijejf #anyways #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #xiao genshin impact #but first it was venti #then i wasnt interested in scaramouche until VERY recently and even then i havent genuinely played genshin #since the whole dream sequence thingy #it just turned into too much of JUST a gambling game withthe wishes and i stopped enjoying it #i wanted to stay for the story but fuck. im too mad at it rn #anyways traumatized men! Give me. #idk why women hit different #its nice but i also realized i only hyperfixate like a crazy person if theres a traumatized dude involved thanks to honkai #which is. all playable characters r women #and GOD are they pretty but i need my token traumatized dude u know? #keep in mind im a genderqueer bisexual im gay for anyone i find pretty #but when it comes to hyperfixations my brain needs the little guy the little guy is key

[moe-broey]

Apparently. The best shiny hunting method is to just fuck around and find out. And literally do anything else.

First one (of the YEAR on Jan 1st!) I was workn on my dex, second I was breeding for a perfect IV Sprigatito and for funsies I used a Japanese Sprigatito I got in a Wonder Trade (she had. Two (2) perfect IVs but literally who gives a shit that's a female fucking shiny starter???? HELLO??? In 66 eggs too!), and the other two I just. Found. EV training. All of them found within a couple days of each other, too (from the 1st to the 11th). My dex still isn't complete btw. Very close, but not quite.

I just think it's so fucking goofy LMFAO LIKE???? I spent hours trying to hunt for a shiny Sinistea for my team during my playthrough two separate occasions using sandwiches and the other was literally an outbreak and I also tried some other outbreak hunts and like. Zilch. I get impatient and frustrated and give up and then I decide to go back to my roots (if I love a game dearly/if it feels feasible I WILL try to fill out the dex and also training perfect Pokemon I never plan to use competitively I just like the process and having the Results) and boom. Get fucking shiny'd, idiot.

Bonus... two of them..... (also pictured: my stupid ass thinking I'm safe to breed this WT Eevee in a Love Ball bc I gave him a Destiny Knot failing to factor in that. Lilac and Lulu are literally in the same egg group both girls 😰)

#pokemon #another really funny coincidence is that?? p much all the pokemon i've trained thus far has been female????? #and all my fucking shinies are female too???? lmfao???? insane. #the ONLY exceptions have been cerberus my houndstone and genderless pokemon. #and like the only one i actively decided to go out of my way to be female was my starter. ONLY bc i wanted to name her after my cat. #not even bc of the final evo like actually i have strong opinions on people who complain about femme looking starters -- #w the starter gender ratio and that opinion is. fuck you fuck uou fuck you you are WEAK and COWARDLY and downright foolish. explode. #as a genderweird guy i actually sometimes prefer femme pokemon to be male. small reflection of the self. #ultimately though any pokemon in any way can be genderweird if you want. like take spiderman over here (she/her) #idk if i'm gonna evolve her LMFAO but the idea behind it was the color pallet does sort of match. #and having a girl spidops who looks like some guy and is named spiderman is just. so fun to me. she's got it (the gender) #(NOT in a mocking way to be v clear this is from the perspective of some guy who doesn't conform to gender expectations at all) #nothing but love and affection for miss spiderman here (and all manner of gender fuckery)

[pastelghostbro]

The struggle is real folks

#ive been trans for a long time #but im in the weird spot of my life... i have no internal concept of who i want to be or what i want to look like in the future? #like if someone asked me 'hey imagine yourself in 10 years' i just... cant think of anything #i dont know how to move closer to my goals or feel satisfied in gender fuckery when i simpl dont know what tf i want to look like #in ANY sense #im trying to look at ppl and art and like... look for what gives me... idk vibes? positive feels #then maybe i can start making decisions... #im kinda thinking... might want top after all... maybe... but idk if i want T? is that weird?? XD #like i think a flat chest spunds lovely but idk if i want bottom growth... #more thinking needed #ghost post #EDIT PS am i weird??? do other ppl not have an idea of their appearance??? i spoke to my trans fem friend n he seems surprised... bleh

[tootyfruities]

what if i did like the opposite of mirror pronouns huh. like. use whatever pronouns for me that you(or other participating parties in any given convo) Absolutely Do Not Use.

you use she/her? call me anything but that.

you use he/him? they use they/them? call me anything but those.

you use any pronouns? only refer to me as my name

#i wont bc im alr super comfortable with my identity #and while i encourage all levels of gender fuckery idk if i align with this level of it #that being said i now deem this reverse mirror pronouns #OR if we're fun w it One-Sided Mirror Pronouns

[gamingdotcom]

im not. sure i like women???

#this is all very complicated and gender fuckery obviously makes this more complex #but i think i am exclusively attracted to people that are more masc #butch inclusive #but just most women? not doin it for me #its more confusing bc ive recently had a crush on a woman #idk man im so lost

[szethsmom]

Am I a bundles-and-dries-herbs-cottagecore-style femme or a returns-to-the-house-in-a-muscle-tank-sweaty-and-smelling-of-woodsmoke butch? The answer is yes.

#am I genderfluid? lesbian-fluid?? #idk but I can do it all babey 😎 #vin screams into the void #gender fuckery

[mrghostrat]

hey happy trans day of visibility. i'll get visible why not

i'm nonbinary, specifically genderfluid. i identify with this label because idk, even though i look back at my childhood and spot signs of dysphoria and gender fuckery, i don't feel like i was ever masquerading as something i wasn't. i'm just different now. and i may be different again in the future. i was a little girl then, and i'm a little bilv now.

i'm AFAB and just passed my 2 year T anniversary. i'm loving it, and just like putting together a pinterest board of hair and fashion styles to figure out how i wanted to present my truest self, starting T to change my voice and body and facial hair was just another step in that. i love how i look now and love all the changes T has brought me.

at this point i plan to remain on T indefinitely, but knowing a friend who took T for four years then stopped because she got to where she wanted to be, i feel safe and comfortable enough to stop if i ever change my mind. this is why visibility is important 💕

i don't plan on having any surgery at this point. i thought about top surgery for a while, but considering my fluidity and how much i've enjoyed tits in the past, i think i want to keep them in case i ever want to focus on them again in the future. this is the only thing i "struggle" with; how much i would like to have a flat flat chest right now, but know i may not want that in future, and surgery is so definite. thankfully i'm happy with binders and am small enough to live in a comfy middle ground.

i'm so grateful for all the trans art in the good omens fandom, especially @chernozemm's explicit illustrations that highlight how fun and sexy tcocks are. i did look into phalloplasties and matoidioplasties once before, but never felt as strongly about it either way, which didn't seem like a good basis for such an intensive surgery. now i'm less ambivalent about my genitals and actively love them

(i also suffered from vaginismus my entire life, until about 2 or 3 years ago when i started engaging with more nsfw content and must have just? exposure therapy'd myself out of it?? it feels like i didn't do anything at all and it just went away on its own, which made me personify my vag a bit, bc i'm so fucking proud of her. now we're finally getting along, i'm taking her to my grave)

keep drawing, keep writing, keep sharing. every little thing you put out there helps people like me love ourselves more, and hearing other trans stories only helps solidify how real and genuine we are for feeling the way we do about ourselves. happy tdov

#ghost scribbles #tdov #trans day of visibility