#idk how to tag this cuz its not really negativity or a vent but i know some people dont like seeing “do you like my muse / blog?” posts so

[shdwtouch]

also uh. this is part inquiry, part vent ? I know it's kinda shitty to be like "do you like my character ?" but now that I've gotten through more of act 2 and done the questlines involving the shadow-cursed lands... I honestly feel kinda silly. like.

knowing what happens with oliver / thaniel, as well as what is implied with arabella, I'm worried that shade is a little... redundant. I don't know. like. if people like her as a companion and the way I've built her lore that's good enough for me, I just. worry. and I worry that people may think I'm trying to replace those narratives. I don't know. it's hard to explain just how I feel. but mostly I feel silly. and worried.

probably overthinking it but. input would be most appreciated. honest input; I just want to know what people think / feel about shade in relation to the characters and lore we already have in the game, I guess. I am genuinely curious what people think.

edit: read the tags but also I should post a disclaimer, I know that if people didn't like shade they wouldn't be following or interacting with me. that's not the question I'm asking here. I'm asking for input on where she stands in the game canon lore, on what people think about that. I am honestly so, so thankful for the support and love I have received in writing shade. <3 I was not expecting this kind of love and interest, and I am grateful for everyone who has given her / me a chance !

#《 ° puffin.exe 》 im a puffin ! i dont do much #° ask to tag ! #idk how to tag this cuz its not really negativity or a vent but i know some people dont like seeing “do you like my muse / blog?” posts so #please know i am approaching this with the best intentions. as a member of the community who wants to respect the community and its content #im probably just overthinking but. i am curious. i really am. i want to know what people think. #i just. feel silly. like i jumped the gun. i should have waited to finish act 2 before making her i just. got excited. #and now i have all this muse for a character that. well. doesnt need to exist in canon. #so like. i guess i should say. while i do want people to be honest. please be gentle. i genuinely love shade as a character #and am so proud of her. so keep that in mind please. idk.

[c4sp3rmoved]

Hey guy's, from someone who's anxiety is so bad I get physically sick from it, I'd like to politely ask you to fucking tag discourse and negativity!!!

I have little to no impulse control [nd brain go brr] and will get myself involved in shit if it ends up on my dash without thinking about how much pain I'll be in if I do [very fun fact: I threw up the other day I was so stressed! most the time I just have to lay down and hope it goes away] so like it's not just my already fragile mental health your fucking up it's my physical health too. please for the love of God tag your negative posts.

another thing: those "you must reblog" posts are so fucking guilt-trippy I've been sent into anxiety attacks because of them. I impulse reblog them because my brain likes to take any and every chance it gets to call me a shit person [besides I already get called a bad person all the fucking time irl I don't need it on the internet] so basically tag those fuckers too!

If you need tags I'd suggest simple broad tags like 'discourse' 'negativity' ect so that it covers as many people as possible! Thank you!

#rambles #negative #bleh tag ur shit #i'm so tired #should i tag thid ad a vent? idk #I'm putting this here instead of my main cuz i have more followers on this blog :( I don't want other people to feel the same way i do #ehen they're trying to escape their prob shitty irl life #so this isn't like targeted at a mutual of mine I just :( tag ur shit #i don't know how to connect to people without using myself as an example/subject to talk about that's why i was using myself as an example #gjfjfjjfj anyway <3 my stomach hurts <3 cuz i saw 1 thing from someone i follow <3 they aren't a mutal just a random ass blog i follow and #i just <3 tag ur posts its really important #ask to tag #goodnight guys stay safe :)

[sparklefuryuri]

O o f

#im gonna vent a bit in the tags haha #okay so #im not really a skinny person #and ive been noticing stretch marks #its been making me self-conscious #really self-conscious #im not even that big either :'dddd #or at least i dont think so? #and im not that much above average weight i think... #i was reading stuff about how people feel about stretch marks #most of it negative :( #i feel like i make some of my character chub because it makes me feel better #cuz if they are liked i feel liked? #idk #the stuff i read was 5-10 years ago tho... #also ive been telling myself supporting stuff #but some times the negativity takes over a bit you know? #anyways i feel better after letting my feelings out haha #i couldnt put most of my thoughts into word haha #anyways #thank you so much for reading <3 #ilysm <3 #<3333