#ill need to rewash my haor again within 24hra

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#been depressed all day lmao #i woke up at like 10am and reLises how awful i felt so i was in and out of sleep until lile 3 #n then i had to do shit so now i feel meh still idk . its just Awful. #thr weather + recent events are the main cause . but i have a feeling i am pickinh up on someone elses energy #bc i braid my haor and it lessens a little (i use a braid as a cuttibg point so i dont pick up on ppls energy. it works) #esp since . my hair IS uh . rlly absorbent. ill wash my hair n can usually go 3 days without washing it #if i brush n braid . but if i dont do that #and have a RLLY bad day where im interractibg w sm ppl esp if theure all (or majority) in bad m99ds #ill need to rewash my haor again within 24hra #n i always feel better after wsshing my haor and id love to wash it daily but . hair dye is finicky as it is #anyway im fine its fine . id like . to feel better :( i dont like being like this at all but itll pass #i just gotta . Keep Fighting it as best as i can . whicb isnt easy but its not as hard as it used to be #im just . i showered and i plan to do a bit of washing u0 abd washing once my dad goes to work . #n then i gotta buy tobacco at some point #side note not having a job has me in a rlly weird . mental state. time kinda just flows tgth idk what day of the week it is half the time #this was needed im ngl . bc i am . dealign with stuff (begrudgingly) n . im not rlly broke bc i seem to b getting money from #a few diff sources but not a lot . just enough to vover the vasics of what i need